"When I grew up, I slowly learned the reason why those people bullied me, probably because in that group of people, I have mediocre qualifications in all aspects, and my family background is the worst, so I look like a bully."

Speaking of this, Lin Leyun smiled at Su Ye and said, "You should remember that when I was eleven years old, I suddenly became angry and tried to be strong, and in the school, I worked as hard as Peiqi. I worked hard to learn about business, thinking that I would become my father's helper one day and make my family's business better. ”

"At that time, I thought clearly, when I grow up, I will definitely marry Peiying. fantasized about taking over the family's business with him after getting married, and the two worked hard together, just like their parents, how good. Unfortunately, he was not interested in business at all. ”

"At that time, Pei Qi's homework was the best, and he was also talented in business, and I learned a lot from him, and I advised Pei Ying not to be idle, but to study more like his eldest brother, who thought I was too lenient. It is good to persuade and persuade to quarrel once. I had no choice but to work harder. ”

"As you know, when we were fifteen years old, our family betrothed us to each other. But at that time, my family's business was in trouble, and he blamed me, blaming me for using him for my own business. He blamed me for being selfish, and before I could find a chance to explain properly, he ran away. ”

When Su Ye heard this, she couldn't help but feel a little distressed, and she persuaded Lin Leyun: "Miss, you can tell the second young master your thoughts now." ”

Lin Leyun sighed, "I also thought about telling him, but ......" She paused, blinked, and said, "But...... Since I had a marriage contract, every time I met, I quarreled without saying three words. How can I say ...... my thoughts?"

"Miss, that's all in the past, the second young master is very attentive to you now." Su Ye said: "After the accident between the lord and the lady, he has done a lot of work and helped a lot. ”

"I know." Lin Leyun said, "After all, the two families are world friends, and their ancestors are even more related. I've been friends with him for nearly twenty years, and needless to say, he will come over to help at that point. ”

"Isn't that great?" Su Ye said: "Miss, you have known each other since childhood, if you tell him about it, he will definitely be responsible." ”

"I know." Lin Leyun said, "Even if nothing happens to me and him in the inn in the future, now that I am in this situation, if I insist on marrying him, he will definitely agree to marry me." However, agreeing is not the same as being willing. ”

"I don't understand." Su Ye said that he was not married to the second young master as he wished?

Lin Leyun smiled, she was silent for a while before explaining to Su Ye, "If you admire someone, you will naturally want him to treat you with the same heart." If you want to marry him with hope, you will definitely want him to marry you in the same mood as you want to marry him. ”

"I know I like him, but I also know that he won't agree to marry me because he likes me, maybe because of sympathy, maybe because of morality, or whatever, but it won't be what I expect."

But what does it matter? People say that love comes from time to time. Miss, you are so good, the second young master will definitely love you. Su Ye persuaded again.

Lin Leyun shook his head, "What if you can't fall in love for a long time?" ”

Su Ye was silent.

Lin Leyun continued: "No matter what the situation is, I am willing to marry him. However, when I think about life after getting married, I don't dare. ”

"I know myself, if I marry him, I will first hope to be able to live in peace with him, then I will hope that he will be different from me and others, and gradually, I will hope to be the only one in his heart. If he can't, I don't know if he'll be in pain, but I will. My life is so long, if she likes someone else, how can I deal with myself? ”

"Watching? Smile and bless? I can't do any of that. ”

"What I will do is be jealousy, madness, resentment and hatred...... And then quarrel with him, fight, regret ......"

"Miss, you're too pessimistic." Su Ye muttered.

"It's not pessimistic, it's because I know myself and I know him. After all......" Lin Leyun blinked, and a smile squeezed out of his face: "He...... No intention for me, it's a fact......"

After speaking, Lin Leyun turned his back.

Su Ye didn't know what to say.

After a while, Lin Leyun said to Su Ye: "My thoughts have been told to you as they are. The things of that day, the things with the children, you don't have to mention them again. It's okay if this child is here, and I don't have to think about finding an heir for the Lin family's family business in the future, and I am very satisfied with the current situation. ”

When Su Ye looked at Lin Leyun again, he found that the lonely look on her face just now had disappeared, and was replaced by a determined face. Su Ye sighed silently in his heart, let's find a chance to persuade in the future.

Because she wanted to keep the child, Lin Leyun didn't dare to slack off her body, so she forced herself to drink a bowl of clear porridge.

Su Ye personally went to Dr. Huang and brought back fetal pills and other medicines used to regulate appetite for Lin Leyun.

The person sent to inquire about Boss Wang's address came back, and Lin Leyun immediately sent a message to Boss Wang.

The business did not go well, but in the end, it was negotiated, and the purpose of the trip was achieved.

Lin Leyun immediately sent someone to send the results of the negotiations back to Kyoto.

Due to her strong reaction and poor physical condition, Lin Leyun was bedridden to protect the fetus at the doctor's request.

Kyoto immediately replied to her, everything was on the right track, her original uneasy heart fell, and she was able to really rest assured to raise the baby.

In the blink of an eye, Lin Leyun was already four months pregnant. The doctor finally relented and allowed her to go away.

Su Ye thought that after Lin Leyun went back, on the one hand, she would have to hide from He Peiying, and on the other hand, she would have to face everyone's gossip, and she was a little worried.

Lin Leyun saw her thoughts and said the thoughts that had been circling in her mind for a long time.

Su Ye was taken aback when she heard this, "Miss, are you saying that you are going to go back after giving birth here?" ”

Lin Leyun nodded, "The letters from the housekeeper, the shopkeeper and Pei Qi can confirm each other, and there is no problem with business." In that case, Kyoto doesn't necessarily need me to go back right away. Boss Wang, they have already gone back, we are more careful, and when we say that this child was picked up, no one will suspect it. ”

"This ......" Su Ye felt in his heart that this proposal was very good, and it perfectly solved the problem of the child's origin. However, in the face of her own child, she didn't dare to recognize each other, and the young lady was too pitiful.

Lin Leyun only needed to convince Su Ye alone, and seeing her like this, he knew that this was accepting.

On the other side of Kyoto, He Peiying didn't know that in Pingcheng, thousands of miles away, his children were slowly growing up in Lin Leyun's womb.

In addition to going to the Lin family's shop every day, he is very busy contacting the doctor for Yi Tianyue.