Chapter 206: I Can't

A wrinkled face appeared in my sight, and I should have been seventy or eighty years old. He had a kind smile on his face and held one in his hand.

I stared at it for a moment, then asked, "How do you know I'm looking for it?" ”

He smiled and didn't answer my question, but threw the book downstairs, I took it, the book was dilapidated, and there was a thick layer of dust on the pages, I opened it and looked at it, and there was not a word on the first page.

I then continued to look back, and found that it was all the same, all without words.

I wondered, is this a note left by Zhang Shangxian?

I was going to ask the old man, but when I looked up, the old man was gone.

I took the book and was stunned for a while, maybe the old man was playing tricks on me, I took the book and wanted to return it to the librarian, but the librarian looked at me and said, "Classmate, don't bring any waste paper to the library." ”

I asked him, "Isn't this in the library?"

He shook his head and said no.

I had to put the book away first, and then I asked him if there was an old man in the library.

He told me that Lao Lu was here before, and Lao Lu didn't know where he had gone in the past two days. Are you looking for him?

I shook my head and said no, I went on to say that besides Lao Lu, is there anything else? He said no.

I had doubts in my mind, but I couldn't get an answer.

I then asked him, is there a book called Zhang Shangxian's Cultivation Notes? The librarian looked at me with caring eyes and said, "No." Then he walked away.

At this time, it was already three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and I told Xu Keren that I would wait for her here in the evening, so I didn't leave the library. I found a stool and sat down, and looked at the yellowed book again, and there was not a word on it.

But the strange thing is that I was actually fascinated by it, staring at a blank piece of paper like this for more than an hour.

I don't know when, someone knocked on my desk with their hand, and I was in a trance, as if I was dragged out by the sound of knocking on the table. I rubbed my eyes with my hands, and I saw Xu Keren standing in front of me, and she still didn't seem to be doing well.

Wearing the uniform of Tianshu Academy, the whole person looks a little clearer, but the full place still attracts people's attention.

I said, "You're here." ”

Xu Keren sat down, not as lively as the previous book.

She hummed, and then said slowly: "Zhang Yan, I may have to reduce the number of times I meet you in the future." Her lips pursed, her voice choked up unconsciously, and then she said, "No, I may not be able to see you in the future." ”

I also knew the situation Xu Keren was facing, and I said to Xu Keren: "If you have any difficulties, just tell me, and I will definitely help you." ”

Xu Keren suddenly raised her eyes and looked directly at me, in her black eyes, it seemed that there was a shallow lake hidden in it, and she asked me, "Why did you help me?" ”

I said to Xu Keren: "Because you saved my life, it is only natural for me to help you." ”

She pursed her lips and said, "Then do you know why I saved you?" I never ask for anything in return. ”

Her expression darkened a little, and I wanted to say something. Xu Keren snatched my words and said, "Okay, if it's okay, I'll leave." ”

Xu Keren turned around, and I said to Xu Keren behind me: "I will definitely help you, I will not let you be wronged." You're a good girl, and he's not worthy of you. ”

Xu Keren paused: "What capital do you have to help me?" You are only worthy of the master Xuan Realm, the Lu family can crush you to death with a finger, you are still alive and well, you don't have to worry about my affairs. ”

Xu Keren's voice became a little more resolute.

I said to Xu Keren: "I have my own way when the time comes, the blood in my body is half of yours, even if I risk my life, I should do it." ”

After my words were behind, Xu Keren stood still and did not move, nor did he speak. After a minute or two, she slowly turned around: "Zhang Yan, Lu Mutian is highly talented, has a good family background, is very handsome, and I am the right person, I have him in my heart, don't be sentimental and ruin the marriage between our family, if you are really for my good, I don't want to mention this matter again." ”

Her face was expressionless, and it was a little uncomfortable to listen to me.

Am I being amorous?

I never liked her at all, where did I come from to be self-inflicted.

"Also, you really don't want to be so narcissistic as to think I'm going to like you, last time, I was just joking with you, don't take it seriously."

After speaking, she walked towards the front, her back was slender and lonely, I thought about it, and said to Xu Keren: "I may have to leave the fiefdom in two days." ”

She paused again, and a round of sunset outside spilled in through the window.

"Maybe this might be the last time we'll see each other." I suddenly felt a little sad in my heart, my limit may be approaching, and I may not live long.

"You're doing it yourself." Her voice choked a little. Then it disappeared from my sight.

After she left, I sat where I was, feeling empty inside. I looked down at the books on the table, put them away, and I walked outside.

On the way, I was thinking, I am indeed too weak, weak enough to protect the people around me, but I am not strong enough. I felt a little lost in my heart, the sunset passed towards the mountain, and the sunset burned half the sky.

Back in the dormitory, I said to Cao Tianshi, "Pack up, we'll leave here tomorrow." ”

Is Cao Tianshi in such a hurry? The opening ceremony begins tomorrow, and I heard that the freshman representative has chosen you to speak.

I said what to choose me for, Cao Tianshi said, it's not your talent rank highest.

I didn't know what to say for a while. Night completely fell, I found Zeng Lulu, Zeng Lulu saw me, and showed a little surprised eyes, maybe I will take the initiative to come over because of the accident, I didn't hesitate, I said straight to the point: "I have something I want to ask you." ”

Zeng Lulu looked at me curiously and said, "Say it." ”

I said to Zeng Lulu: "I may have to leave Tianshu Academy for a while, Xu Keren's wedding date, if it is confirmed, please let me know a week in advance." ”

Zeng Lulu asked me, "How can I tell you?" ”

I said to Zeng Lulu: "You are so powerful, there should always be a way, if you really don't have a meal, you find the Yellow River, shout my name, and someone will naturally look for you at that time." ”

Zeng Lulu hummed and said yes, he will live up to his promise.

After I said goodbye to Zeng Lulu, I went back to my room, sat down, activated the qi in my body, and began to practice, but in fact, I was still a little weak.

After practicing for a few hours, I slowly opened my eyes, and Master Cao told me that my things had been packed, when would we leave?

I said let's go to bed first and leave when it's dawn.

Cao Tianshi said okay.

After sitting down, I unconsciously thought about some things in my mind, I don't know when, Xu Keren's figure appeared in my mind, I shook my head, and then I dispelled Xu Keren's figure in my mind. I went to take a shower.

After taking a shower, there was a knock on the door outside. Who is it, I ask?

Zhao Yan'er's voice came from outside, and she said it was me.

I opened the door and let her in, and asked her, is there anything wrong? Zhao Yan'er said, I heard Lulu say that you will leave the academy tomorrow.

I hummed.

She asked me, where to go?

I said I have something, let's meet again in the future.

Zhao Yan'er stared at me and said, you seem to be in a bad mood?

I suddenly laughed a few times and said, "What nonsense are you talking about, senior sister, I'm in a good mood, you go back, I'm going to sleep." ”

"Then tell me where you're going? I'm leaving. ”

I saw that Zhao Yan'er was entangled, so I said: "I'll go to the Yellow River, if you want to find me, go to the Yellow River." ”

It's good to talk about it, so I coaxed her away.

The next day, as soon as it was dawn, Cao Tianshi and I walked to the outside of the academy, and when we reached the door, the red wood wolf turned into a huge body and carried us towards the outside of Chuan'an City.

I turned my head to look, and in a daze, I seemed to see a figure standing at the gate of the academy, looking at me all the time.

But I didn't turn around and go back, the red wood wolf ran all the way, and after about a few hours, he left the feudal domain with me and Cao Tianshi, and when he got out of the feudal domain, a cool wind came to his face.

The red timber wolf suddenly howled, and then heard a miserable howl......