Chapter 32: Reminiscences
Today is the prince's side concubine and the eldest lady of the prince's cousin's prime minister's mansion invited all the noble daughters to participate in her annual flower banquet, the third prince is accompanied by the five princesses, although the prince does not like this cousin very much, but she is very favored by the five princesses, and today she is invited.
Because the third prince is now over twenty years old, and he has not yet accepted a concubine, and there are only two women in the palace who have forced the queen to give him a coming-of-age ceremony, so as long as there are various gatherings attended by suitable women in the imperial city, the queen will always let him participate in various reasons, and he is too lazy to refuse.
This time is no exception, under the supervision of the fifth princess, he obediently came to the banquet, but as soon as he saw a group of rouge vulgar fans talking to others there, he always focused on himself, and from time to time he created a chance encounter with him, or an accident, and the tricks were endless.
Yu Yan really didn't have the heart to deal with this group of women, so he took the little follower Lanting to a sparsely populated remote corner, who knew that he would happen to see Di Yue cleaning up the scoundrel scene, as if there was something in the dark that was pulling them to meet, and God intended to fulfill the resentful couple of Lanting and Yuci.
A good couple is a natural success, everyone else is a person with a thousand needles, don't give up if you have a fate, don't force it if you don't have a chance, many things can't be forced, especially when people choose a lover, it's best to be happy with each other, secret love is the most worrying, and unrequited love is the most painful.
Di Yue didn't know if Yuci really had a good impression of Lanting, after all, she didn't know if Yuci and Lanting knew each other before, whether they had intersections, and if she didn't know the inside story, she couldn't judge.
Di Yue remembered that when the Dahua Dynasty was not destroyed in the past, he chased a spirit bird at a time, chased and chased to the cold palace, and simply pushed the door in, but found a letter in an uninhabited room, which was a letter that had not yet been sent, and the content was as follows:
Ever since I met you, I know that you are the person I dream of, when I first met you, I immediately wanted to be with you for a long time, even if you have no friendship with me, I will not hesitate, even if my head is broken and bleeding, I want you to see my sincerity, even if you will not accept it, you will be disgusted, even if you are ruthlessly rejected again and again, I still do not give up, your attitude and your words ravage my fragile heart over and over again, but I will still repeatedly stick the broken heart together, Carefully hold it in front of you again, and watch you smash it again in desperation.
The pain is numb, the pain is extreme, when I don't feel pain anymore, when my nerves are paralyzed, I only remember how to love you, but I no longer remember that you have long been impatient with me, accompany me to amuse me when you are lonely, and kick me away mercilessly when you don't need it.
When I couldn't reach you, my anxiety turned into a deadly chain, and my longing turned into a pink letter, but you just didn't want to reply to me, but instead reprimanded me.
"If you don't reply, don't contact you anymore, it'll be annoying."
How impatient you are, how insignificant I am to you, you avoid me again and again and ask you if you have feelings for me, and under my repeated questioning, you will only reply to me with a refusal, my heart is made of stone, don't you feel pain?
The person who falls in love first is a loser, I know that you just haven't met the right girl yet, and when you meet her, you will definitely kick me away at the first time, and I love humbly, so I wish you happiness and good old age.
Anyway, the sadness from beginning to end belongs to me alone, you don't have to bear anything, I can see it through, who made me a sincere heart but you don't want it, my efforts are destined to be worthless, I have no regrets, have you ever felt a little guilty?
That's the end of the story, I wish you all the best for the future, and I wish myself to fall in love with myself soon.
Di Yue was thirteen years old at that time, and he was very ignorant of love and love, and then secretly took the letterhead to ask his mother, and the queen told her that there was the first emperor's concubine, and that Hua was demoted to the palace for two years, and never saw the emperor again, and saw that the letterhead had been somewhat damaged, this letter should have been written when she was young, and after the death of the emperor, she went to the royal nunnery and became a nun.
Xiao Diyue felt that this letter looked particularly sad, and pestered the queen to tell her the story of the emperor and the concubine, the queen did know something about this matter, thinking that Diyue would understand these things sooner or later, so she told her about it.
