Ten years ago, He Ting's departure was very sudden.

Although Gu Wan had long known that He Ting was going to study abroad, she didn't know the specific time, she thought that he would at least leave after graduation. But He Ting seemed to be unable to wait, and was preparing to go abroad on the eve of graduation, which caught Gu Wan off guard.

That morning, while having breakfast, He Ting suddenly said to Gu Guan, "I'll leave tomorrow." ”

He said this in a very flat tone, as if he was discussing with her what to eat at noon, which made people feel that it was not an important matter. But the sentences he came out of his mouth were resolute, and he didn't give her a chance to keep them at all.

He Ting's overly calm attitude made Gu Wan think that he was having auditory hallucinations. She subconsciously asked, "What did you just say?" ”

He Ting didn't repeat what he had just said, he always hated to say the same sentence twice.

He just continued to his own thoughts, "This house is left to you, and I have asked a lawyer to help with the transfer procedures. It's up to you whether you want to live or sell it. ”

Gu Wan couldn't keep up with his rhythm, her mind was groggy, and she still stuck in his last sentence, "I'll leave tomorrow", I don't know what else he said later, so she frowned and asked, "Why is it so sudden?" ”

He Ting finally stopped talking, stopped eating, and raised his head to look at Gu Guan. His eyes were faint and unfocused, as if Gu Wan in front of him was just a ball of air.

He said indifferently, "It's not sudden, I planned going abroad a long time ago, don't you know it?" ”

Gu Wan was a little anxious, "I know you're going abroad, but don't you wait until after graduation, how can you say that you can leave?" ”

He Ting didn't answer her, obviously not wanting to continue the topic. He finished drinking the porridge in the bowl, looked up and asked Gu Guan, "Do you want to go to school together?" ”

Gu Wan was extremely angry, and she asked, "He Ting, what are you and me?" You say go, you say throw away, are you kidding me? Or are you kidding our feelings? Or from the beginning, you didn't really like me, you didn't take the relationship seriously, you just had fun? ”

Regarding Gu Wan's hysterical questioning, He Ting looked helpless.

He patiently explained his behavior, "Gu Guan, everyone has their own way to go in life. My life has long been planned at what age and what kind of things I should do, and I am just practicing my life according to the previous plan. ”

Gu Wan smiled bitterly, "What about me?" Is it also a plan for your life? You're planning to fall in love when you're in high school and break up when you're abroad, right? ”

He Ting lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Gu Wan leaned back in his chair weakly, his voice a little choked, "In that case, why are you so good to me?" Since you knew from the beginning that we would be separated in the end, why did you pay so much hypocrisy?

You're always sober and ready to pull away when you want to leave, but you're stuck in a deep depression. He Ting, you are too cruel. It seems that your mother is right, we are not from the same world in the first place, it is my wishful thinking, He Shao. ”

Gu Wan's last salutation can be described as very ironic, He Ting's eyelids moved slightly, and finally he didn't say anything.

Gu Guan didn't finish the meal, so she angrily picked up her schoolbag and walked out of the house, slamming the door shut, expressing her anger.

Gu Wan thought that when she was angry, He Ting would come to coax her like before, and she had already thought about how to forgive him.

She would also tell him that it didn't matter, even if he went abroad first, their separation would only be temporary. Because she is already working hard to make money, she will soon go abroad to find him.

But until the end of school, Gu Wan couldn't wait for He Ting. She sat in the classroom for a long time, she was waiting for him, but he never showed up. When everyone was gone, she knew that he had already left and had not waited for her at all.

She sulked all the way home by herself, kicking the stones. When I got home, I found it empty.

He Ting's room was empty, and all the clothes and daily necessities were cleaned. Even in this house, Gu Wan could no longer find a trace of He Ting's life here.

He Ting left quietly, leaving only a copy of the real estate certificate on the table for Gu Guan. Gu Wan looked at her name written on the real estate certificate, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

She owned a house, but lost the whole world.

Gu Wan didn't eat at night, where did she still have an appetite. Her mind was full of He Ting, his smiling appearance, laughing appearance, hearty appearance, angry appearance, caring about her, and indecent appearance, all connected together, like a movie screen, scene by scene flashed in front of her eyes.

He Ting hadn't gone abroad yet, and she had already begun to miss him.

She suddenly realized that since she was with He Ting, it had always been He Ting who took the initiative. Take the initiative to confess, take the initiative to pursue, take the initiative to show love, and take the initiative to take a step forward. She never took the initiative, even if she didn't want him to go, she wanted to study abroad with him, but she never told him.

She didn't want to be separated from He Ting, so at least she had to let go of her reserve and tell him what she thought.

Gu Wan is a man of action, and if he wants to see He Ting, he immediately goes to his house to find him. She knew that this might be her last chance. She wants to tell He Ting that she will save up money to study abroad with him. She wanted to ask him, could he wait for her.

