He Ting's plan succeeded, and when they returned home from the seashore, it was past twelve o'clock in the night. Gu Wan's birthday passed, and Si Lang naturally failed to celebrate her.

Si Lang didn't feel sad because of this, but he was a little faintly worried, after all, in his eyes, He Ting was still the irresponsible person in Gu Guan's mouth. He couldn't be sure if He Ting was worth Gu Guan's life.

Si Lang and Gu Wan have lived together for ten years, from their youth to now, they have experienced ups and downs together, licking each other's wounds, and always going hand in hand, he has long regarded her as his only relative. He has a responsibility to her and can't easily entrust her to anyone, let alone her ex-boyfriend who has hurt her.

After Gu Wan's momentary confusion, he returned to his usual coldness and ruthlessness the next day.

After He Ting served breakfast intimately, he asked happily and a little uncertainly, "Guanguan, we are officially together now, right?" ”

Gu Wan looked at him and felt that his question was very strange, "The time we agreed on has not expired yet." ”

The implication is that according to the agreement, she is still his girlfriend, why do you ask?

He Ting's enthusiasm was extinguished, the smile on his face dimmed, and his voice was astringent, "Do you just regard our relationship as an agreement that has to be fulfilled?" So what were we last night? ”

Gu Wan thought it was funny, just a kiss must explain something, He Ting is not such a pure person, right?

She stared at the heart-shaped omelette on the plate and said nonchalantly, "We're boyfriend and girlfriend, isn't it normal to kiss?" If you want me to sleep with you, I'll do my duty. ”

In one sentence, He Ting was beaten back to his original form. This sentence is too ruthless, routine, emotionless, and full of poison. He Ting felt as if he had been pierced through his heart by ten thousand arrows in an instant, his heart was pierced with flesh and blood, and the pain was surging.

It seems that all good things are so short-lived, like fireworks, like epiphany, like meteors, like Gu Wan's emotion for him. The more beautiful, the more ephemeral.

He Ting didn't say anything more, but finished a meal with a depressed face, and the taste was like chewing wax.

Gu Wan also felt a little uncomfortable when she looked at He Ting, who had no brilliance in her eyes, but she put it down to the guilt of not being able to respond to his feelings.

Si Lang didn't think so, he asked Gu Guan, "When you faced He Ting, did you really have no feelings for him?" ”

Gu Wan was slightly stunned, and replied non-sensitively, "The person I like is you." ”

Si Lang asked rhetorically, "You like me?" ”

Gu Wan nodded vigorously to confirm his answer, "Hmm." ”

Seeing Gu Wan nodding so sincerely and desperately, Si Lang smiled gently, "I like you too, Guanguan." But you know in your heart that our liking has nothing to do with love, and your so-called love for me is just an excuse to prevaricate He Ting. You can say that, but if you ask yourself, can you really be indifferent to He Ting's feelings? ”

She couldn't do it, of course she couldn't do it, otherwise she would have refused when He Ting kissed her. What an agreement, what fulfills the duties of a girlfriend, those are the excuses.

Gu Wan lowered his eyes, revealing a fragile expression that only in front of Si Lang would show without scruples, and his voice was low, "However, I don't have the courage to love him again." ”

If you are hurt once, your life is gone. If she did it again, even Si Lang wouldn't be able to save her. Those injuries were like imprints, deeply engraved into her bones, and she resisted with all her heart.

Si Lang understands the pain in Gu Guan's heart the most, he feels sorry for her and empathizes with her pain. He raised his hand and gently stroked her head to soothe her.

Gu Wan leaned on his shoulder and slowly spoke, "Si Lang, you saved my life, and I will never betray you." You once said that you would depend on me for your life, and that is still counting, isn't it? ”

For so many years, Gu Wan has always regarded Si Lang as her life-saving benefactor, and cherished it. But for Si Lang, she is not his salvation.

When he lost his lover, lost his parents, and his heart was like ashes, he met Gu Wan, a person who fell from the sky, needed him, and relied on him. He has rediscovered the meaning of life, he has to take care of and protect Gu Wan, and he also has to treat more patients like her, living up to what he has learned and living up to his ideals.

His gray life has become glorious again because of her. He even felt that she was an angel who had descended on earth, and had come to save him.

He can give her all the love, all the care, but he can't give her love. Because his heart had already died with the girl who jumped from a height at the age of eighteen.

Si Lang hugged Gu Guan's shoulders and said softly, "Of course, no matter what kind of road you want to take in the future or what kind of people you will be with, I will always be behind you to support you, protect you, and be your most solid backing and support." ”

Gu Wan hugged Si Lang tightly, "That's enough, I don't need anyone else in my life, as long as I have you, it's enough." ”

Si Lang sighed softly, "Guanguan, I'm sorry, I know the pain in your heart, but I still forced you to admit your feelings for He Ting. I don't mean to hurt you, I just want you to be loved and happy. Don't be like me, who lost so much that you can't get it back. That's the real heart-eating and bone-gouging, and the pain is unbearable. ”

Gu Wan was silent and did not speak, compared with the pain level of life and death, it seemed that death had the upper hand in this situation.

