Chapter 193: Sister
Chen Ze was still lying on the hospital bed, and he didn't open his eyes, probably because of excessive blood loss, I saw that he was wrapped in a lot of bandages, and there was an obvious wound on his wrist, and his face was extremely pale, and I sat there.
Now Xiao Liu is sitting on the chair behind me, and when he sees me coming in, his eyes have been dodging, as if he is ashamed of me now, I don't think there is any need for this.
The whole ward was quiet, no one wanted to break the silence first, and after a long time I said: "I already know what happened last time, you don't have to feel guilty about me like this, this is also human nature, our friendship is not very good, if something like this happens to you, maybe my choice is the same as yours, reality will always defeat feelings, and I will leave." ”
I was just comforting myself and him.
I don't know what other people think, but I will definitely save people without hesitation, as long as they are in front of me, I will not watch him get hurt.
Although I don't have anything to say about Xiao Liu.
But Chen Ze was lying on the bed and I watched it very uncomfortable, if he had realized it earlier and could have gone out earlier, he would not have been like this.
Xiao Liu felt that he had stayed here for too long, and Chen Ze had never woken up, so he took this opportunity to say that he wanted to go out for a walk, but I don't think he would come over again this day, and he would only feel embarrassed when he saw me.
The doctor came up shortly after, and I grabbed his clothes and said, "Doctor, he's been lying here for so long, when will he wake up?" ”
He looked me up and down a few times and said: "The patient has lost too much blood and is seriously injured, it is good to be able to rescue him in time, now I can only wait for him to recover slowly, it depends on his own consciousness, if he can wake up today, there will be no problem, who are you?"
I thought for a moment and replied, "I'm his colleague." ”
The doctor nodded and changed the water for him and then went out, and kept telling me not to make a big noise here, the most important thing for the patient now is to rest, I had to sit there and look at Chen Ze motionlessly.
There are a lot of things I'm curious about.
For example, why would Chen Ze be willing to save me so desperately.
And what does he mean when he says that he has always been alone, I want to know this urgently, so I have been staring at Chen Ze with my eyes at this time.
It's been so long that I can't remember the time now, I've already fallen asleep on the edge of the bed, and when I woke up again, it was already dark, it turned out that I had been here for so long, and I didn't raise my head and took out my mobile phone in my pocket to look at the time, it turned out that it was seven o'clock.
It seems that I haven't eaten all day, and now my stomach is starting to growl, and when I was hesitating whether to eat something in the hospital cafeteria, I heard Chen Ze's voice, and he said in a very weak voice: "You pressed my arm." ”
I left as if I had been electrocuted, almost jumped up from my chair, and said with tears of excitement in my eyes, "You."
Finally woke up, I've been waiting for you for a long time. ”
He looked a little tired now because he had just woken up, and now that the water had been hoisted, he still had some bandages, adhesive tapes and cotton wool wrapped around his hands, and he looked a little fragile.
It's not good to ask him about those things now, although I was in a hurry, I still didn't take the initiative to ask, just sat there and looked at him motionlessly, but my eyes had already betrayed me.
He said: "As soon as I look at you, I know that I have something on my mind to say, so I will wait until now, regardless of my physical condition, I have been a forensic doctor for so many years, and my psychological quality is still very high, so I can ask whatever I want." ”
I hummed and said, "It's just yesterday, why are you so desperate to save me, do you know that you are dying now, so badly injured." ”
There were a lot of things I wanted to ask, and I kept it in my heart when Chen Ze didn't wake up, but when I saw him wake up, I couldn't ask these words, I just asked the most basic question.
Chen Ze thought for a while and replied: "Although I once thought about retreating, after all, it was too painful and too tired, but when I thought of you later, the marks on your neck, I saw that you had obviously collapsed at that time but kept pretending that nothing had happened, I was just helping you do what I could." ”
I don't know how to answer what he said.
It seems that what I say is also true, and I have always been like this, I have always put my life in the smallest position, and others are always more important than me.
Now I know how much I owe and how angry I am, I think my previous actions were cruel enough to Wang Meng, and he felt even more uncomfortable when he saw me hurt.
So I'll have to protect myself in the future.
