Tuobahong, do I want to see him?

I thought about this question all night. The scene of Liyang has always remained deeply in my mind, and I can't forget the sad and sad scene of his day.

It's me who is sorry for him, there is nothing wrong with him. But I have to leave the palace for that purpose.

Xian and I talked for a long time, and he said that in Liyang, after the emperor took away Concubine Rong's body, he never let go, his tears flowed, he didn't eat or drink, and no one could dissuade him.

It is said that in those days, the emperor lost his soul in a trance, the whole person was depressed and sad, and even harmed himself, fortunately he was discovered, otherwise the monarch of Great Wei would have cut his wrist.

In fact, when I heard Xian talk about Tuobahong, my heart was sad and even depressed.

I could feel his grief, but I cruelly stopped giving him any news and made him think I was dead.

My death hit him very hard, and he said that after the emperor returned to the palace, he stayed by my body all day long, not allowing him to be buried, and he didn't want to see me in the future.

The courtiers dissuaded him and strongly recommended the emperor to ask for a burial, but the emperor had no choice but to let me be in the coffin. After my funeral, the emperor suddenly came to his senses and asked Hsien to find out who killed me. Who is chasing me in Liyang, who is killing me in the wild.

Xian went all out to investigate thoroughly, and as long as there was a clue related to my assassination and death, Xian did not let go.

Xian said that he captured a few people, it was the man in black who was chasing and killing me in Liyang that day, and before and after he caught the emperor, Tuoba Hong personally whipped them, and beat them until they finally confessed to the mastermind when they were dying.

The mastermind is Feng Yiqing and Feng Zhaoyi. When the emperor heard this result, he immediately stabbed those assassins to death with a sword on the spot, and then came to Yong'an Palace with a black face and personally beat Feng Zhaoyi into the cold palace.

Tuoba Hong didn't ask for Feng Zhaoyi's life because the Empress Dowager Feng had left a decree on her deathbed to let him crown Feng Zhaoyi as the queen.

The emperor was benevolent and filial, so he had to spare Feng Zhaoyi's life and let her stay in the cold palace.

Xian said, Ke'er asked in front of the emperor, where is Ke'er's mother? And the emperor wept.

Xian finally told me that during that time, he couldn't stand it anymore, and the emperor's reluctance to me.

I'm not unintentional, and I'm not cold-hearted. From the time Gao Zhaorong met the emperor to becoming a concubine, her heart was actually already accepting his love, and even had a heart for him.

I could feel the true feelings in Gao Zhaorong's heart, but it wasn't me after all.

In those years, it didn't belong to Gao Zhaorong, nor did it belong to Yihua, and it didn't belong to plain clothes. In those years, this body, this person, was a blank memory, a wandering memory, a memory in the wake up. It's not worth having Gao Zhaorong's memory, having the memory of Yihua, and even the memory of the silk clothes.

Who did this body belong to in those years? I don't know at this time, I can't say that she is me, nor can I say that she is Gao Zhaorong, I can only say that she is a brand new person who is gradually waking up.

But who does she belong to, Tuoba Hong or Xiao Jingqi?

Perhaps those years should have belonged to Tuoba Hong.

Even though my memories have been restored at this time, I have not forgotten every scene with Tuoba Hong in those years. How should I be good, how should I be good......

This night, I couldn't sleep, I got up in the middle of the night and sat in front of the attic on the edge of the cliff, drinking in the wind, I wanted to get myself drunk, and when I was drunk, I stopped thinking about it.

I don't know when Sijun actually came to me, and he may have stood for a long time before I noticed him.

He didn't want to disturb me, he just wanted to stand and watch me, and he slowly approached me after I spotted him.

I looked at Sijun with confused eyes, and realized that he was actually more and more similar to Tuoba Hong. He is the child of Li Amaranth and the former emperor Xianwen, and he is also the royal brother of Tuoba Hong, and he is a royal nobleman. But his mother, Li Amaranth, is a woman in the rivers and lakes, and Amaranth is unwilling to let Sijun return to the royal family, but just wants him to live a stable and simple life.

I once promised Li Amaranth that I would not tell him Sijun's life experience. I've also wondered if I should talk to him. But I promised Li Amaranth, I won't say it, and I hope Sijun can be well.

What kind of place is the royal family, it used to be the court I hated the most.

Many years ago, Sijun asked Li Amaranth who his father was, and Li Amaranth just lied and said that he was a chivalrous warrior and was dead. Sijun didn't ask any more after that, and Sijun didn't ask anything more about his father at this time.

When I was a child, Sijun was actually very cute and liked me very much, and when I teased him with Amaranth, he always smiled at me.

Now that he has grown up, his smile is still so clean and bright, which makes people feel comfortable to watch.

"Aunt Huan, you're in a bad mood." Sijun was talking to me, and I woke up from those memories.

He approached me, sat down right in front of me, put his hand on the guardrail, and looked at me with a sad face.

I smiled drunkenly, "Sijun, what are you doing on this cliff in the middle of the night?" ”

Sijun's eyebrows frowned slightly, "Sijun is worried about you, and I'm in a bad mood after you talked to that high waiter during the day." ”

I smiled faintly, put my hand on the guardrail, looked at the Qingfeng Mountains in the dark night, and whispered, "It's okay, Aunt Wei just can't sleep." ”

"Does Aunt Wei miss the emperor, or does it mean that Marquis Xiao?" Sijun asked without a draft.

I was stunned by this question, my expression stiffened, and I just looked at Sijun.

Who do I think? I really want to touch my heart, who the hell am I thinking?

Seeing that I had been silent, as if I couldn't figure it out, Sijun said again, "I'm afraid Aunt Huan doesn't know it yet." ”

Sijun, this is in my heart, isn't it?

