Chapter 357: Only Willing to Begin, No End (7)

He paused for a moment in his smoking, then lowered his eyes and jerked again masochistically.

Gu Yusheng didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked, he only knew that the cigarettes in the office were all smoked by him, and when he woke up, a thick layer of cigarette butts and cigarette ash of different lengths fell at his feet.

I don't know when the sky will turn dark, tonight's weather is a mess, the full moon hanging in the sky, exuding a clear light, and the countless lights of the city are either bright or flickering.

The night view of the city is beautiful, bright and beautiful.

He was going to confess and propose to her on such a beautiful night.

The surprise he prepared so carefully, coupled with such a dazzling scenery, must be a thrillingly beautiful and unforgettable scene, but ......

Such a stunning picture fell on Gu Yusheng's eyes, and suddenly turned gray.

No wonder he gave her gifts, and she never used them; He gave her bank cards, and she never spent them; He wanted to accompany her shopping, but she made an excuse to refuse.

Even in order to test whether she liked herself, he played so many tricks, that night she asked him to take a bath, saying that the perfume on his body smelled bad, he thought she was jealous...... It turned out that he was overthinking.

What she thinks about in her heart is utilization, and what he thinks about in his heart is life.

How ironic......

Gu Yusheng tugged at the corners of his lips and sneered self-deprecatingly.

He didn't regret liking her, even if he heard what she said at this moment, he didn't regret it at all.

She doesn't like him, and that's okay.

But what he couldn't accept was her deception and her trampling on his self-esteem.

Thinking of this, Gu Yusheng swallowed a mouthful of saliva, only to find that because of smoking too much, his throat seemed to be on fire, bitter and painful.

The pain reached the deepest part of his left chest, screaming and throbbing, dripping his heart with blood.

It hurts...... It turns out that love can not only make you happy, but also make you happy...... It can also make you die of pain......

No, he can't stay here any longer, he needs to go out and get some air.

Gu Yusheng thought about it, so he took out his mobile phone and car keys from the ruins and left the office.

He didn't know where he was going, so he drove around the city aimlessly, stopping when the red light was on, and leaving when the green light flashed.

On the way, he passed by the gate of his villa several times, and each time he almost turned in, but always drove away in the end.

He didn't know which road he was taking, only that the car ran out of gas, so he went to refuel, then stepped on the brakes, stepped on the accelerator, until the soles of his feet were painful, he parked the car on the side of the road, and the whole person was like a deflated ball, lying on the steering wheel, not moving.

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Luxurious villa living room.

The flowers that Qin Zhiai specially picked from the back garden in the evening were delicate and blooming quietly in the vase, and the faint fragrance emitted filled the entire restaurant.

On the dining table, delicate candlesticks are placed, and beautiful cutlery is filled with all kinds of tempting food.

Qin Zhiai sat quietly at the dining table, staring at the darkening night outside the window, without blinking.

For this dinner, she began to be busy at about three o'clock in the afternoon, and stayed in the kitchen until half past six before it was properly prepared.

Although it was only him and her, she prepared a table full of dishes.