Chapter 56: Quarrel
Wen Zhiyu didn't seem to expect her to say such a thing suddenly, opened her eyes, her eyes were sloppy, and she stared ahead without focus, "You were thinking about this just now?" ”
Yu slowly didn't understand what he meant for a while, hesitated for a while, and then realized that the "just now" he said should be the moment when she sat in front of the consultation room?
He nodded heavily, "Hmm." ”
"I've heard people say that you're going to leave after the operation....."
Wen Zhiyu's expression did not change, and he said "um" for a moment.
As soon as he admitted this, Yu slowly increased the panic in his heart, raised his head from his arms, and said hurriedly: "You will definitely not have time to come back after you leave, then I will go to you, I will be admitted to the United States, okay?" ”
That's the only way to do it now.
She went to a university in the United States so that she could be with him.
"Didn't you say you wouldn't go to graduate school?"
Wen Zhiyu lowered his eyes, looked at her eager little face, and asked lightly.
Asked like this, Yu was slowly stunned for a moment.
immediately lowered his head to hide the weakness on his face.
I was really dumbfounded just now, and I didn't even think about the words, and I said them all in one go.
"I.... I want to take the test again. Try to make your tone sound calmer.
Wen Zhiyu was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked, "For me, or for the future?" ”
Yu slowly did not hesitate for half a minute, and replied very seriously and firmly: "For you, I want to be with you." ”
originally thought that these words would make Wen Zhiyu believe in her feelings for him more, but after hearing this, Wen Zhiyu's face became a little serious, and he asked again in confirmation: "Do you really think so?" ”
Yu nodded slowly, nodded, and nodded again, "That's really what I plan." ”
"I want you to think carefully before making any decisions about whether this is what you really want." Wen Zhiyu's tone was solemn, although his voice was light, but the severity in his words was not reduced by half.
"I know what I want!" Yu slowly has a radical attitude.
"Decisions made when you are hot-headed are most likely the seeds of regret in the future." Wen Zhiyu preached seriously, without any tenderness in his eyes, and admonished: "This is your life, you should think about yourself, not to mention, you are just for personal feelings, this kind of unstable and far-fetched reason ......"
"You said so much, didn't you just not let me take the test?" Yu slowly couldn't listen anymore, afraid that his words would hurt more and more, she quickly interrupted, and a cry appeared in her voice, "Or do you want to be with me at all....."
Isn't righteous preaching and persuasion a disguised rejection? Why bother talking about this high-sounding truth?
Why is she hot-headed? Why is her relationship not strong? Where is it far-fetched?
Not only did he not believe her, but he also questioned her.
Such an indifferent tone and such an alienated attitude really made Yu slowly feel a dull pain in his heart, and he couldn't breathe.
The more she thought about it, the more sad she felt, her eyes were hot, and she quickly turned red.
She buried her head and got up, the first time she couldn't wait to escape from Wen.
At least for now, she really didn't know how to face him.
As a result, as soon as she moved, Wen Zhiyu sensed her intentions, took a step ahead of her, and grabbed her waist, making her unable to move.
Yu slowly resisted and struggled a few times, and he couldn't help but increase the force to imprison her.
A drop of hot liquid suddenly dripped from the back of his hand, and Wen Zhiyu's hand couldn't help but tremble.
The scorching temperature burned all the way to the bottom of my heart.
He sighed heavily, a little headache, "I didn't mean that. ”
Yu slowly stopped talking, stopped struggling, only bowed his head and wept silently.
Wen Zhiyu's eyebrows twisted, touched her chin, and lifted it up slightly.
Yu slowly struggled for a while, he clasped her chin tightly, and lifted it up strongly, her tearful appearance came into view, and her heart couldn't help but soften, "You are still young, and most of the decisions you make are hasty and not considered for a long time." ”
He's really, leaving her a way out.
He really, didn't want her to regret it.
He persuaded her from the perspective of a person who had come before, not as a boyfriend.
Because he regretted it.
I regret that I didn't take care of others and didn't choose to follow my heart and do what I love in the first place.
"So what can I do?" Yu looked at him slowly, his eyes were filled with tears, his complex and forbearant expression became unclear, as soon as he opened his mouth, tears fell in an uproar, aggrieved and helpless: "I won't see you when you leave, I'm just ..... I want to be with you...."
Her biggest dream has always been him.
It has always been, it has always been, it has never changed.
"I'm still young, much younger than you, I don't know as much as you, I haven't seen much of the world, and I have less contact with people, but I also have the right to dream, right?" Yu slowly suddenly thought of what the nurse had told her, lost her mind a little bit, and became extreme, "I am indeed uncertain about the future, but I can tell you very clearly that I will not regret it, even if you kick me at that time, I will not regret it." ”
Her crying made Wen Zhiyu helpless, and she frowned helplessly and irritably.