Without waiting for me to speak, Chen Ze continued: "You must have more than one question when you came here, but I know that you can't say it, and I think it's not appropriate to say this in my current situation, but it doesn't matter, you definitely want to ask about my family, and what I mean by that sentence." ”
I secretly sounded in my heart, Chen Ze must be able to read minds, otherwise how could he guess so clearly, but since he said it, I was not welcome, and quickly asked: "Yes, I want to ask this, but if you don't want to say it, don't say it." ”
Before I could finish speaking, Chen Ze interrupted me and said, "I used to have a sister, but she is dead. ”
Hearing this, I stood there in shock and didn't know what to say, but fortunately he continued: "My sister and I grew up in an orphanage, and we have no parents since we were young, so family means nothing to me, and I don't have any concept of this, but family is very precious to me, and I only have my sister in this world, but she has also left me. ”
When he said this, Chen Ze's tone was sad, he was very fragile, I only felt a little desperate when I heard such a voice, people always have to experience life and death, just like when I learned that my grandfather died, I understand the pain, it is really better to die than to live.
Just when I was about to say something to comfort him.
He waved his hand and said, "Do you know why I am a forensic doctor?"
I shook my head and said, "I don't know, does it have something to do with your sister?"
There must be a connection between the two, otherwise Chen Ze wouldn't have asked me that.
Unexpectedly, he nodded and said: "My sister died accidentally, but the murderer has not been found until now, the cause of her death is too weird, I didn't know anything at the time, and that case has long passed, there was no forensic doctor at that time, I think if there was, it wouldn't be the current situation, so I decided to become a forensic doctor and not let this tragedy happen again." ”
At this time, I feel that Chen Ze's image in my heart is extremely tall, but he has no one to worry about in this world, how sad it should be, a look of pity immediately appeared on my face, he looked at me and said: "You are very similar to my sister, so I asked to protect you desperately, just like if I saw my sister in danger at that time, I would be the same, so if you lose your life in front of me, it will be a secondary injury, and I will be in pain." ”
It turns out that he thinks I'm his sister?
I couldn't help but ask, "And how old was your sister at the time, and did she resemble me?"
Chen Ze kept his head down, as if reminiscing, and said: "She died six years ago, I don't know the cause of death, I didn't have a chance to intervene in that incident at that time, the murderer came out after a few years in prison, and even if it comes out, there will definitely be another victim, but I don't have the energy to care about that, I was already relieved, but after you appeared, I remembered her." ”
He continued: "My sister is the same as you, she always looks so cheerful, but in fact she is still very fragile in her heart, always puts the safety of others first, and she is not kind to words, but no matter what she does, she always holds it in her heart and is unwilling to say it, just like what you did for the police station this time, if you are willing to say it, maybe Xiao Liu is also willing to give her best for you." ”
Now thinking of Xiao Liu, I shook my head and said to him: "Even if I made it clear, he wouldn't do it, these are not important now, and I didn't want you to do it at that time, why do you need to do those things for me, if you can't wake up, maybe your sister has been watching you all the time." ”
After saying this, I was stunned, and I didn't know how I said this sentence.
Chen Ze was also stunned there for a long time without speaking, and only after a while did he sigh and say: "No, if she was there, you would have told me a long time ago, it has been so long, and now she must have been reincarnated, but this is fine, you don't have to suffer so much, you have been wronged in this life, and you should go to a good person's house in the next life." ”
Although I don't know what reincarnation is like, even though I have traversed so many people, I still don't know what their final outcome will be, and I don't have the ability to see their next life, but I think Wang Meng must know.
I thought about it and left
When I went out, Wang Meng was still sitting on a chair outside waiting for me, and when he saw me come out, he asked, "What's wrong?"
I sat next to him and said, "Wang Meng, is there any kind of spell that can see a person's reincarnation, I want to know how she is doing now, so that Chen Ze can rest assured." I looked at Wang Meng expectantly, hoping to get a satisfactory answer.
But his expression had already told me that such a thing was impossible, and I let out a long sigh of dejection and opened the door.
Chen Ze was very surprised when he saw me, as if he hoped that I could give him a good answer.
There's nothing wrong with lying now.
It's nothing more than a white lie.
(End of chapter)