Wen Zhiyu looked at the words on the handkerchief, and was stunned for a while.

The handkerchief shook more and more forcefully.

Until the pen clipped to the handkerchief suddenly popped off and smashed on his other hand.

A little pain on the back of the hand went down the veins of the arm all the way to the heart, suppressing the frantic beating.

The bottomless eyes finally gathered focus.

He folded the handkerchief, picked up the pen, and clipped it back on.

Put the handkerchief in your pocket.

Slightly sideways and looking out the window.

The churning clouds are undulating, and the white expanse is quite dazzling at a glance.

The stabbing Wen Zhiyu's eyes were astringent, and his pupils constricted from time to time, flashing with complex and mysterious eyes, but behind the complexity, there seemed to be only simple and pure loneliness and gloom.

There was a faint strong emotion beating in the godless focus, and even the heartbeat became uncontrollable.

After so many years, he has long been accustomed to living alone.

Accustomed to being alone, accustomed to being alone.

In terms of feelings, he is actually a weak person.

Even if it's a family member, he doesn't throw much emotion into it.

Leaving home and returning home is just the difference between getting on the plane and getting off the plane, for him, it's just living from one place to another, but living is the same everywhere.

He will not be as emotional as others, giving birth to those complex and pretentious emotions.

He knows very well that he is a person who lacks a sense of belonging, and he is a "cold-blooded" person from the bottom of his bones.

He has always been impatient, and has always been indifferent to people and things that have nothing to do with him.

Previously, he thought that all his patience was dedicated to his work.

But now, just one month.

turned his whole person, his whole life, everything upside down.

The plane flew high in the air, gradually slicing out of the area of Sioux City, getting farther and farther away from her.

The inexplicable loneliness in the depths of his heart grew rapidly, giving birth to vines one after another, entangled his entire heart impenetrably, and all the suppressed emotions were exposed, and there was nowhere to hide.

This time, it was not as chic and careless as any previous time.

This time, he finally realized what it was like to belong, and finally knew where the sadness of parting began.

It's not good, it's grinding.

Yu slowly said that her cheekiness was all spent on him.

Until this moment, thinking back on every moment they got along, he couldn't help but sigh, how could his patience not be unreserved?

In fact, she has always been in his future.

*

Yu slowly stood outside the airport.

You can hear the roar of the plane as it takes off.

The plane leaves the ground, paddles high into the air, and becomes higher and farther away.

Her three souls and spirits, all her motivation and hope in life, completely departed with him.

He was gone, and even the city was eclipsed and lifeless.

The nose is sore, but there is not a single tear in the eyes.

I used to always fantasize about what it would be like to be with him?

In his mind, she was a dream and a faith.

She used to hope that as long as she could meet him again, as long as she could be by his side, even if it was only for one day, she would have no regrets.

The state of mind that can be obtained is completely different from what I thought before.

It turns out that the loss after getting is the most painful.

She was so painful that she only regretted it, why did she lie to him in the first place? Why did you mess with him yesterday?

Now it's okay, annoy him, annoy him, don't want her anymore.

Happy? Satisfied?

Wen Zhiqing stood aside, looking at Yu Slowly's heartbroken appearance, and she didn't feel very good in her heart.

I thought that if I slowly chased after the airport, Wen Zhiyu might be able to change his mind, but he still walked resolutely.

Could it be that she really overestimated slowly?

The plane had completely disappeared into the sky, and Wen Zhiqing walked over, wanting to send Yu slowly back to school.

But after taking a step, he froze in place.

Seeing the boy walking towards her, Wen Zhiqing hesitated, but still chose to avoid it and leave the space to them.

Yu slowly noticed that someone was standing next to her, she didn't speak, and he didn't speak.

Just stay by her side quietly.

She reacted several beats slowly, paused for a long time, and then turned her head to look at the people around her.

Her expression was stiff for a moment, she curled the corners of her mouth self-deprecating and bitterly, and her voice was a little hoarse: "..... God, is it really that spiritual? ”

Although there was no resentment in her tone, Tang Ci still had a trace of guilt in her heart.

He lowered his eyes, and was even a little afraid to look into her eyes.

The sadness in her eyes was too strong, and it made his heart tug at it.

Wen Zhiyu is gone, and there is finally no one beside her.

It stands to reason that he should be happy, but it can be seen that she is so sad, and his mood also falls to the bottom with her.

He wanted to speak several times, whether it was to comfort her or apologize.

But he moved his mouth, but he couldn't say a word, so he could only give up and stay by her side silently.

It's good to accompany her quietly.

*

After Wen Zhiyu left, Yu slowly returned to his previous unchanged life.

Classes, eating, sleeping.

Her state looked the same as usual, but those who knew her well could see that she was like a lost soul, listless and depressed.

He doesn't like to talk and often wanders his mind.

I held the scarf sent by Wen Zhiyu in my arms all day long, and I didn't wear it, I held it in my arms.

Sometimes during the lunch break, she sleeps with a scarf, but after she sleeps, there are tears in the corners of her eyes.

She never cried when she was awake, she pretended to be very strong, as if nothing happened, but she didn't know that the way she forced her smile was particularly strange.

