April turned her head and stared at the light outside the window for a moment, then walked slowly to the window.

Push open the window, and the summer wind with heat blows in front of you.

Su Nianhua lives in a high-rise, April just happens to be able to overlook the lights of ten thousand homes, in the past, she was in a bad mood, most of it was because Su Nianhua had a new girlfriend, Su Nianhua and other women hugged in front of her, although she has been hiding her love, showing a big grin, but in the end she is a woman, with a woman's unique sentimentality, so when the mood is really depressed, she will always run to a high place to see the lights of ten thousand homes, and then her mood gradually calmed down.

But tonight, she stared at it for a long time, and she was still very disappointed.

Is it true that you have tried your best to love, but in the end you will be exchanged for such heart-rending despair?

April glanced down at the small car downstairs and could only see a flickering light, and suddenly a thought came to her mind, did she jump from here with her eyes closed, and then never be as uncomfortable as she is now?

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In the big house of more than 300 square meters, it was extremely quiet, Su Nianhua didn't know how long he had been sitting at the dining table with the last move before leaving in April, until his mobile phone rang, he took out his mobile phone in a little trance, it was Lu Ran calling, but he didn't have the slightest mood to answer, turned off the phone directly, and then his eyes fell on a table of dishes that were barely touched in April.

In fact, he had no appetite, but he picked up the chopsticks, brought those dishes to him one after another, and ate them silently.

There are salty, spicy, and sour...... But when it fell into Su Nianhua's mouth, he didn't realize it, only the heavy bitterness surrounded his teeth and heart.

Halfway through the meal, he felt a little support in his stomach, over the years, he drank a lot of wine, and he didn't eat fixedly, and his stomach was not very good, but he didn't have the slightest sign of stopping, just blindly stuffed it into his mouth, and at the end of the race, he felt a faint pain in his stomach.

But Su Nianhua showed no signs of stopping, his eyes began to be a little pantothenic red, he tried hard to stuff the spicy vegetarian pot into his mouth, he ate a little urgently, choked himself, the spicy taste spread between his noses, he bent over and coughed violently, and in the end, tears fell uncontrollably.

Su Nianhua worked hard to grasp the chopsticks in his hand, but kept his head down, looking at the white floor, there were drops of water stains falling.

His shoulders trembled slightly, he stayed in such a stalemate for a long time, until his mood stabilized, then sat up straight, continued to eat, ate and ate, his tears fell down unrestrained again.

Su Nianhua swallowed all the dishes into his stomach, and then slowly held on to the table, stood up with some difficulty, and slowly walked to the second bedroom.

He didn't turn on the light, just lay on the floor haphazardly, his eyes open, looking at the dark ceiling, feeling the bloating feeling in his stomach as if it was about to burst, and his throat seemed to be filled with lead, which was unusually uncomfortable.

Two days ago, he also said to Tang Shi that he just regarded Xiaoyue as his sister.