Chapter 395: Be Yourself, Live for Yourself

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Zixuan.

Thinking of Xu Zixuan's appearance of wanting to die or live, Lin Guyu frowned slightly, and said hesitantly, "This matter is not in a hurry, by the way, it has been a lot hotter recently, is the business in the shop not very good?" โ€

Although Xiaoxue is the maid next to Lin Guyu, she has been helping out in the hot pot shop from the beginning, and she knows the situation inside very well, hearing Lin Guyu say this, she nodded wistfully, "That's the case, there have been a lot fewer guests recently, and the house is too hot, even if there are ice cubes to cool down over there, many guests are still too hot and don't want to go." โ€

Lin Guyu nodded slightly, and said, "I know, by the way, you go and prepare some noodles." โ€

Shouldn t you find a way to attract guests, why does Mrs. still want her to get noodles, Xiaoxue looked at Lin Guyu with a puzzled expression.

But she is still a subordinate, and she is still obedient and busy.

Waiting for Xiaoxue to bring the noodles to the kitchen, Lin Guyu left Xiaoxue and Xiaohua alone, and the rest of them all blasted out.

For those maids, although Lin Guyu has their deed of sale in his hand, he is always uneasy.

Xiaoxue and Xiaohua have been with her before, and Lin Guyu is 100% at ease with these two people.

Xiaohua doesn't like to talk, but he talks about loyalty, which is not something that ordinary people can compare.

It is not difficult to cook these two kinds of food, and the main ingredient is noodles.

The material is simple, and the method is very simple, but it is slightly different.

The cold skin needs to be washed over and over again, and then the precipitated water is stirred and turbid, a little oil is added to the pot, and a layer is carefully spread on the flat bottom of the pot surface, and a fire is added below.

The method of frogfish is also very simple, directly stir the noodles with hot water to turn them into a thin paste, pour them directly into the cold water through a colander, and small tadpoles will appear in the cold water, and the frogfish will be made.

Xiaoxue and Xiaohua looked at the food made by Lin Guyu and looked at the food they were amazed.

In the eyes of the two of them, this face can still be made like this.

Xiaoxue was an impatient person, so she came to Lin Guyu and asked with a smile, "Madam, how do you eat this?" โ€

Lin Guyu didn't speak, and the speed of the seasoning was faster.

In fact, the method of these two is very simple, as long as it is a matter of seasoning.

If the seasoning is delicious, the food will be very tasty, and if the seasoning is not done well, the taste of the food will be much less.

After many trials, Lin Guyu finally prepared the seasonings, directly stirred and mixed all the seasonings, and poured them into two large jars.

"This jar on the left is for the spices added when eating cold skin, and the jar on the right is for frogfish." Lin Guyu said, looking at Xiaoxue on the side, "Let everyone in the house try it today, and when the time comes, remember to ask them if they think it's delicious." โ€

"Yes." Xiaoxue said with a serious face.

"Small paintings." Lin Guyu smiled and looked at Xiao Hua, his voice was gentle, "You did more today, tomorrow you and Xiao Xue will make more cool skins and frog fish, and when it is noon, let Xiao Xue help you send things to the shop in the capital together." โ€

"Yes, ma'am." Xiaohua pursed his lips lightly, raised his eyes and looked at Lin Guyu with a smile.

"It's not too early." Lin Guyu glanced at the sky outside, "Let the next person prepare dinner in a while, and I'll go see how Zixuan is doing." โ€

"Yes." Xiaoxue hurriedly helped Xiaohua pack up her things.

Lin Guyu came out of the kitchen, the relaxed expression on his face disappeared, his brows furrowed slightly, and the worry in his eyes was obvious.

turned a corner and walked directly towards Zixuan's room, and before he reached the door, he heard the sweet and soft sound of bean paste coming from inside.

"Brother Zixuan, don't be sad, my father and I will definitely be good to you in the future."

Lin Guyu heard Dousha say this, with a faint smile on her face, fortunately, Dousha is kind by nature, if Dousha is the same as Zhao Yang, she doesn't know what to say.

"I see." Xu Zixuan's lifeless voice came from inside.

Hearing Xu Zixuan say this, Lin Guyu felt a little uncomfortable.

Walking to the door, Lin Guyu raised his hand and knocked on the door.

"Mother?"

Dousha turned his head, and when he saw Lin Guyu, the smile on his face became even brighter, and he ran quickly in front of Lin Guyu.

"Did Dousha take good care of Brother Zixuan?" Lin Guyu reached out to hold the hand of the bean paste and asked with a gentle smile.

"Yes, Dousha is already an adult." Dousha stood up straight, silently withdrew his hand from Lin Guyu's hand, and said with a serious face, "Dousha doesn't need to hold my mother's hand." โ€

It's really a big ghost.

Lin Guyu raised his eyes to look at Xu Zixuan, and saw Xu Zixuan sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Auntie." Xu Zixuan's lips were pale, and his originally beautiful eyes lost their former brilliance at this moment, and he looked at Lin Guyu gloomily.

