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"That must have been a long time ago......
I was nine years old and in the third grade of elementary school...... It is said to be the best school in the city. My mother, she is such a strong person, I still remember the day before I entered the school, she also had a very solemn conversation with me, saying that it seemed that this quota had wasted her hard work, and asked me to work hard......
"I didn't expect to work hard, I can even remember these old things, how can it be as serious as you say!"
I remember it was in the third grade, my grades plummeted, and I fell to the bottom of the class at the end of the semester, and then I told my mother that the school was too fast for me to keep up and wanted to transfer to another school.
This bothered my parents, and my mom repeatedly asked me what was going on, and I almost had a big fight at school, and I was supposed to just want to leave as soon as possible, so I didn't deny what they said...... Because of this, I was beaten up by my mother.
"What kind of eyes do you have, it's not a strange thing to be beaten by your parents...... What did you say? Think I can't hear it when it's quiet? ”
But even if I don't say it, now that I think about it, they might be more or less aware of it. After a summer vacation, I really got my wish and left the school where there were many "geniuses" and transferred to an ordinary elementary school near my home.
"At that time, I still had a name, ............ Liu Meng? It seems to be. ”
I don't know when I started, when I looked at other people's faces, I could always see some flashing pictures, and these pictures happened in real time not long after, but at that time I was too young, I only knew that I was different, and I didn't understand what it meant, of course my parents were in the know, but they just told me not to say what I saw casually, plus the prediction was very random, and the frequency was not high. Maybe it didn't get the attention I expected.
Later, I learned a little more, and I knew that it was supposed to be an ability. The depiction of the supernatural in the myth is either the son of the god or the great hero who is admired, although the supernatural in the movie and anime is mixed with good and evil, but after all, they are all superior existences...... Well, I don't really remember what I thought at the time, but you can imagine how much of an impact these strange perceptions can have on a child whose worldview is not yet fully developed and who has barely been guided. So for a while, I was very proud of myself, and I probably looked down on people.
Until I was alive with a bucket of ice water.
Even though I said that, my grades are actually pretty good...... Should. Oh yes, that elementary school even has to be ranked in the final list of music and art home economics classes, and you have to do an intelligence test when you enter the school. For this kind of NB setting, I can only sigh now that the real value of the tuition payment......
"Ah, now that I think about it, it was really a turning point in my life."
That year, the final exam results were released, and the teacher had not yet come, and everyone was discussing the results of the exam.
In addition to the full score of 100 points in each subject of the theory class, there is also an additional question of 10 points, which is usually out of the curriculum, and good children are proud to get this 10 points.
That time the math problem was difficult, and I only solved half of it, but then a girl triumphantly announced that she must have won the extra 10 points, which attracted many people to gather around to express envy.
This girl has a good family background, she is also beautiful, she has good grades and knows a lot of things, she is always like a princess at school, there are many people around her, there are festivals between us, and small fights between children are probably not pleasing to each other.
"What's her name...... Let's call her Xiaobaifu Beautiful. ”
Maybe it's because my friend couldn't help but praise her? Anyway, I was very unhappy to see her smug look, so I said loudly as soon as my brain was hot: "What is proud, it's bragging!" ”
Everyone thought I was just jealous until the teacher came in and handed out the report card.
Xiaobai Fumei's face turned red during the whole class meeting, and after the class meeting ended, the followers surrounded her to comfort her, she kept hanging her head and didn't say a word.
This time I was proud, I deliberately walked up to her side, pretending to be serious and looking at the report card in my hand, "It turns out that I am tenth, so dangerous...... Hey? Student X, why didn't I see your name? Oh, I'm sorry, so you're twenty-three......"
I just wanted to laugh, but at this time, Xiaobai Fumei suddenly raised her head and glared at me fiercely, and then ran out crying.
A thought flashed through my mind to wonder if I had done something wrong.
I almost forgot about it during a holiday, but when school started, I realized that things weren't as simple as I thought.
My classmates gradually began to distance myself from me, and the teachers stopped giving me a good look, and the class teacher criticized and even physically punished me whenever I had the opportunity to catch my mistakes.
I went from stubbornness to resentment to grievances, and when I returned to the teacher, I was faced with everyone's cynicism. Then I found a note in my desk telling me to leave later after school.
I stayed as I said, and what I was waiting for was a girl who had a good relationship with me, and she took out snacks and toys with shiny foreign labels to show me, which were all things that we could not get at that time, although there were not a few rich people in the class, but these were really things that only a few people could get, and then she was sorry to tell me that Xiaobai Fumei gave everyone in the class a gift like this except me, on the condition that I was isolated, otherwise it would be the same treatment as me, and she had to ......
I didn't finish listening and left.
Isolation is isolation, I don't care to be in the same stream as you ordinary people! I thought to myself.
In this way, I hugged my arrogance and lived a lonely campus life. At first, there were people who played pranks on me, but I avoided them with foreknowledge, and then I fell into a long cold war, a month, two months...... Then I don't know if everyone has become accustomed to ignoring my existence, and I began to become a transparent person, as if I had never been the person in the class.
At the end of that semester, I sighed when I handed in almost half of the empty paper and walked out of the exam room for the first time at the lower limit of the exam's allotted time and looked at the empty hallway.
I lost, badly.
I suddenly remembered the definition of ability I saw, ability, that is, the ability to be different from ordinary people, is it considered to be rich? Forget it, hehe......
This incident has almost overturned all my pride in my identity, and even if I can see the future, it won't change anything, so it seems that I really don't mean that I'm the kind of person who is the main character of the anime. In this way, I transferred to an ordinary elementary school and had an average grade, and I wanted to ...... I've been pretending to be an ordinary person!
"At that time, I was unwilling to think, is this the end of my life?"