It's the first time he's seen Yu Slowly, how can there be a shadow of the usual cautious and well-behaved?
What kind of nonsense is it all about? So that's how she sees him?
Holding her face with his hand and wiping away the tears on her face, it was not very gentle, he wrung his eyebrows, and inexplicably became angry: "Okay, I won't say it, you weigh it yourself." ”
Although Yu slowly knew that Wen Zhiyu was arrogant and lofty, it was impossible for such a thing to coax people to happen to him.
But his impatient tone, and even some hurtful sharpness, made Yu Yan's mood fall to the bottom even more, and she even felt that when it was over, it was estimated that he would dump her immediately.
She has always been in a state of panic about the relationship between them.
She didn't have the slightest confidence in herself, and she wondered every day if she would suddenly fall from heaven to hell.
Now, it seemed like she was just a step away from hell.
She wanted to apologize, she wanted to apologize to Wen Zhiyu, she shouldn't be in trouble with him.
But I cried so hard that I only had sobs in my throat, and I couldn't speak at all.
Her heartbroken appearance made the little anger and irritability in Wen Zhiyu's heart evolve into unprecedented helplessness.
Originally, I just wanted to reason with her, and the decision was still on her, and his words were just used as a reference, how did I know that it would be the current situation?
His eyes sank, suppressed the messy emotions in his heart, sighed as if compromised, took her into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, and soothed her tears.
"I'm tired, I don't have the strength to coax you." Pressed to her ear, the low voice contained tiredness, but it was soft: "Don't cry, can you save me worry, huh?" ”
At the moment when he was slowly hugged by him, the moment he kissed, the heart hanging in the air completely fell back into his stomach.
It's good that he's not angry.
"Yes, I'm sorry."
couldn't help but feel guilty, he had just been operated on, and he was tired for seven hours, and she actually lost her temper with him.
Yu slowly hugged him tightly, sniffed hard, and said in a very nasal voice: "I won't mess with you anymore, don't be angry." ”
"Do you know how ugly you look when you cry?" Wen Zhiyu pretended to be bad and disgusted.
Then he felt the little body in his arms stiffen suddenly.
Suddenly he was in a good mood, and said, "Are you hungry?" ”
Yu slowly shook his head weakly.
"I'm hungry." Wen Zhiyu was so domineering that she couldn't resist, "Eat with me." ”
"....., then why do you ask her?"
*
Since the last "heart-to-heart" talk, the two of them tacitly haven't mentioned this matter again.
Although Wen Zhiyu told her so much truth that day, he still couldn't shake her decision.
On the contrary, it is more determined.
When she got home, she looked up all kinds of information about studying abroad.
I have even silently started preparing for the TOEFL exam.
She wanted to prove it to Wen Zhiyu, so that she would not regret it, and the hidden dangers he said could not happen at all.
Two days before the holiday, I asked Tang Shi to go to the library to study together.
She hadn't been exposed to TOEFL before, so she didn't know anything about it.
It's just hard to know where to start.
"You're going abroad?"
In the past two days, Yu slowly read the reference books and test textbooks about TOEFL, and Tang Shi finally felt that something was wrong.
Yu nodded slowly, "I'm going to Boston." ”
Tang Shi couldn't help but speak, "You, shouldn't it be for him?" ”
Yu paused as he slowly copied the words, "Well, he's going back to the United States soon." ”
"You don't have to fight so hard, do you?"
"We've been together for a while."
After confirming the relationship with Wen Zhiyu, the first person she wanted to share was Tang Shi, but she didn't say it because she was Tang Ci's sister.
“.....”
These news came too suddenly, which made Tang Shi a little difficult to digest.
No wonder Tang Ci was particularly depressed during this time.
It stands to reason that Yu is slowly getting together with the man she likes, and her good friend should bless her, but the mood is especially complicated at this time.
"Have you really figured it out?" Tang Shi said earnestly, "It's not easy to go abroad, and... In terms of tuition fees....."
Yu slowly pinched the pen and stiffened, and his voice was a little more confident: "I know, it's a fool's dream for me to study abroad under this condition.... But I want to work hard, get some scholarships, and get a few more jobs, maybe I ......"
"Are you going to die? It's not something that can be solved by just tens of thousands, but the place you go to is the United States! Don't you have a few hundred thousand? Hundreds of thousands, you can't earn enough to work ten jobs a day! Tang Shi was very distressed about the slowness, his attitude couldn't help but get excited, he was indignant, and he didn't choose to say: "He doesn't know that he feels sorry for you?" You can sharpen your head for him and drill into the United States, can't he take a step back for you? Do you have to stay in the United States? Is there a hospital only in the United States? ”
The hand shook a few times, the tip of the pen poked deeply into the book, and the words just copied were also marked beyond recognition.
She knew what Tang Shi meant by this sentence.
It's nothing more than this: Wen Zhiyu doesn't like you that much.