Gu Wan went to find He Ting, this was her first time at the He family, and sure enough, just like in the TV series, the huge mansion was blocked by a tall and heavy iron door.

Gu Wan rang the doorbell, and soon a servant answered the door. The other party asked her identity, and after hearing her say that she was looking for He Ting, he went in to report.

Gu Wan typed out what he wanted to say to He Ting in advance, and stood at the door waiting with hope. She thought that when she saw He Ting later, she must not be nervous, and she must express her heart well.

Gu Guan's psychological construction was not finished yet, and the maid came out quickly, and said to her apologetically, "Miss Gu, please go back, the second young master doesn't want to see you." ”

Gu Wan suddenly stood in place as if he had been struck by lightning, his face pale. She never thought that He Ting would be so determined that he didn't even want to see her.

The iron door closed again, isolating Gu Guan. She looked up at the sharp building that appeared inside, and her heart was at a loss, and the pain was uncontrollable, but she pressed it down.

Gu Wan refused to give up, so she waited for a night outside the heavy iron gate in front of He Ting's house.

From the glow of the sky to the fall of night, from the starry sky to the white belly of the fish. Gu Wan was wearing a single coat and shivering in the cold night wind.

It wasn't until dawn that the door finally opened, and a black sedan slowly drove out.

The car window was backlit, Gu Wan couldn't see the people sitting in the car clearly, and his eyes were a little dull. The car stopped in front of her, and He Ting stepped out of the car and walked in front of her.

Gu Wan opened her arms, she thought He Ting would hug her. She was about to freeze to death, and she needed his warm embrace to bring her back to life. However, He Ting only froze slightly, took out a check from his pocket and handed it to her.

He said, "Guanguan, you take this money, take care of yourself in the future, and live a good life." Don't say no for the sake of whim, you know it's important to you. ”

Gu Guan's brain was frozen, unable to keep up with the rhythm of this sudden change. The plot she envisioned should be that she and He Ting hugged and cried, resolved the misunderstanding, and then the husband and wife returned home. But how did it become a check-slap in the face of an idol drama plot?

Gu Wan's tears fell unexpectedly, and even she didn't expect it. She cried breathlessly, tears and snot raging together, like a fool.

She grabbed him by the sleeve and asked, "Why, He Ting, why don't you suddenly want me?" Don't you love me anymore? Didn't you say you liked me the most? Don't go, don't leave me alone. You wait for me, I will work hard to make money, and I will go abroad to find you soon, are you waiting for me. ”

Gu Wan cried, and his words were incoherent.

He Ting grabbed her hand and pulled her sleeve mercilessly, "Gu Guan, don't get entangled, it's too ugly, you're not this kind of person." ”

She looked at He Ting blankly, and suddenly found that the person in front of her was very strange, and it was not the person she knew at all. She even wanted to ask nonsensically, are you possessed? Otherwise, how could someone who could once say such gentle words say such heartless words at this moment.

In the past, Gu Wan often heard others say how indifferent He Ting was, what an empty-eyed person. But He Ting in front of her always has a warm smile, a raised corner of his mouth, a warm and bright heart, and an occasional inappropriateness.

He is alive, emotional, energetic, and not as cold and heartless as others say.

At that time, she thought that it was because others did not know him well enough that they would misunderstand him. She thought that what was in front of her was the real He Ting, and she was all a disguise in front of others.

Now it seems that maybe He Ting was originally such a person, and the brightness and affection in front of her were disguised.

His indifferent look discouraged Gu Wan. She opened her mouth to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.

He Ting shoved the check into her hand, and then strode into the car without looking back. Gu Wan pounced on it violently, reached out and grabbed the car door that was about to close.

He Ting raised his eyes, and there was a slight impatience in his eyes. Gu Wan had already wiped away the tears on his face, and returned to his previous cold expressionless face.

She clumped the check in her hand into a ball, smashed it on He Ting, and then turned around and left in style.

He Ting knew Gu Guan's backbone, and she also knew that no matter how big the number was written on this check, she would not ask for it. He's just trying to make her understand his decision in this way, so that she doesn't want to be entangled anymore.

He knew that Gu Wan was not a person who was entangled, but he didn't expect her to be so simple.

He Ting looked at the back of Gu Wan leaving, his heart felt as if he had been hollowed out, and he felt uncomfortable with the cold wind. It's just that at that time, he didn't dig into the why.

Gu Wan walked in the opposite direction to the car He Ting was riding, and as soon as she turned around, the expression she had just concealed instantly collapsed. She burst into tears, her eyes blurry with tears and she couldn't see the road in front of her.

Gu Wan felt that the saddest thing about herself was that this relationship that she cherished was actually the only one who had never been her.

Maybe this is the farthest distance in the world, you just play, but I take it seriously.

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