As soon as I said that, my face 'colored' became a little unnatural, and I certainly knew what she meant. ,。

Originally, when a man knew that there was a little 'girl' who had a crush on him or liked him, he should be proud. Whether you like each other or not. Maybe it's not just men, it's 'women' too. Because if someone likes you, it is at least an affirmation of you, proving that you are still a bit charming.

But at this time, I was not at all proud.

I know what kind of 'girl' Xiao Ning is, simple, and persistent, and so persistent that it makes people feel terrible.

Maybe there's a reason why I can't sleep tonight. It's just that I don't want to think about it, or maybe I'm deliberately avoiding it in my heart.

This kind of thing is really tiring to think about, and it can also make people very irritable. And, in general, can't think of anything good.

"It seems that Xiao Ning still misses you." Yao Yue said quietly, and I could hear the sigh in her heart. She hugged her legs and said, "What do you say......

I asked, "What to do?" ”

She said: "Since I was a child, I know Xiao Ning too well, she is a 'girl' child who will only swallow in her stomach no matter how many stories and grievances she has in her heart." ”

"She's just not very expressive, maybe you don't know how deep her feelings are for you."

I shook my head: "Then I don't think I need to know." Yao Yue rolled her eyes and said I was so ruthless. I said that this is not ruthless, I am just afraid that when she expresses it one day, I will break her heart again.

And I'm a soft-hearted person, and I'm afraid I'll get even more overwhelmed later when I know it.

"And now, won't she be sad?" Yao Yue glanced at me.

I was silent again, and did not speak for a long time.

"In life, there will always be regrets." I gave myself an excuse that sounded plausible.

Yao Yue raised her head, and the moonlight sprinkled on her face, shining brightly.

"When I was a child in the past, Xiao Ning was like this, no matter what it was, it was for me and Lan Ling, no matter how much she wanted it in her heart, as long as she saw us like it, she would definitely give it to us."

"I treat her like a sister, but no matter what, she has always let me ......"

I smiled wryly and said, "If you say that, I'm really afraid that I'll be the one who ruined your relationship." ”

Isn't it often played like that in TV dramas, two originally very good 'girl' children fell in love with the same man, and then they were so angry that they were hit by a car when they went out of the 'door'.

Yao Yue shrugged her shoulders, looking very relieved and sure: "No." ”

I asked suspiciously, "Why?" How can you be so sure? ”

I've seen too many 'girl' students who have vowed to be good friends for life, but after three years, four years, or after graduation, how many still remember what they said?

"Whether it's friendship, love, any rift that arises, it all starts with doubt." Yao Yue glanced at me and said, "Don't you always think that the relationship between our 'girl' and child is so unreliable, okay?" ”

"I don't know what the others are like, I and Xiao Ning, she grew up with me, I dare to say that."

I really want to ask her if Lan Ling also grew up with you, are you so sure? But thinking about what happened before, I swallowed this sentence back.

She drew circles with her hands again on the edge of the rooftop, on which there was still a faint residue of snow.

"Actually, sometimes, I feel that friendship is much stronger than love." She spat out the words softly.

I felt a little sad when I heard this.

So she thinks I'm not that reliable, right?

She didn't look at my expression, she 'fumed' her cigarette case out of her pocket and 'smoked' one. Just as she was about to light it, she suddenly remembered something, and then shook her head with a wry smile: "I'm sorry, I forgot that I promised you to quit smoking just now." With that, she put the cigarette down again.

I ignored her, bowed my head deeply, and felt a little depressed.

yes, I forgot again, she's a 'female' ruffian. I'm in love for the first time, and she's been in love countless times. I'm just one of them.

"How long do you think we'll be together?" I asked her suddenly.

Yao Yue smiled and asked me, "How long do you want to be with me?" ”

I said in my heart that I had said I was going to marry you before, how long do you think I want it? But listening to her, it seems that she has no such intentions, as if everything is just wishful thinking on my part. If so, then if I was so serious, wouldn't I still be laughed at by her?

"Forever." But I still couldn't help it, so I said it head-on.

I didn't dare to look at her after that, I was afraid that she would 'show' the way she laughed at me, and I would be embarrassed.

After a long time, Yao Yue's voice floated from his side: "Time is very long, you never know what kind of 'temptation' and 'confusion' you will encounter in the future." ”

Yao Yue stood up and looked at me head-on.

"Ji Nan, believe me, believe in my vision, sooner or later you will soar into the sky."

"When that day comes, perhaps...... You'll think I'm cheap. After all, I'm a 'female' ruffian, and I may not be able to change it in the future. ”

I looked at her serious expression, and my nose was a little sour.

Maybe it's because I've heard other people's comments about me since I was a child, and they are all words like "waste" and "no one wants", so the first time I hear such an affirmation, I can't be more moved.

I reached out and hugged her to prevent her from seeing my already red eyes, and said in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "You are my first love, and if I could, I would like to have only my first love in my life." ”

I felt her body tremble slightly, and then hugged me hard.

I heard her say in a very small voice, "I love you...... It's true...... Believe it or not. ”

Time stopped in an instant.

The cold wind from the rooftop gently slapped on my back like cool water, tickling. I don't know if it was too cold, but I heard her sniffle softly.

"I believe it."

Such a simple sentence outweighs all the ornate vows, and I don't think we need those things.

We hugged each other quietly, hugging each other to warm ourselves with the temperature on each other's bodies, and it seemed that we didn't feel so cold anymore. Time began to walk again, flowing quietly by the moonlight like flowing water......

That night, we hugged each other on the rooftop and leaned against each other all night. The next day, the sky was white, and the harsh sunlight was shining on my eyelids, so I had to keep my eyes open.

Yaoyue was still meekly leaning on my arms, her eyelashes were tightly closed, and her lips were slightly open, like a child.

If this night is the last night at this school, it will be a more memorable night.

I'm mentally prepared for it, and I'm sure they are too. But no matter what, life still has to go on. We still went to breakfast together as usual and went to school as if nothing had happened. We parted ways in the hallways of the school building and went back to our respective classrooms.

I feel that my mentality has been stable enough, and no matter what means Shirakura uses to retaliate against me, I can withstand it.

But I'm still wrong, I still underestimate Shirakura, this guy is crazy and just a brute, ten out of ten brutes.

The first class in the morning was an English class, and although I didn't sleep well last night, I surprisingly didn't sleep in this class. Of course, I didn't listen to what the teacher on the podium was saying. I put my arms behind my head, and my eyes were not on the blackboard, but on the radio sound above the blackboard.

I thought that there might be a "squeak" sound in the radio speaker at any time, and then so-and-so teacher sent out a notice to tell the whole school that we had been expelled. But no, I yawned at least a dozen times after a class, and the radio speaker was still leaning quietly there.

That's right, this is only the first class, and even if we were to be fired, it shouldn't be so soon.

But the second class passed, the third class passed, a morning passed, a day passed......

Still no news.