61 Bad Fate
I was originally a very honest person, I didn't even have the slightest ambition, I have always lived according to my mother's teachings, I want to be a gentle and excellent person, get into a good high school, and then get a good university, and after I come out, I can work in a better unit, and then earn the first money, marry a daughter-in-law who can share the ups and downs, work together, buy a house and a car, and live an ordinary and fulfilling life.
But when I was severely humiliated by Chen Linger more than two weeks ago, and then I couldn't bear to rush up and bite Wang Xiaojie, I knew that everything I originally wanted had begun to go off the rails.
and then met Sister Qiu in the background, knowing that one or two big red robe tea leaves might cost me a month's salary when I grow up, knowing that the high-flying Yan Qingqing could let Song Jianmin jump off the building without hesitation for a momentary pleasure, knowing that the majestic black pig in the town also had a day of kneeling and begging for mercy, and knowing that Zhu Juncheng's rich second generation could drive a good car and accompany the beautiful women to spend time and drink, the whole person was not honest.
I want to get more things, I want to climb to their position, I think about the bowl in the chopsticks, I see the bowl, I think about the pot, I think about the ground, I want the whole person to become a sponge, absorb everything that can be seen, just so that the little seedling called "ambition" can thrive.
Then I looked back at myself two weeks ago, I was already unrecognizable, and I found that the invisible future is not terrible, but the real horror is to see the future, and to know what I will look like in ten years, that is the most terrible thing.
So I sought change, and it was Chen Ling'er who gave me the idea of change for the first time, so in my subconscious, she was mine, and since she was the one who got me off track, she took this responsibility and stayed with me.
It's a slightly perverted possessiveness, but I don't care, I just know that I want nothing less.
In my eyes, Chen Ling'er is just an object, and she made me come up with such a statement, so she should be my appendage.
I pressed her head, thinking about it, glaring viciously at her little head that wanted to struggle, and the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to conquer this woman who was always invincible in front of me.
I have no love for her, just a kind of revenge, she made my ambition sprout, she made my life completely off the track, she made me give up everything I originally wanted, the three views were crushed by her, everything was harmed by her, I was uncomfortable on this road, so why can she live comfortably?
So I was cruel to her, but I wanted to conquer her more than anyone else, and what could be more enjoyable than taming a wild horse?
Chen Linger's struggle is meaningless, her strength is not as strong as mine, she was able to bully me before, just because I didn't want to resist, I was afraid of her, but now I have nothing to be afraid of, I have her handle in my hand, my fear of her has disappeared since that night, and the only thing that remains is the resentment accumulated in the past six months.
Once these grievances break out, it will make people fall into a crazy state, but fortunately, my crazy state can be vented, Chen Linger is like an outlet. Every time I bully her, I can always dredge the resentment in my body, and then the whole person will keep his head clear.
Twenty minutes later, when Chen Ling'er was almost devastated, and I was about to reach the peak of my hatred, there was a very inappropriate sound of the door opening in the living room.
I was so scared that I instantly came back to my senses, and the one who came back at this time must be Uncle Chen or Aunt Lin, because I didn't ring the doorbell, only they had the key, if I let Uncle Chen see this scene, I would definitely be beaten to death by him.
In the past six months, I have been abused by him a lot, in addition to not fighting back, but also because I know that Uncle Chen has practiced, every time he beats me, I basically have no chance to fight back.
I hurriedly pushed Chen Ling'er away, put on my pants, and wanted to rush out of the room in a panic, but Chen Ling'er, who would react, immediately stepped forward and grabbed my hand, I thought she was going to take the opportunity to sue Uncle Chen, in this case, I really can't stay in this home.
What I didn't expect was that Chen Ling'er gritted her teeth, and although she looked at me with resentment, she still dragged me into the closet in her room, and after throwing me in, she hid herself.
At this point, I can see it, Chen Ling'er is also afraid, I have her handle in my hand, even if she calls Uncle Chen to beat me up, I may also flow out the photos in my hand because of grudges in the future, in this case, Chen Ling'er will not be able to raise her head in Lingxi.
Our town is not big, once this kind of scandal occurs, Chen Ling'er will definitely be stepped on by 10,000 people, and besides, I am not clear with her in the room, and Uncle Chen beats me, she can't escape punishment.
That's why she's going to hide with me to avoid this storm, and unexpectedly, twenty minutes ago we were still on the same page, but it's already on the same side.
Life, sometimes I like to make such bad jokes.
