245 If life is only as it first seems

Che Wang Fei left this place with a swollen face and the notorious "devil" convoy in Sulan District, Zhou Mo just said hello to me and followed, the audience was booed, although it was the same club, but Che Wang Fei has always been unpopular, relying on his young superiors to treat the same club as long as he is not the person in charge, he has never had a good face, he really regards himself as above one person and under ten thousand people, so many of the people arranged by Song Jia and the black card have no good impression of this Che Wang Fei, and he can fall into the well at this time, Naturally, they would like to.

I can feel the resentment on the body of the car king when he flies away, and I also understand that this beam has basically been knotted, and it is still the kind of dead knot, if I don't take care of too much today, I am afraid of causing the dissatisfaction of the other two new generations of leaders and leading to a strong backlash, I would have started a long time ago, otherwise it would be equivalent to letting the tiger return to the mountain if I didn't convince myself, but there was no way, just a little firm, it was not a good thing to have too many enemies at this time, but I had a hunch, even if I couldn't fight today, sooner or later I would definitely have to bump into him and his devil convoy, When the time comes, it will depend on whose means are harder.

After the people left, I thanked all the people present who came to help: "Thank you brothers for helping me support this scene today, I will invite you for tonight's supper, please everyone." ”

Then I instructed Fang Quan and Mao Mao and Wang Hua to entertain the brothers who came to help from Guanghe District and Lugang District, those people let me not be polite, anyway, they just obeyed their own boss to support the scene, it is impossible to really do it, they are all fighting in the rivers and lakes, and it is also one of the laws that large-scale group fights cannot occur in the downtown area, and the total number of personnel on both sides exceeds 100 will be reconciled by their respective bosses, which is unchanged through the ages, after all, large-scale battles are really fought in the downtown area, It won't take five minutes to be taken by the police, Longcheng is a society governed by the rule of law, so today, I didn't plan to go to war, just a dismount, it turned out to be very effective, at least the problem ended perfectly, and it didn't make a big fuss.

On the surface, of course.

The crowd left one after another under their respective leadership, I handed over the aftermath to Fang Quan and them, and I also believed that they could handle it very well, but before they left, I called Jiang Haolong over and handed him a cigarette, he took it and lit it and said: "Chen Dashao, it is better to settle the grievances than to settle them, let's settle the two of them?" ”

"Well, the two are clear, and I want to thank Brother Jiang tonight." I'm happy.

Jiang Haolong's frowning brows eased at this time, and he chatted with me a few more polite words, and after a cigarette was finished, he waved his hand to me and took someone away.

After waiting for the people to basically leave, there were a few of us in Cheng Chen's circle, I walked up to Yi Wenhua, looked at him and said, "You're not dead, are you?" ”

"Nope." Yi Wenhua smiled wryly at me and said, "Thank you for this tonight, Jean." ”

"Thank you, you should go to the hospital quickly, don't lose too much blood and die by then." I don't have a good airway.

Then he looked at Cheng Chen and said to her: "Cheng Chen, in the future, don't have any dealings with those sons and brothers in your circle, those guys are just a bunch of waste who can only bully the weak, don't even have a little processing ability when they get into trouble, once they fall into the downwind, they all run faster than rabbits, and they come to the bar, although it is normal to have trouble, we are not people who are afraid of trouble, but when we see that the situation is not right, we have to run, are you still stupidly waiting to be surrounded by others, I don't blame you, It's that girls don't rely on some unreliable men when they don't have a boyfriend present. ”

I said it very clearly, Lin Meng'er had basically made everything clear to me when she called me, although Cheng Chen did this harmlessly, but because of this, the culture was stabbed, and I was naturally dissatisfied.

Cheng Chen also realized her mistake, lowered her head and said that she would pay attention in the future and would not interact with these people again, I didn't blame her, just a wake-up, and then looked at Fugen and said, "Send Wenhua to the hospital, I'll go over after I'm done." ”

Yi Wenhua got into the car with Fugen's support, and went to the hospital with Cheng Chen to treat the wound, now only me and Lin Meng'er are left, since the last showdown, I haven't seen Lin Meng'er for more than a month, the car was driven away by Fugen, I can only take a taxi, after stopping one at the intersection, I smiled and let Lin Meng'er get in the car, saying that it was to send her home.

After getting in the car, Lin Meng'er was a little embarrassed, after all, the meeting between the two of us was a bit dramatic, and the relationship between the two of us was a little ambiguous.

I rolled down the window, lit a cigarette, and after the car drove for five minutes, Lin Meng'er looked at me and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

"Huang Zhantian didn't appear, what a big thing happened, he couldn't not know, he and Zhou Mo and Che Wang Fei should have a good personal relationship, otherwise the three of them wouldn't stand together in the last meeting to fight against the rouge, which is enough to show that they can't let go of Shangyang District, why am I stunned to his territory, it's a little weird not to make a fuss, and I don't know if that guy received the wind in advance, and he knows how many people I brought so he didn't show up, or did he have other plans." I blurted out.

Lin Meng'er's expression was even more puzzled, probably because she couldn't understand what I said, I reacted, and said a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I've been thinking too much lately, and I forgot to tell you that you won't understand." ”

"Are you reminding us that there are two worlds?" Lin Meng'er sighed and said.

