I don't know when Xu Ziqing began to have the habit of writing a diary. When you first wrote a diary, what was your reason? Even Xu Ziqing herself can't tell.

Maybe it's because as I grow up, I have more and more little secrets in my heart.

Xu Ziqing and Tang Yuran have known each other for a long time, and the two are good friends who talk about everything, but even so, in the depths of Xu Ziqing's heart, there are still many things that she can't say to her.

Xu Ziqing is naturally strong, she is a person who is unwilling to admit defeat, even if she encounters a predicament, she is not willing to reveal her difficulties to others, even if this person is Tang Yuran, in front of anyone, Xu Ziqing is only willing to show her best side to others.

However, Qin Kai's appearance was an accident.

Because of Qin Kai's appearance, Xu Ziqing's life trajectory has been disrupted, and some things she never dared to think about or do before, thanks to Qin Kai, she has done it thoroughly.

In the depths of Xu Ziqing's heart, she hated Qin Kai, but this hatred was by no means groundless.

Before knowing the truth of the matter, Xu Ziqing, like other girls in the flower season, had naively believed in love. But when the truth was really exposed, Xu Ziqing had already been forced to believe and accept it.

Xu Ziqing will never forget what happened that day, for her, maybe that day is the legendary "Black Friday".

On Friday morning, Xu Ziqing got up early as usual, washed up and dressed, and then got ready to go to work.

was about to go out, but Qin Kai in the house woke up at some point, walked in front of Xu Ziqing with his upper body naked and sleepy.

"It's still early, so why don't you sleep a little longer." Xu Ziqing was the first to speak, and when she saw that the other party didn't wake up, she couldn't help but smile.

Thanks to Qin Kai's help, Xu Ziqing has an objective extra income, and because of this, Xu Ziqing's heart is still somewhat full of gratitude, and under the impact of this feeling, she has even forgotten Qin Kai's previous derailment.

That incident happened a month ago, although Xu Ziqing was grieved, but with the passage of time, coupled with Qin Kai's compensation, the wound in Xu Ziqing's heart seemed to be slowly healing.

In Xu Ziqing's view, at this time, she not only gained love, but also had considerable wealth, she had never been so hopeful about life before, and it was in response to the sentence: "The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment." What Xu Ziqing is about to face, it is precisely because she is full of hope at this time that she will push her into a deeper cliff.

"Hmm... I've come out to see you off, I've worked hard, and I'm going to work again. Qin Kai said as he yawned.

Xu Ziqing couldn't help laughing out loud when she saw it in her eyes. "I'm not a child anymore, so I don't need to give it away."

"In my opinion, I don't take care of myself at all, and I haven't eaten breakfast."

"Hmm..."Faced with this, Xu Ziqing had to admit it silently. She has never had the habit of eating breakfast, and it is precisely because of this that she also has a stomach problem.

"Luckily, I was prepared." Qin Kai said, walked quickly to the refrigerator, and took a piece of bread and a bag of milk. "I prepared it yesterday, I didn't eat breakfast, and when it was noon, I should be hungry and my stomach hurts again." Qin Kai said and handed the milk and bread to Xu Ziqing.

"Oh, I'm not a child..."Although Xu Ziqing complained, she still happily accepted the heart-warming breakfast. This feeling of being cared for is very satisfying for her.

"Whether you're a kid or not, it's always right to eat breakfast on time." Qin Kai replied.

"Alright then, then I'll take it reluctantly."

"Well, stay safe on the road." Qin Kai said.

"Why don't you let me finish eating before leaving." Xu Ziqing said as if she was in a tantrum.

"It's this point now, and if you're not afraid of being late, I don't care." Qin Kai said with a smile.

"Ah, it's so late, no, I have to hurry up!" After Xu Ziqing finished speaking, she hurriedly put on her shoes and rushed out, without even having time to close the door.

Qin Kai looked at Xu Ziqing with a hurry, and couldn't help but smile, if this kind of life can continue forever, it should be considered a kind of happiness.

Hurry up, Xu Ziqing is finally not late. After changing into overalls, Xu Ziqing came to the dining car, put the bread in the microwave, and prepared to heat it.

"Public and private use, I caught it!"

Xu Ziqing was stunned, and was slapped on the back, coupled with pretending to be harsh words, she couldn't help but be surprised, and even the milk in her hand fell to the ground.

"Ziqing, are you okay?" Seeing Xu Ziqing's somewhat abnormal appearance, the visitor hurriedly asked.

"It's you, it scared me, I'm fine... It's just thinking about things. Xu Ziqing bent down and picked up the milk, and said casually.