Chen Linger's cabinet is not big, but it can accommodate two people, but it is still a little crowded, a small space, I am almost close to her together, it is inevitable that there will be physical contact, this feeling is very novel to me, both a little scared, and a little expectant, just like cheating.
Chen Linger's face was flushed, and I didn't know if it was because of shyness or anger, anyway, she tried her best to endure, we were face to face, so we were very close, as soon as I looked over, I could see Chen Linger's eyes that wanted to kill people, but in addition to anger, there was also a hint of other meaning.
This meaning can only be understood and not spoken.
There were two people's footsteps in the living room, I originally thought it was Uncle Chen and Aunt Lin coming back, but after a while, a voice came from the living room, not Uncle Chen's, but another man, the man said: "Rong'er, you want to kill me, quick, let me hug!" ”
It dawned on me that this girl was obviously the Mediterranean voice last time, and this mother and daughter were really a virtue, and men brought them home.
Chen Ling'er was surprised when she heard the man's voice, she probably didn't expect that it would be another man who came to her house and said such ambiguous words to her mother, and her whole face turned from surprise to anger at the beginning.
She wanted to get out, but I grabbed her and whispered to her, "Do you want to die?" This will go out, what can you do? Debunking your mom? There is only one consequence of debunking, and you should know it! ”
Chen Ling'er was stunned for a moment, her eyes were a little red, and then she seemed to think of something, and said resentfully at me: "You already knew? ”
I didn't answer, it was a tacit acquiescence, Chen Linger bit her lip, and finally gave up her plan to go out, probably she didn't have the courage to have a showdown, anyone who encountered this kind of thing didn't know what to do, no matter how tough Chen Linger usually was, she was helpless when she encountered this kind of problem.
I saw her trembling all over, tears falling down one by one, I quickly covered her mouth, afraid that she would cry, Chen Linger glanced at me, and directly bit my hand like a puppy, I almost screamed out in pain, and I could only use my other hand to block my mouth.
When the two of us were making small moves in the closet, there was movement outside the living room again, Aunt Lin's voice sounded, and she said: "Dead ghost, didn't we say it last time, the last time, I will give you your body, you let Six Fingers take out a loan, how can this be reversed, and dare to come to me, do you want to be hacked to death by Six Fingers?" ”
Mediterranean smirked and said, "Six fingers? How dare he cut me like that? Lin Rong, I really can't help it, who made you so charming, I can't sleep these few nights, I think about you every day, just give me one last time, I promise not to pester you again in the future! ”
Aunt Lin didn't speak, and after a while, there was a stumbling voice, it was estimated that the adulterer and adulteress were kissing, and then she heard Mediterranean say: "Let's change places this time, how about doing in your daughter's room?" ”
Hearing this, Chen Ling'er bit harder, Aunt Lin didn't refuse, she really came to the room with the Mediterranean, there was a small gap in the wardrobe, I stood here just right, but I could see the outside.
I saw Aunt Lin being dragged to the room by the Mediterranean Sea and waiting, pressed directly to the bed, and then all kinds of madness, it was the first time I had seen this kind of actual combat, I had only seen it in the film before, and it was the first time I watched this kind of live-action 3D.
There was this kind of voice in my ears, and I happened to be facing them head-on, so at this time, I had a little bit of a reaction, and Chen Linger probably felt it, because we basically stuck to each other, and I had a reaction, and she could naturally feel it.
Chen Ling'er glared at me in disgust, and tried to twist her body, wanting to stay away from me, but the wardrobe was so big, where could she twist it, but the more she moved, the more I couldn't help it, and I almost surrendered.
Chen Ling'er resisted to no avail, so I could only stretch out one hand to cover my eyes, and I took advantage of the situation to hug her with the other hand.
I'm a man, especially in such a scene, of course, I instinctively crave something, and my hands are becoming more and more dishonest.
Chen Ling'er gasped, no longer covering my eyes, but clamped my hands with a pair of hands, and whispered a warning to me, don't mess around, otherwise the net will be broken.
I have so much control now, and I don't know what to think, I can't do it with both hands, so I just talk about it.
So in this hot summer, in a small space, I hid in the closet with Chen Ling'er, in front of me was a fragrant picture that I will never forget, tears soaked my clothes and her, and the air exuded a mixture of male and female hormones.
It's not romantic at all, but it's so profound that I can't forget it for the rest of my life, and my bad relationship with Chen Ling'er began to go completely rampant like a wild horse from here.