My eyes darkened, and then I smirked, drunk and psychedelic in my eyes.

"Don't talk about this, Sijun will have a drink with your aunt." I handed him the bottle.

Without saying a word, he picked it up and took a sip, but as soon as he took the wine, he coughed lightly. Seeing that he couldn't drink, I laughed so hard that tears broke down in my eyes.

Sijun looked at me squarely, and I could feel that he was worried about me, but I wanted to relax so much at this time.

This night, Sijun didn't leave and drank with me all the time, maybe he drank several sips, I can't remember exactly. Then I got drunk, so drunk that I didn't even know how I got back to the attic and slept on the bed.

When I woke up the next day, I felt a lot of pain in my head, probably because of drinking. There was rice porridge on the table in the room, and I went to the table and poured a glass of water to drink, and the door was pushed open.

I felt that my body was soft, and I looked at the door weakly, and saw that it was Sijun and Xian who walked in, and they both entered at the same time.

One called me sister, the other called me aunt, and both of them looked at me at the same time.

Worried, he said, "My sister is not in good health, she shouldn't drink so much wine, Sijun said to me, I also blamed him, and I didn't dissuade you." ”

Sijun hurriedly said, "Aunt Huan can do whatever she likes, just accompany Sijun." ”

Xian glared at Sijun.

"Okay, don't make noise early in the morning, it's annoying me."

I coldly stopped the conversation between the two of them.

They immediately shut up, and neither of them said anything more. But it was only a few seconds, Sijun hurriedly opened the soup can, and said to me with a smile, "Aunt Huan, Sijun has boiled soup for you, quickly weigh it and eat it." ”

Xian didn't say a word, he was serving me porridge.

At this time, I realized that they also cared about me, and because they had me in their hearts, they would care about me. They are all my relatives.

"Sit down, eat some." I looked at them both and said.

Sijun smiled and didn't sit down.

Xian didn't sit down, but said, "We've used it." ”

The weather on Aomine Mountain is cooler, and although the temperature is already in summer, the cool breeze blows to make people feel good.

I stood on the edge of the rock, looking out at the attic of the Aomine Gate, a place where I had stayed for many years. Since Xiao Jingqi left that year, since I assassinated the emperor in Laoshan, from the time I met Li Amaranth, I have lived here, and I have full memories here.

But if I don't go out to see him, will he send an army to sweep this place in a fit of rage?

I'm lost again.

But before I could make up my mind, You Ran came from the bottom of the mountain, and when he came to me, he said, "The emperor is here." ”

Tuoba Hongzhen came, and it came so quickly.

"Master B, do you want to avoid it?"

You Ran was asking me, and I woke up. What should I do?

I stood on the top of the windward hill for a long time, unsettled, and I could not make any decisions.

If he really appeared in front of Tuoba Hong, would he let me go, and would he no longer pester me?

But I still walked down the mountain step by step, thinking about and hesitating every step I took.

Sijun came to greet me and stopped me, "Aunt Huan, you have to think about it." ”

My face twitched, and I held my lips silently.

My steps stopped, staring at Sijun, I came to my senses, who am I, I am Yi Huan, what do I want to see the emperor do, the court wants the life of my Yi family, I still need to take into account the emperor's feelings at this time?

If it weren't for the first emperor and the empress dowager, would my B family be killed even if they were weak!

"Gao Shilang is already by the emperor's side, maybe he has already given the emperor your whereabouts, Aunt Huan."

Sijun said again, he was very nervous that I would go to see Tuoba Hong.

You Ran continued Sijun's words, "The Lord of the Yang Sect is receiving the emperor, and he asked his subordinates to ask you, if you want to leave, your subordinates are responsible for your safety." ”

I stayed on the mountain for a long time, and I never went to the main hall of Aomine Gate.

Until I heard Tuobahong's voice, he was shouting, "Rong'er—Rong'er—"

And at this time, the disciples in the door came up to report, "The emperor said that if the noble concubine Niangniang does not appear, he will attack the Qingfeng Gate." ”

Sijun kept staring at me, and then he said slowly, "The emperor is here with the army, and they are all outside the Qingfeng Gate at the foot of the mountain. ”

It's come to this point, I really can't get involved in Qingfengmen.

When I appeared in front of Tuoba Hong with my face covered with my scarf, he was standing opposite Yang Zuo. Obviously, he was an official of the imperial court, and he had to stand by Tuoba Hong's side at this time, but when he saw me appear, he was obviously a little flustered.

Behind Tuoba Hong, Gongyi led a group of guards, obviously afraid that the emperor would be in danger when he came to this land of rivers and lakes.

Sijun said that Tuoba Hong's army was outside the Qingfeng Gate, and it seemed that he must have come to take me away, and even if he didn't, he must have seen me.

"Rong'er, is that you?"

Tuobahong's face was excited, and he was about to walk towards me. Yang Zuo immediately stopped him, ignoring that he was the emperor.

"Your Majesty, this is the place of the grass people, and the grass people have not committed anything against the laws of the imperial court, and please ask the emperor to act in a measured manner."

Tuoba Hong was a little annoyed, and opened Yang Zuo's hand, "You dare to stop me!" ”

"The grass people don't dare, the grass people just want to say that the emperor can't force the people in the grass people sect at will."

Although Yang Zuo forcibly intercepted it, he was still afraid of Tuoba Hong.

I stood still, frowning slightly, staring at Tuobahong's thin, unshapely face. He's aged a lot, and it's only been a long time since he's been like this.

"Rong'er—"

Tuoba Hong shouted at me again with a joyful voice, and strode towards me, but Yang Zuo couldn't stop him.

"Stop!" I drank him lightly.

Tuoba Hong didn't move again, but frowned, looked at me incredulously, and called me again, "Rong'er, why are you doing this?" ”