"yes, that's good." The other party seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. "Why, haven't you had breakfast yet?"

"Well, yes, I woke up late this morning."

"Hey, I remember you didn't have a habit of skipping breakfast?"

"No way, I didn't plan to eat it, but my boyfriend stuffed bread and milk before leaving home, and it would be wasted if I didn't eat it." Xu Ziqing said casually.

"Yo yo yo, so reluctantly, I see you, in fact, you have already blossomed in your heart." The other party said, and couldn't help but quip.

"Why, I'm just telling the truth." Xu Ziqing deliberately put on an indifferent attitude, in fact, her heart had already blossomed.

The two were talking happily, and at this time, another colleague came over from a distance, and his face looked a little solemn.

"Xiaolin, what's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly?" Xu Ziqing was the first to notice the other party's abnormality and asked with concern.

"I... Have you heard? A colleague has an accident..."Xiao Lin said, looking like he wanted to say something, and the expression on his face was very complicated.

"Something's wrong... What's wrong? The other two looked at Xiao Lin blankly.

"Don't you really know? It seems that it was last night, and all the news has spread, and I only found out about it this morning. Kobayashi said.

"I really don't know, what's wrong, is it serious?" Xu Ziqing asked suspiciously, she didn't know what kind of thing made the other party look so frightened.

"Alas... Actually, if you don't know, it's fine, save the same as me, I'm scared to death. Xiao Lin said, looking palpitating.

"Oh, what's wrong, don't scare us, we're all cowardly, if you don't say it, we'll scare ourselves halfway to death." Another colleague said.

"yes, tell me, what's going on." Xu Ziqing also spoke.

"That's okay, but don't say that I told you, the conductor specially instructed that it can't be passed on anymore, otherwise it will spread all over the city and make everyone panic."

"Oh, let's talk about it, the more you grind, the easier it is for us to think more and be afraid." Another colleague said urgingly.

"Okay, then I'll tell you, don't be scared." Xiao Lin deliberately lowered his voice and said. "It seems to be last night, I just came here this morning and heard them say that there should be a flight attendant who committed suicide by lying on the rails. It's on platform four..."

"What? Commit suicide by lying on the rails! ”

"Be quiet, don't let anyone else hear." Xiao Lin said, and hurriedly covered the other party's mouth.

"What the hell is going on... How can you commit suicide by lying on the rails? In contrast, Xu Ziqing is much calmer, but only she knows that at this time, she is just pretending to be strong. As soon as she heard the news, she was also frightened.

"I've heard... She seemed to be making an appointment with a netizen to meet, but she was played, and she was coerced afterwards, and she couldn't think about it for a while, so she committed suicide by lying on the rails. Kobayashi whispered.

"But even if that's the case, I can't help but think about it, what a pity..."Another colleague said with emotion. Didn't you say that it's better to die than to live, and finally got a good job, so why bother? ”

"Who says it's not, this is the legendary carelessness of dating, it was originally for love, but it turned out to be a pit, or many people say that online dating is unreliable. If you're not careful, you'll get into trouble with someone with the wrong mind. ”

"How did she be threatened, why did she have to kill herself?" Xu Ziqing asked puzzled. "If there is really anything unpleasant, wouldn't it be good to call the police, so that scumbag should be even happier if he took his life for nothing."

"I'm not sure, but I've heard from them... That colleague, it seems that someone took a picture... That's why I couldn't think about it for a while. ”

"What photo?" Xu Ziqing asked subconsciously.

"Oh, aren't you stupid, it's just that kind of photo..."

Looking at the other party's expression, Xu Ziqing suddenly understood. "But if that's the case, shouldn't you call the police?"

"What's the use of calling the police, what else can you do besides making things bigger?"

"The other party's behavior is clearly illegal, why do you stay without calling the police?" Xu Ziqing asked rhetorically.

"Ziqing, you are so naïve, what is the most important thing for a girl when this kind of thing happens? Of course, it's my own innocence. If you really report to the police, let's not say whether the police will accept it, even if it does, if you go back and forth like this, it won't be known to everyone, don't say the small ones, in our small circle, can we still hide it? What face will she have to stay here then. ”

"But... After all, she is the victim party..."Xu Ziqing defended.

"Whether it was the victim or not, none of us were at the scene, and no one could say, if she didn't go to the appointment voluntarily at that time, how could she give people the opportunity to take photos. So, it's really hard to say this kind of thing..."

Xu Ziqing listened to her colleague's remarks, and couldn't help but feel a little chill in her heart, she couldn't imagine that the other party would think like this.