20 Distress
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Out of the room, until I entered the elevator, I didn't see Qiao Yihang's figure, I gave up on him completely, maybe I shouldn't come back to entangle, only in exchange for his boredom, maybe it's just my self-inflicted affection, he really, didn't love me for a long time!
I didn't go back to the room, but out of the hotel, the air in the morning in Nancheng was stuffy, although my eyes were a little sour, but I didn't cry, because I already knew such an ending, but sometimes I couldn't control myself, and I wanted to be cheap.
I went to a park near the hotel, at this time, there were a lot of people exercising here, most of them were old people, I saw a pair of old people supporting each other walking in front of me, such a picture, I used to fantasize, but now I don't see the slightest hope.
I don't know how long I sat here, until the people in the park behind gradually dispersed, and they went home, I was still sitting there, in fact, since I was a child, I never knew what the purpose of my life was, and then there was Qiao Yihang, but now, I and he are standing at both ends of the scale, and there will be no intersection in the future, so why am I staying here for?
I was thinking about it, suddenly someone stood in front of me, blocking the sun, I raised my head and saw Wang Ziqian, I was not surprised to see him, he sat next to me, and suddenly said: "Sad? ”
I sat up straight and looked at him, asking rhetorically, "What do you think?" ”
Wang Ziqian looked at the lawn in front of him and was silent for a while before he said, "It should be sad, because I am also sad." ”
"Wang Ziqian!" I looked into his eyes, which he still had on them, and I said, "Can I take them off?" ”
The lenses reflected a faint halo in the sunlight, Wang Ziqian paused for a few seconds, and did not ask me the reason, but took off his glasses, this is the second time I have seen him take off his glasses, and I can clearly see the emotions in his eyes.
"You said the other day, there is no one in this world who will be good to another person for no reason, but in fact, I can't take it for granted that I don't feel guilty about accepting your kindness to me, I thought about it for a long time last night and understood the meaning of your words that day, but if he really has me in his heart and cares about me, he doesn't need to use you to stimulate him, I don't like that way, so don't be good to me, I don't want to owe you too much, after all, you know that there is someone in my heart, who has loved him for so many years, even if you give up on him, I'm afraid I won't fall in love with anyone else, you're good, but don't waste your time on me! I said a lot in one breath, I looked at Wang Ziqian's gaze very calmly, I said: "Maybe I understood the meaning before, but I don't want to admit that I am so despicable, using you, in fact, I don't understand, why do you say you like me, after all, we have only met twice before, I don't think that just those two sides can make you fall in love with me deeply, but I don't want to know what your purpose is, after all, you haven't done anything to hurt me, so no matter what your purpose is, I can not ask, But in the future, let's keep our distance! ”
I looked at Wang Ziqian's complicated expression, he looked at me and didn't make a sound, I said again: "I decided to give up Qiao Yihang, in fact, as early as two years ago, I should have given up, but I didn't give up, maybe people are like this, they all have such inferior roots, the more they can't get it, the more they want to get it, the more they practice themselves, but I figured it out, he can hurt me so unscrupulously now, it means that he has already made a decision in his heart, and I can't shake it, so what else do I have to toss!" ”
I said a lot, during this process, Wang Ziqian sat there silently, without making a sound, until my voice stopped, he spoke: "We have met more than twice, I understand what you mean, who I like is my business, I am different from you, I am not Qiao Yihang, there is no kind of shackle between us, since you have decided to give up Qiao Yihang, then there will be other people standing next to you in the future, and I hope that person is me, you said that I have another purpose, indeed, I think no one will be so great, I said I want to help you, But at the same time, it is also to help myself, whether you believe it or not, I just like you, and my liking is also my thing, just like you like Qiao Yihang, I can't stop you from liking him, but in the same way, you can't control my thoughts. ”
Wang Ziqian also said a lot, that afternoon Wang Ziqian left Nancheng, I know because of my words today, after Wang Ziqian left, life seems to have returned to the original trajectory, the next few days I accompanied each other every day, because Wang Ziqian is not there, there will be no one to block the wine for me, Qiao Chenlu has been pouring me, I didn't refuse, because I need alcohol, although Qiao Yihang refused me, but he is here after all, so I don't worry about anything, Anyway, he is also my nominal uncle, so naturally it is impossible for me to really do anything.