This scene was seen by He Ting, he just lowered his gloomy eyes and walked away silently, with a panic and unspeakable pain.

He felt as if he was trapped in a dark room, it was pitch black everywhere, there were iron walls everywhere, he couldn't see anything, he couldn't get out.

In fact, from beginning to end, he seemed to have no way out.

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Gu Wan didn't expect to see Zhong Xiaoxiao again, she made a special trip to Gu Wan and scolded her for instigating He Ting to kill herself.

She looked decadent and degraded, completely devoid of her previous delicacy and arrogance, and shouted hysterically like a madman, "Gu Guan, you have harmed me to the way I am today, you are simply a poisonous scorpion!" ”

Gu Wan said coldly, "Zhong Xiaoxiao, you chose the road by yourself, and you are also to blame for coming to this step." ”

Zhong Xiaoxiao's biggest problem is that she is paranoid that as long as she likes things in this world, they must be hers. So she was obsessed with He Ting, but she didn't dare to blame him, so she could only transfer all the hatred she couldn't ask for to Gu Guan.

Zhong Xiaoxiao looked at Gu Wan's eyes full of scarlet and terrifying resentment, and she wanted to eat her alive, "Gu Guan, I won't let you go!" ”

Gu Wan didn't take Zhong Xiaoxiao's words to heart, she was already at the end of her strong crossbow, so she didn't have to be afraid. Unexpectedly, she drove into Gu Wan in a frenzy.

When the car rushed straight towards Gu Wan, she couldn't dodge, so she could only stand in place, her brain blank.

Someone lunged up and pushed her away, and she stumbled and fell to the ground. When she turned around to look again, she saw that Gu Shang had already fallen in a pool of blood.

"Dad......"

Gu Wan stumbled forward, regardless of the blood stains on his body, he helped Gu Shang up with trembling hands. She pursed the corners of her lips and called out to Gu Shang, but she didn't seem to make a sound.

After a long time, she suddenly burst out with a mournful cry, "Dad, wake up, wake up!" Don't scare me, don't be okay! ”

He Ting arrived with the ambulance, he laboriously pulled Gu Wan away from Gu Shang, hugged her tightly and didn't have the strength to stand at all, and kept comforting her grief, "Guanguan, don't be afraid, it's okay." ”

Gu Wan's eyes were blood-red, but she couldn't shed tears, her whole body was trembling, and her teeth were chattering when she spoke.

Her eyes were full of fear and begged He Ting, "He Ting, save my father, please save my father!" ”

He Ting kissed the top of her hair and patiently comforted her, "Guanguan, don't worry, uncle will be fine, he will be fine." ”

Gu Shang was hit by a car and had multiple wounds on his body, and needed an emergency blood transfusion due to excessive blood loss. But he is a rare blood type, and the hospital still has stock, but he just caught up with a pregnant woman with the same blood type who was bleeding heavily during childbirth, and the blood in the blood bank was used up.

Gu Wan almost collapsed immediately, He Ting supported her, and said to her in a firm tone, "It's okay, Guanguan, my uncle and I are of the same blood type, I'll give a blood transfusion." I promise you, he'll be fine. ”

He Ting's composure and strong commitment infected Gu Guan, making her gradually regain her sense from her panic.

She held back her tears and held herself strongly, "Okay, the hospital has contacted the nearby blood bank, and I will immediately seek help from the media, I believe there will be results soon." ”

He Ting smiled lightly, he reached out and patted Gu Guan's head, his voice was gentle, "Well, Guanguan is awesome." ”

He Ting turned around and walked into the blood transfusion room, Gu Wan looked at his back, and the fear and anxiety in his heart eased. It seemed that with him by her side, she was much more relieved. When he said her dad would be fine, she was able to believe that he was really going to be fine.

Although the hospital urgently contacted a nearby blood bank for support, and some volunteers came to donate blood after seeing the news, it took some time. And Gu Shang's condition was critical at that time, in order to ensure blood delivery, He Ting repeatedly drew blood four times before the blood source came.

Finally when he came out of the blood transfusion room, Gu Wan looked at him, and his heart tightened. His face was pale and bloodless, and he seemed to be so tall that he could fall with the wind. She hurried forward, trying to hold him up.

He Ting saw the worried look on Gu Wan's face from a distance, and he barely showed a smile to comfort her by saying that he was fine.

But in the next second, his mind was spinning, and his body shook and fell straight down.

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