Chapter 9: Revelation
Tossing and turning in an unfamiliar place, on a street that is not familiar at all, will be somewhat unaccustomed. It can happen to you, slowly at best.
Li Ruoqing is observing, searching, and thinking.
The things around the street are constantly coming into his field of vision. Although no one is interested in paying attention to him, he still keeps people paying attention to his outfits when he shuttles back and forth, and people will only look at him occasionally, and most of the time they will not have extra eyes on him.
Thus he saw many different faces: smiles, sorrows, joys, sorrows, grief, and anger...... Perhaps, he thought, they had different experiences, different people they met, and different things they were engaged in. But the question is, how exactly do these emotions come to each of them? Is it forced by the situation? Or are you happy to accept it? Is it what they are pursuing, or is it reluctant to endure it?
Li Ruoqing doesn't know. If he can't come up with supporting evidence, he can't make good arrangements and position himself.
Along the way, he sought several places where he could work. In his opinion, the seemingly hard and shiny shell is very empty; Compared with the glamorous and beautiful appearance, it is even more hypocritical.
The other party is very simple, direct, and superficially believes that according to the usual pattern, the current trend is difficult to accept, and it is impossible to agree at all, and it is impossible for such a person to be competent for their work, and it is impossible for him and the task to be established. Therefore, the other party either shirked it, or politely refused, or even refused directly.
Li Ruoqing saw these things in his eyes, but he didn't take them to heart, let alone avoid them. Although he was disheartened and disappointed, he clearly realized that these were all things that he was facing and would inevitably experience. He knew there would be some times when he had these encounters, but he didn't expect it to come too soon.
Finally finding a place to agree to accept and try it out, as he expected, it will not be as simple as he imagined.
When Li Ruoqing had just been in for a while, he began to be disappointed. The work that is done in this place, the things that are to be put into it, and the unclear treatment are completely different from the information and information that we have learned before, and they are not reliable at all, and they are not at all touched, and they are very different.
Falling into it would only cut off the pace of progress, he thought.
In fact, in the final analysis, it is the use of false information to achieve the use of real labor to maintain efficiency. Seduction is for the result. As a result, some people came in, but left better; And some people come in, but they can't get out, and they just fall into it and are used.
Li Ruoqing felt that she couldn't stand this kind of stimulation, and she couldn't keep being so far-fetched.
He began to wonder what was the reason for his situation. He felt that he had been deceived, perhaps because he was too blind and knew nothing about the outside world. But if you think about it carefully, what happened to you is actually to blame for the mistakes you made.
Perhaps, he thought, the road he needed to walk was too far. I shouldn't have chosen this path. If not, it would be the same as many people: a stable, down-to-earth life. Of course, I won't come out of it, and I won't have these things.
But now? Everything that should come has already followed without you having to prepare for it. But on the other hand, if this is not the case, if you don't do it according to your own wishes, you will face a lifestyle you don't like, and you will do things you don't like, and you will be content with this, will you stick to it?
So when Li Ruoqing thought about bearing and enduring the consequences of the mistakes she made, and was willing to be punished, she felt more and more that this was unequal. The result is disgust and questioning the correctness. Even doubting whether it is what you want and what you are pursuing, you can't just settle it and solve it reluctantly.
Such a brute force for no reason is useless in the end, and it is simply a compromise.
He knows that because it is not what he likes, he is not keen on it at all, and it is futile to insist on the field he is good at. Even if it falls down one day, it will not be able to achieve satisfactory results and fulfill wishes.
Therefore, for a direct departure is yes. He doesn't want what he worries to happen, so he makes a choice as soon as possible, finds something he loves again, finds something he is passionate about, and does something he is good at.
Li Ruoqing did not go directly to his residence, nor did he look for a job opportunity, although he was now in urgent need of a suitable, competent and able job to make ends meet. Instead, you're looking for a terrain where you can get a bird's-eye view of the city.
He walked along the criss-crossed streets of the old streets of the city, on the road that seemed strange to him, until he ran to the edge of the city.
He didn't care about paying attention to the things he encountered on the road, and he couldn't arouse any interest in paying attention to them. Just blindly thinking about the details of climbing mountains when I was a child.
When I was young, I often went to climb mountains, and I chose the highest mountain in the village. I always feel that the surroundings of life are very large, and every time I stand on the top of the mountain, I realize that it will be so small. You can often see a whole circle from the top of the mountain, and the scenery varies depending on the height.
I hurried all the way and came directly to the edge of the city, a remote location.
At this time, Li Ruoqing would not enjoy the scenery here at all, just to see if there were any mountains nearby. For him, although this is the first time to visit, it is natural to be full of curiosity, and he can take a good look at the scenery here, feel the environment here, and have a good time.
But he couldn't stop, this was not the time to play, and his mind was not here at all.
Looking around the world, I was fortunate to see that there were a few hills that rose and fell very regularly. There are still pavilions and buildings standing on the top of the mountain.
Li Ruoqing stared in that direction, didn't dare to slack off, and quickly approached there. With vigorous steps and unified thoughts, three steps and two steps came to the bottom of the mountain. Without waiting for a moment to catch his breath, he began to climb the mountain along the path at the bottom of the mountain. Now he doesn't feel tired at all, and his body seems to have added infinite strength.
He didn't look back, just climbed up the trail, just estimating the change in distance from the ground, thinking about the moment when he left the last opportunity and stood on the top of the mountain and looked at it. At this moment, he is climbing the mountain, and he will climb as high as the mountain until the top of the mountain.
At the end of the trail is the summit of this hill. Li Zhixing stopped his steps, changed the direction of his body, and began to look around, and looked down in the direction he came. However, when he found that he could not see the whole city from this location, he felt a little disappointed and immediately disheartened. But to his right, about 100 meters on another hill, there is a tall duplex pavilion.