But I still think too well, I'm going to leave Nancheng tomorrow, so tonight's bureau, Tang's people in charge of this project are basically here, I drank a lot as usual, and went to KTV after drinking at the dinner table, I couldn't stand it and went to the bathroom in the middle, I vomited very badly, I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror, my face was very red, and my head was dizzy, I drank a lot every day for the past three days, on the one hand, because of socializing, on the other hand, it was probably to use alcohol to kill my sorrows, and there happened to be such a bureau, so even if I didn't need to be poured by others, I drank desperately myselfI don't even know how many times I've vomited in the past three days, and every night I go back and lie in bed and fall asleep, and I even forget to change my clothes.
I washed my face with cold water, and when I went back to the box, I found that Qiao Yihang was gone, and Shen Yue was not there, but Qiao Chenlu was sitting in the corner, although I drank a lot, but my consciousness was still clear, I stepped forward and took the bag, said hello and went out, but no one embarrassed me to stop me.
After going out, my footsteps stopped, thinking of Qiao Chenlu's eyes just now, I always felt that something was wrong, but I was very dizzy now, and I didn't have the heart to think too much, I just wanted to go back to sleep.
I walked along the corridor towards the door, and when I passed a private room, the door of the box suddenly opened, and a hand stretched out and pulled me in, and I screamed, and someone covered my mouth.
The light in the box was very dim, but I also knew that it was a man who grabbed me, I saw another person standing on the side, they covered my mouth and pulled me to the side of the sofa, pressed me on it, the fear in my heart kept rising, I wanted to struggle, but the two men grabbed me, I couldn't struggle at all, and the sound insulation of the box here is very good, plus it was so noisy outside, no one would hear me at all.
As soon as the two men pinned me down on the couch, one of them started tearing at my clothes, and the other's hands kept roaming over me.
I struggled, but it was useless, fear, nausea, and gradually turned into despair, in such an environment, I knew that I probably couldn't escape, and suddenly felt hopeless.
Most of my clothes have been torn off, and I have no strength, just as I gradually gave up struggling, the door of the box was suddenly kicked open, I heard a "bump" sound, the two men who held me were startled, I saw a man standing at the door against the light, but my vision was blurred, and the light problem made it difficult to see his face.
One of the men pounced on the man, but the man was very good, and he eliminated the man in two moves, and then walked towards me, I suddenly saw hope, and the man who pressed me also let go of me and went to fight with the man, I quickly sat up and wanted to put the clothes on my body together, but the shirt had been torn and could only barely cover some of it.
By the time I looked up, the two men who had just grabbed me had fallen to the ground, and the man walked up to me and asked, "How is it?" Do you want to go to the hospital? ”
This man's voice is very unfamiliar, I don't know it, I shook my head, although he just saved me, but I still have some defense in my heart, after all, I don't know him, there are too few kind-hearted people in this world, and he appeared in this box so coincidentally, so I have to be on guard.
The man seemed to see my thoughts, and he said, "It was Mr. Wang who asked me to protect you secretly, and I noticed something was wrong just now, so I came here." ”
Hearing Mr. Wang, I raised my head and spoke: "Wang Ziqian? ”
After seeing the man nod, I relaxed, he looked at me, took off his coat, and draped it over my body, I put it on, and he said, "Then I'll send Miss Qiao back first." ”
I nodded, I was surprised just now, the fear has not disappeared, I followed the man out of the KTV, he drove me back to the hotel, but when he passed by the commercial street, he stopped the car, turned to look at me and said: "Miss Qiao, your way back to the hotel is too eye-catching, I'll go buy a set of clothes, you just wait for me in the car." ”
I wanted to refuse, because I was still panicking, but I looked down at myself, and finally nodded, and the man got out of the car and locked the door, and then went to the women's clothing store next door.
I was the only one left in the car, in fact, my mind is still very messed up now, I don't know why that kind of thing happened just now, if it wasn't for Wang Ziqian to secretly protect me, then I was really finished just now, so he saved me again!
I suddenly thought that when I left the box at that time, Qiao Chenlu looked at it with a very strange look, I didn't think much about it at the time, but now that I think about it, this matter is probably related to her, and it just happened to be so coincidental, Shen Yue and Qiao Yihang were not in the box, Qiao Yihang was not there, I encountered this kind of thing, it was too much of a coincidence!
( Love Misfortune )