Chapter 845 - Self-inflicted affection
Xiao Zhan obviously knew that there was no one in the room. It was as if it were said to someone else, as if it were said to oneself. It's more about self-reflection.
Slowly, he took out his personal contract from the drawer. Seeing the names of the two people above, they are involved in each other. At that time, I still had a little sobriety in my heart.
I think a lot, and I plan a lot, what kind of result will be, I don't want to agree, as long as it's not the result of two people together, I can't convince myself in my heart, so the more I encounter such a problem, the more I can't understand what I want, obviously so many things are hidden in front of me, why do I have to drill the horns?
Do you face it calmly and honestly tell this woman all this, everything will be different, but I don't dare to imagine it. When this person is by his side, he can't make a promise to others, so what is the meaning of the rest of his life?
I haven't been yet, how long have I just been awake, who knows that God has played such a big joke on himself again. Let me no longer have any way to give Gu Xizi any promises! The old things are just like that!
The two of them were also tossing and turning at night, unable to sleep at all, thinking of the sweet past of the two of them, quite now. Just the situation, no matter what kind of mood the two people are in. I'm afraid it's very difficult to get back together!
Gu Xizi didn't know why in the middle of the night, he couldn't help but think that when he was in danger many times a year ago, when he was bullied by others, there would always be such a person behind him silently supporting him.
When you can't hold on anymore, people will appear by your side. Even though he was wearing a mask and a hat, he couldn't see what he looked like. But I also know that this feeling is extremely familiar.
I finally found it, who is this person now? Unexpectedly, the two of them faced such a situation again. I don't know when it started? The two of them really can't go back to the past.
In the past, when I couldn't support my feelings for this person, I would always think about the sweetness of the two people at that time, so after such a long time, I survived. But now in the face of this person's sincere refusal, I understand how much this kind of harm is to me.
Gu Xizi felt that his eyes were astringent, knowing that it was already early in the morning, but he didn't feel a little sleepy at all. His eyes were wide open, and perhaps only in this way could he stop the tears from sliding from the corners of his eyes.
I also think about all this, and I have never been here from the new. I'm still the same person I was back then, but everything. It's still the same as it was!
After the alarm went off, Gu Xizi looked at the already bright sky outside. I wanted to welcome the new day with a good mood.
But the memory of last night is still involuntary. Flood your mind with everything that even happened last night is real. The matter is still vivid in front of my eyes.
Gu Xizi couldn't help but sigh, could it be his own efforts. That's it, is it all in vain?
Gu Xizi sat on the bed like this, and he didn't know what to do next, all his good intentions were rejected by others, and even his own care was a joke in the eyes of others.
As long as Gu Xizi thought of what he experienced yesterday, he couldn't help but sigh.
But he still sat up helplessly, put on his clothes, and was ready to get out of bed to cook for Xiao Zhan.
Gu Xizi is also still here, with his own unique care, he just hopes that the person he likes can take a look at him more, so that the two of them can return to the original starting point.
But I didn't know that after a night of reflection on the person opposite, the relationship between the two people returned to the freezing point.
It's not a very good time for two people.
After Xiao Zhan came down from upstairs, he saw breakfast on the table. I was a little reluctant for a while!
But when I think of the struggle I did last night, I immediately understand that even if there are too many reluctances, it is better to let go quickly!
"I've already said I've given you a chance. I've got you ready to get out of here, and I didn't expect a cheap bone to be a cheap bone. I've gotten to the point where I'm still cooking for me. ”
Gu Xizi was serving dinner when he suddenly heard such a sentence. Even the burns on my hands, maybe there is no time, I feel that I have been repeating a sentence in my mind that people say cheap bones, and they will always be cheap bones, is it that I work so hard to pursue my own love, is it also called cheap bones?
Completely as if he hadn't heard these words, he continued to do what he had to do. Maybe in the eyes of others, he is really shameless and cheap, but he just wants to chase his love.
Before walking out of the kitchen, he immediately sorted out his feelings, and now he immediately became beaming, and when he walked out happily and saw that the person opposite was already sitting at the table, he immediately showed a big smile.
"I've made your favorite food now, come and taste it and see if it suits your appetite."
Gu Xizi really didn't seem to take what this man said just now, and even every word revealed that it didn't matter, I don't care, as long as I like you, it's okay, but why shouldn't the person on the other side think so!