But this morning, because of physical education class, she put her scarf in the classroom and folded it neatly on the desk.

A classmate took a break in the classroom because he couldn't go to physical education class during his menstrual period, and he picked up a cup of hot water in the water dispenser, and when he returned to his seat, he accidentally hit the table slowly, and the hot water was sprinkled on the scarf, wetting a large area.

Later, Yu slowly returned to the classroom, and her classmates apologized to her, but what did she want to do in the eyes of her classmates, but Yu, who had been silent for many days, slowly broke out.

She carefully hugged the scarf and yelled at her classmates with red eyes: "Don't you walk long?" Such a wide road, whose desk you don't hit, you stumble on my desk! ”

The classmate was dumbfounded by her yelling, and then his tone was not good: "I didn't mean it, is it necessary to speak so ugly?" Big deal, I'll pay you a scarf! ”

The other students were also shocked by Yu's slow fuss and unreasonable appearance, and some of them were upset for that classmate.

"Didn't you just sprinkle some water? As for it? It's like digging her family's ancestral grave. ”

"Everyone has apologized, it's endless, saying that others don't have long eyes, why doesn't she say that she has a small belly?"

"I think I'm just trying to make money."

All kinds of contempt and ridicule from her classmates made her realize her excesses and gaffes.

But in her heart, she was so uncomfortable that she was about to breathe, she held back her tears, and hurriedly ran out with a scarf.

Tang Shi was angry by this group of people who didn't think it was a big deal to see the excitement.

She glanced at the classmates who echoed, "Did you grow up drinking Sanlu since you were a child?" The brain is atrophied and paralyzed, not to mention, and the mouth is rotten? Sure enough, the dog can't spit out ivory from his mouth! Notre Dame Cathedral lacks you bell ringers! ”

Her fierce eyes turned to the sprinkling classmate again, "And you, do you have any reason for wetting other people's things?" You apologize for that attitude, you don't count b? Pretend to be innocent? ”

Then Tang Shi picked up her cup, walked over, and spilled it all on the classmate's desk, shrugging her shoulders and apologizing insincerely: "Eh, I'm sorry, I wet your book." ”

After speaking, Tang Shi threw down the cup and hurriedly ran out to find Yu slowly.

The scolded classmate was so angry that his face was red and his neck was thick, but he dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak, after all, Tang Shi still had a Tang word to support her, and she was a good student, even if she went to the teacher to complain, the teacher would only look at her.

Yu slowly ran to the swing in the garden and sat down, depressed and anxious.

The scarf was wet, and my heart was so uncomfortable that I wanted to cry.

She didn't understand what she was pretending to be, if it was wet, it would be good to dry it.

But it just invisibly touched her flashpoint, and she couldn't control her emotions at all.

She knew that she was hateful, and she took all her anger out on innocent people.

However, even if it was vented, it still didn't make it easy.

She is slowly a person who can't take it and can't put it down.

Trapped in memories and unable to extricate herself, others can't get in, and she can't get out herself.

It's okay during the day, but in the school, there are a lot of people and a lot of things, so there is not so much idle time to think about.

The real torment is at night, when I return to Wen Zhiyu's apartment, his breath is everywhere, and his shadow is everywhere, and I can't avoid it and linger.

She really misses him.

I want to call him, I want to ask him how he is doing, just listen to his voice.

But I don't have the courage.

She was afraid that he would find her annoying.

The two of them, who had nothing to do with each other, stalked him again, she was afraid that he would really drive her out of his world completely.

Therefore, I can only endure it and endure it desperately.

*

Afternoon.

The results of the weekly mock exam came out, and there was no doubt that she did a bad job.

Some time ago, she made rapid progress, and she was especially praised by the head teacher.

However, this time, the sudden depravity and regression also gloriously called the head teacher to the office.

Sensing her absence, the head teacher asked the reason, but she was silent and refused to say anything.

The head teacher sighed again and again, looked at the report card again, noticed her English score, suddenly remembered something, and asked, "I heard Tang Shi say, are you preparing for the TOEFL exam?" Planning to go abroad? ”

At the mention of the TOEFL test, Yu's eyes darkened, he bit his lower lip, and whispered, "I was preparing some time ago." ”

"This can't be done, you can't just focus on the TOEFL, you can take care of both sides, although it's hard, but if you want to go abroad, it's not enough to do well in the TOEFL test, foreign schools care about your usual grades, you look at your current grades, which line?" The homeroom teacher naturally attributed her grade decline to the TOEFL and didn't think about it.

Yu slowly lowered his head and did not speak.

Go abroad.... She stopped dreaming.

"Slowly, I know a little bit about the situation in your family." The head teacher sighed again, and said seriously: "You can only change the status quo by studying hard now, do you understand?" ”

Study hard.....

These four words are so familiar.

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in her mind, and she remembered that on the day she was at the airport, Wen Zhiyu held her face and said meaningfully: "Study hard." ”

Something, "bang", fell into the heart lake, and the dead lake gradually rippled.

Her eclipsed eyes finally lit up and ignited a spark, and she suddenly brightened up and was ecstatic.

Can she understand his "study hard" as "America is waiting for you"?