Chapter 41: Heart, a large piece is missing all of a sudden
The night is deep.
It was pitch black all around, and only the lone lamp under him was still illuminating the surroundings, bringing him a glimmer of light.
He silently blew out the lantern in his hand, looked at the lone lamp, and couldn't help but recall what that woman used to look like.
That stubborn little woman, who used to be lively, cute, and innocent, used to surround him all day long, looking at him with admiration.
Once upon a time, everything changed!
He sighed.
When I looked up by chance, I saw the closed door being pushed open from the inside silently, and Su Xian'er walked out.
Looking at the lone lamp under the eaves, Su Xian'er was stunned for a long time, then stood on tiptoe and gently took it off.
I can't remember who told her that the biggest fear of people who traveled far away was not finding their way home.
She specially ordered someone to light this lamp under her roof, and every night, it was always on, no matter how the people outside ridiculed and ridiculed, she did not change her original intention. insisted on lighting this lamp, and also lit up the obsession in her heart.
She suddenly lowered her head and blew out the lamp herself.
It felt like something was suddenly pulling away from her heart, and a large piece of her heart was missing all of a sudden.
It's very uncomfortable to be empty.
Lu Muyi involuntarily took two steps forward and walked out of the shadows.
The sudden sound of footsteps startled the woman and made her turn around in an instant.
The eyes are facing each other.
Both of them were speechless.
He has changed a lot, the former son has changed after a long trip to the ocean, his skin has become dark, and his cheeks have a little more flesh, but he is more attractive to a mature man!
Time is always especially forgiving to men!
The years passed quietly, and when the woman had become a yellow-faced woman, it was when the man was in his prime. With such a good skin, with every gesture, showing the charm of a mature man, it is no wonder that he will please women.
When Su Xian'er looked at Lu Muyi, Lu Muyi was also looking at her.
She's lost a lot of weight!
Also emaciated.
She was still wearing the same clothes as during the day, and her thin body couldn't support the hem of her clothes at all, and it hung empty on her body, making her thin body even weaker.
But the thin body stood quietly, and the body was straight, like a bow full of strings......
"Don't be nervous, I'm here to see you."
Lu Muyi opened his mouth to break the silence between the two: "Originally, I wanted to introduce you and Anne to know each other during the banquet, Anne came to Da Zhou, she was not familiar with life, and there was no one to speak. You and she are both women, and there should be common topics to talk about......"
Su Xian'er's hand tightened.
Lu Muyi didn't notice anything, and continued to say: "In addition, I also want to talk to you about An'er. After a while, An'er has also grown up, and now he is six years old, but he can't be allowed to continue to be so casual, it's time to learn and learn, don't waste the child. ”
"An'er has been enlightened."
Su Xian'er's voice was very soft.
"Really?"
Lu Muyi didn't know about this stubble, but when he heard that there was no Xixi at home, he intuitively thought that Huai'an had not yet enlightened.
"What books did he read? Can you recognize the "Three Character Classic"? ”
Lu Jiaerlang doesn't need to study to take the test for fame, but he can't read a big word and not know a single one.
Su Xian'er lowered her eyes, and her eyelashes, which were as dense as a shell fan, blocked the wounds under her eyes.
""The Three Character Classic", "Hundred Family Names" and "Thousand Words" An'er have all finished reading, and they are now learning "Disciple Rules", which has only been studied for a short time. It's writing, and the strength of his hand is not enough, and he can't write well at the moment. ”
Speaking of her An'er, Su Xian'er spoke loudly, like a few treasures.
Over the years, she has put all her concerns on her children. It can be said that An'er is her lifeline!
"That can't let him live so casually, you should supervise him and teach him carefully!"
Although he was happy that An'er had learned so much, Lu Muyi still insisted on his opinion: "From tomorrow onwards, let An'er live in Butterfly Garden." I will find a good master for him to teach him. You've worked hard for so many years, so take a good break! An'er will leave it to me later. ”
Su Xian'er's body shook! The lone lamp of the hand slipped from the hand and fell to the ground with a "bang".
Nearly fell.
He really, really wants to rob her of An'er!
She has nothing left, she has given up everything, she only has An'er!
"You can't! Mu Yi ......"
The nature of the calf protector made Su Xian'er rush forward and grab Lu Muyi's sleeve.
But Lu Muyi was very accustomed to her touch, and subconsciously dodged away.
Su Xian'er was slightly stunned, and her heartache spread in the bottom of her heart.
But she quickly reacted, reluctantly continued to rush forward, grabbed his sleeve again, and tears flashed in her eyes: "Mu ...... Lu, Lu Gongzi, An'er is my lifeblood, and she is the child I raised since I was a child! I can want nothing but my son. I'll give you everything back, and if you're not satisfied, I'll move out of the Plum Garden tomorrow and live in the Rose Courtyard at the back. I beg you, leave my son ......"
"What nonsense are you talking about? What do I want your yard to do! ”
Lu Muyi waved his sleeves angrily: "Don't forget, An'er is also my child!" Can I still hurt him? It's been so many years, why are you still like this? With a mother like you, can you still teach An'er well? Can you make An'er straighten upright? You let An'er grow up in the future, how to face the world, how to tell others that he has a femme fatale? ”
The words were exquisite, stabbing Su Xian'er with blood, and she involuntarily took a few steps back.
The teeth creaked, and the tears were about to cry, but they didn't fall.
That's enough!
Lu Muyi felt that he had had enough!
"Let's not talk about other things for the time being, except for An'er, which will never change!"
One sentence completely extinguished the hope in Su Xian'er's eyes.
Her legs went limp, and she sat there paralyzed.
Lu Muyi was a little unbearable, but thinking of the things she had done one after another, she finally withdrew her hand.
"Okay, I've listened to my father and the steward about your hard work all these years. You are doing a good job, especially An'er, a child who has been raised very well by you. It's not early, I have to enter the palace early tomorrow morning to thank you, and I won't stay much. Rest early, too! ”
After speaking, looking at Su Xian'er, who did not react in the slightest, he sighed and turned to walk away.
Su Xian'er sat on the ground with a blank face, wanting to cry, but she couldn't cry, but laughed softly.
After all these years of hard work, he finally got a good word! Value!
She gritted her teeth and staggered back to the house, even the lonely lamp that she once had no value was abandoned to the ground, slanted to the side alone, swaying with the night wind.
Crossing the threshold, she turned back and gently closed the door.
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