I flicked the cigarette ash and said to her: "I don't mean this, it's just that you're right, we are not the same world, you can't understand what I've experienced, a situation like tonight, I'm not less than four times a month, and everyone on the road is like this, how can there be such a scenery in the TV series, and I don't have the aura of the protagonist, I can't make a mistake, otherwise it will be doomed, now you know why I didn't pull you into my world." ”

"You, you are a very promising girl, I believe that your parents have already arranged your way, in the future, you will enter the world's top 500 companies to become a gold collar according to your parents' arrangement, or enter a public institution to become a civil servant, you are so beautiful, there will be countless excellent men in the future you can choose, you will find a man who loves you very much, marry her and have children, but you have your own pride and persistence, so it is very likely to become a strong woman, you see, how many possibilities do you have, and me, There are only two possibilities, the lucky one may be soaring, and the luck is almost bad The next day will be on the street, we are not all the way, you also know very well. ”

Lin Meng'er smiled: "I don't need you to dictate what my life should be, I just know that I still like you now, and I don't know how long I will like you, but at least now, I will still feel heartbeat when I see you, and that's enough." ”

I smiled wryly, "Looks like I'm going to have to say something hurtful,"

"There's no need, you can't say it, you and Yan Qingqing are two completely opposite types, she is a knife-mouthed tofu heart, you are a tofu-mouthed knife-hearted, once you decide to stab the knife, you are more ruthless than anyone else, but I like you like this, it's really cheap, in fact, if you don't want to be with me, you shouldn't provoke me from the beginning, and you shouldn't kiss me forcibly, you are actually quite selfish, you have to let me like you before you say you can't be together, if the relationship is a game, I may have lost a long time ago, and there is no chance of turning the tables at all." Lin Meng'er looked out the window and said.

I sighed.

Lin Meng'er asked: "Why didn't you tell me accurately at the beginning, you wouldn't like me, and you wouldn't be with me, and you didn't draw your sword until I got into the quagmire?" ”

I stared at her in front of me and said calmly, "I'll tell you a story." ”

Lin Meng'er didn't speak.

I said slowly: "There is a child, since he was a child, he was brought to this city by his mother to suffer, the child is a very gentle girl, the child didn't understand at that time, why other children have fathers, and I only have my mother and uncle, because I don't have a father, so I have been bullied when I was a child, and the mongrel who was thrown stones and scolded for not having a father is almost from kindergarten to elementary school, the child thought about resisting, but his mother told him that he would rather be a hurt person than hurt others, and a gentle and excellent person will be very happy as long as this is the case, The child believed it was true, so he silently accepted everything and did not resist, and when he grew up, he understood a little, and occasionally learned from his mother's diary what kind of person his father was, that was an almost stubborn and paranoid man, this man not only loved the child's mother, but also loved other women, so after the child was sensible, he thought that a man could like a two, three, or four women, the child had suffered so much pain, and he was still willing to leave everything to come to this city to keep him alive and widowed, and he said that there should be a beginning and an end, But that child knew that she was actually just in love with Chen Shimei, who had suffered a thousand cuts, it was as simple as that, and there was no cure. ”

"This child, once very timid, very girlish, like to cry, has been bullied since childhood, until the junior high school child died of overwork, the child has nothing, once was bullied ruthlessly, only to make up his mind to fight back directly, since then it has been out of control, the child has liked many girls, like his father, and selfishly thinks that there is nothing wrong, this idea is not talked about until he is with a girl, there is a kind of girl, as paranoid as a child, will not compromise, will be burned, Just like the child's mother, this makes the child find that he can like a lot of girls, but it is enough to love one, some girls can flirt, can be called brothers, can be confidantes, but may not be suitable for marriage and children, a life is a long thing, he doesn't want to because of his temporary like, and let a girl become the next incurable mother, the child has seen how bitter the mother is, the bitterness in the bone marrow, the child is afraid when he thinks that the girl he once liked is going to become like that, He was afraid that he would become a bastard like Chen Shimei, who was stabbed by a thousand knives. ”

"When the child grows up, he may still be very naΓ―ve, often make mistakes, and be as paranoid as his father, but at least he understands a truth that his dead ghost father doesn't understand, a man with a handle, he can be sorry for his brother, sorry for himself, sorry for the whole world, it doesn't matter, but he can't be sorry for the mother who gave birth to him and the woman who gave birth to him."

When I finished, I whispered, "So, I'm sorry." ”

At this time, the car happened to arrive at Lin Meng'er's community, and she got up and said, "I'll go first." ”

I said I'd send her, and she refused.

But I still insisted on sending her to the gate of the community, watching Lin Meng'er go upstairs, I stood there and squinted my eyes, then lit a cigarette, turned around and left in style.

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Lin Meng'er stood on the second floor of the community, covering her mouth with one hand and hugging herself tightly with the other, at that time she knew that Zhang Xiaoque would always be a sparrow flying around her, he could wait, he could be a knight, he could always be by his side, he could always seem to be the little beggar who was carried upstairs by himself and shouted to repay the favor after giving a hot meal, but the rest, yours, mine, his, her, most of life, how can it be the first time I saw it?

Even so, Lin Meng'er couldn't help but look up, the back had disappeared on the street, many people didn't know, only Lin Meng'er knew that it was a "child" who cut an adult's throat just to protect her when she was a teenager, and she was also the first "child" who said that her eyes were very similar to his mother.

Life is not as it first seems.

Good bye.