Lin Guyu walked to Xu Zixuan's bedside, sat on the stool on the side, and smiled lightly, "Zixuan, you are not young anymore, in fact, if you are a few years older, it will be time to marry a wife and have children." โ€

Hearing Lin Guyu say this, the expression on Xu Zixuan's face paused slightly, and he turned his head to look to the side.

"Since it's time to marry a wife and have children, it means that you are an adult." Lin Guyu's voice was gentle, and he said sincerely, "You should have your own ideas, you have to become more mature, sometimes people often say that the children of poor families are in charge of the family early." โ€

"You are not alone, you still have Xu Feng who can take care of you by your side, and us."

"And me!" Dousha struggled to raise her hand, raising her hand high.

"Yes, and bean paste," Lin Guyu glanced at the bean paste with a smile, and then said, "There are so many people around you to take care of you, you can do what you want to do in the future, but don't think about it." โ€

"A person, the time to live is only these decades, since you are not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?" The smile between Lin Guyu's eyebrows and eyes became even brighter, and his voice was gentle, "So, don't think too much, you can do what you want to do in the future, and live a simple life." โ€

Do what he wants to do?

Xu Zixuan's eyes were slightly red, he raised his eyes to look at Lin Guyu, and pursed his lower lips, "Auntie, what else can I do if I am alive?" โ€

"There's a lot more that can be done!" Lin Guyu's brows frowned slightly, and he looked at Xu Zixuan with a puzzled expression.

His father was killed by his own mother, and he was a child that no one wanted.

"I was alive before, and I thought that I must be a marquis in the future, and when the time comes, I will complete what my father has not done." Xu Zixuan said with a serious face, raised his eyelids slightly, and said self-deprecatingly, "But now, I don't think those are important, those are just false titles, why do you want to die or live for these?" โ€

Since he was a child, Xu Zixuan vaguely knew that he was the future Hou Ye, and what he had to do was to manage the entire Xu Mansion.

But when he grew up, Xu Zixuan felt that those were all ignorant thoughts when he was a child.

There are many people in the Xu Mansion, but he is the most lonely one.

He basically doesn't live in the Xu Mansion, and the people in the Xu Mansion are respectful to him on the surface, but in fact they are secretly mocking.

The fighting spirit of the past is gradually disappearing.

When he knew that his mother had killed his father, Xu Zixuan suddenly felt that his existence was a mistake, and he should not have come to this world.

"You live for yourself." Lin Guyu listened to Xu Zixuan's words, he was a little worried, and hurriedly said, "You only wanted to be a marquis before, but now, you can choose to continue to be a marquis, or you can choose to be a wandering around, ignoring the world, and you can choose your own path in the future." โ€

Seeing that Xu Zixuan's face was a little moved, Lin Guyu then said, "Don't think about it so much, it's good for you to live comfortably, be yourself." โ€

Be himself.

For the first time, Xu Zixuan felt that his previous efforts were all for others to live.

Dousha lay on the side of the bed, raised her eyes to look at Xu Zixuan, and looked serious, "Brother Zixuan, you are living for yourself, not for others!" โ€

When everyone grows up, they will encounter all kinds of problems, and they will start to be confused because of many things, but when they come out of the fog, they will find their own life.

Lin Guyu knew that if she said too much, Xu Zixuan might be disgusted, so he made an excuse and went out directly.

When it was time to eat in the evening, Chi Hang had not yet returned.

"Mother, I'm hungry." Dousha sat at the dinner table, looked at Lin Guyu pitifully, pursed her lips, and whispered, "When will Daddy come back!" โ€

"Let's eat first!" Lin Guyu said, and asked people to put the dishes and chopsticks directly.

After waiting for the meal, Dousha left with Xu Zixuan, leaving Lin Guyu to sit at the dinner table alone.

"Ma'am." Xiao Xue stood behind Lin Guyu and asked worriedly, "Can you eat some?" โ€

The food on the table was her favorite food on weekdays, but now she had no appetite at all.

If only there was a mobile phone in this era, she could also know about Chi Hang's side of things all the time, and there would be no need to worry about it alone.

"I'm not hungry." Lin Guyu frowned slightly, got up slowly, and turned his back to Xiaoxue, "Let people take these." โ€

After saying that, Lin Guyu walked directly towards the bedroom.

Sitting in the bedroom, Lin Guyu's heart went up and down, and he took a book from Chi Hang's bookcase to read.

After only turning two or three pages, Lin Guyu didn't have the heart to read it, and directly threw the book in his hand aside.

Walking around the room uneasily, Lin Guyu knew that if her worries were too obvious, the people would be worried one by one.

Although they are not marching to fight, Lin Guyu knows that they still have to stabilize everyone's hearts.

As the night deepened, Lin Guyu pushed open the window and looked at the moon hanging high in the sky outside, frowning, and his face was full of sorrow.

Just as Lin Guyu wanted to go out directly to take a look, he heard Xiaoxue's knock on the door outside, "Madam, the master is back." โ€