"Gu Xizi, how many times do you have to say it before you can understand. There's nothing more to say about my feelings with you. I hope you get out of here as soon as possible, but I will still do everything I promised you what I signed with you. I just hope you'll get out of my sight soon. ”
Xiao Zhan really didn't want to continue to affect this person because of his own problems. There are already too many things between the two people that are not clear. If this continues, the two will still be strangers after all.
Even if Gu Xizi pretended not to hear these words, every word of this was deeply pierced into his heart, and he could clearly feel that the person on the other side could no longer hide his disgust for him now.
"Don't talk about it yet, it's time for breakfast, and it's not too late for us to talk about it after you've had breakfast. And I've worked so hard to prepare so much for you, if you don't eat it for a while, it will be cold. ”
It's not that Gu Xizi doesn't want to face the facts, but he doesn't want to let himself face such facts. Every word of this man is undoubtedly like a stone pressing himself hard.
Just when I was about to run out of breath. My heart told me that I couldn't give up, maybe if I persevered a little longer, I would see the sunshine.
Xiao Zhan saw that this girl didn't hear her words at all, but pretended to be like her, and she wanted to let herself have breakfast, didn't she know that she had said so many words, it was completely a humiliation to this girl?
Xiao Zhan looked at the person who stood up and was about to pick up the dishes for himself, and immediately waved his hand and pushed all the dishes on the table to the ground.
"Crackling!"
After a loud bang, Gu Xizi looked at all this in front of him in disbelief, did the two of them really return to their original appearance?
This feeling is what I hate the most and what I don't want to encounter, but now it really happened to me.
Tears were rolling in his eyes, but he still held back the tears. Stay in your eye sockets and never allow a single tear to come out!
"Is this not to your liking? If it doesn't suit your appetite, then I'll make something else, tell me what you want to eat, give me a little time, and I'll be able to help you make a delicious meal. ”
Gu Xizi really didn't have anything to do, so he had to continue to talk about it stubbornly. I know that the person on the other side is extremely disgusted with me now, but I still want to be able to make this person feel my heart through my own words.
"How many times do you want me to say it, I hate you now, I hope you can leave my sight immediately, I don't want to see you now, I feel extremely disgusted when I see you every way I have said it until now, don't you understand."
Xiao Zhan may really not understand why this girl hasn't left him yet. I don't know if two people stay together longer, and the hearts of two people will be more uncomfortable? Now is probably the best time to leave.
Gu Xizi shook his head with a smile and didn't say anything, but looked at the person in front of him intently, with his most gentle eyes. Look at this person, and then say softly.
"No matter what you say about me, since I have chosen to stay by your side, I will not leave even if you say anything, if you think I am not pleasing to my eyes or think that I am not doing well in something, you can tell me, I can change.
But you can't drive me away, and I won't leave. This time, even if you drive me away again, I won't leave. ”
Gu Xizi said such a sentence without any waves in his heart, as if what happened just now had never happened at all.
After Xiao Zhan heard these words, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. If this girl could have been so resolute a year ago, the two of them wouldn't have gone through so much, but after all, the past has passed.
Xiao Zhan was ruthless, and then used a kingly attitude. Looking at the person opposite, he said in a very stubborn tone.
"I thought you had a backbone, and now it seems that you are also a spineless, and I have been told to this point, since you are still so shameless? I really don't know what it means to be a woman alive, and I blame me for looking away at the beginning, thinking that you would be very fun and interesting, but now it seems that it is nothing more than that.
To be honest, I really regret it, why did I bring you to my side, and let so many people mistakenly think that I am sincere to you, because I don't look at how many pounds and taels I have, and I want to stay by my side for so long, unless you also have the ability, like you look and have an average figure. If you can stay by my side, you should be grateful to Dade know? ”
After Gu Xizi heard this, he glared at the person opposite fiercely, he remembered all the words that this person said, whether it was before or now, he could clearly remember every word that this person said. Whether it was the gentleness of the past or the cruelty of the present. I can't face it calmly, but the more I do this, the more I can't accept it.
used to be good to himself, but how did it suddenly become so easy to think about it and see this person staring at him and wanting to leave quickly, and finally couldn't help but start to explode.
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