"Yue'er, you are the only princess of our Dahua Dynasty, you are extremely noble, you are the destined person of the Dahua Dynasty, and the Dahua Dynasty will be handed over to you in the future, don't hinder your steps because of love, lose the face of the royal family, the most painful thing is yourself, you promised the queen mother to protect yourself in the future."
Lan Hou took Di Yue's hand, looked loving, and said to her earnestly.
"I can tell you this story, but you can only learn from it, you can't learn from her, love can easily ruin a person, especially a woman."
"Mother, is love a poison?"
The young Emperor Yue looked at the Blue Queen innocently and ignorantly.
"It's a good medicine, it's also a poison, it all depends on who you give your love to, if it's the right person, it will make you happy for each other, if it's the wrong person, each other is hurt, as for right or wrong, this has to be felt with your own heart, to appreciate, to see a person's morality, to see if there is a sense of responsibility, to see his family members, to see if you are in love, Yueyue in the future, you must tell the queen mother as soon as possible, and the queen mother will check for you, after all, the queen mother sees people more accurately than you, It's not that the queen mother wants to interfere too much in your private affairs, but the queen mother is afraid that our beautiful little princess will be hurt, and both the father and the queen mother will feel sorry for you. ”
"Queen Mother, did that concubine pay her true love by mistake? But the imperial grandfather should not be that kind of person, the emperor has always felt that the imperial grandfather is very good, and the relationship with the imperial grandmother is also very good! ”
When Empress Lan heard Di Yue say this, she knew that her little Yueyue had entered seriously and she was able to speak, so she began to tell her the love story of Concubine Feng.
"Your imperial grandfather is a generation of Ming monarchs, and he is indeed a good person, but just because he is a good person does not mean that he has not made mistakes in love."
Di Yue looked at Queen Lan in confusion, and Queen Lan stretched out her hand, touched her head, and arranged her hair.
"Feng Guifei's original name is Feng Rou, is the daughter of the general, since she saw your imperial grandfather at her ceremony, she launched a fanatical pursuit of him, but not long after her father was transferred, she went to Jizhou with her father away from the imperial city, she deserves to be the daughter of the general, overcoming obstacles on the battlefield, invincible, at that time all the people were optimistic about her marriage with your imperial grandfather, at that time your grandfather also intended to point her to your grandfather, your grandfather was not the prince at that time, you need to rely on the power of the general, Therefore, he did not express obvious refusal to Feng Rou's oversight.
Feng Rou is not allowed to return to the imperial city all the year round, so he has to keep correspondence with your imperial grandfather, your imperial grandfather also treated her as a future concubine at first, and replied to her a few letters, and then your imperial grandfather met your imperial grandmother during a spring hunt, and he loved her for a long time, so he no longer paid attention to Feng Rou.
Because of the war at the border because Feng Rou's father and daughter were in charge, it was stable, and your grandfather recalled Feng Rou and asked her to marry your imperial grandfather, but your imperial grandfather did not agree, but your grandfather was afraid that this would chill the hearts of the Feng family, so he made concessions and let Feng Rou be the concubine, and your imperial grandmother be the master of the harem.
Feng Rou understood that your imperial grandfather had no thoughts about her, but she still married him, no matter how she pleased your imperial grandfather after marriage, it was useless, and then she was pregnant with your imperial grandfather's first heir, and your imperial grandfather was better to her, but I didn't expect that every time the child fell off, she repeatedly accused the queen of harming her, and asked the queen to pay for her life, and assassinated the queen five times, and after your imperial grandfather knew, she admitted what she had done, which coincided with the snobbish death of the old general Feng on the battlefield, and the Feng family collapsed overnight, Without backstage, she was beaten into the cold palace, and until your imperial grandfather died, she never came out of the cold palace again. ”
Lan Hou does not evaluate anyone in this matter, and states the whole story in a straightforward manner, right and wrong have gone with the wind, who is right and who is wrong, but it is someone else's body, the road is chosen by herself, why not complain about others.
"Queen Mother, isn't it very powerful that Concubine Feng is invincible on the battlefield, then she is so powerful, and she is so infatuated with the imperial grandfather, why doesn't the imperial grandfather love her? If you don't love her, you shouldn't hurt her so much! ”
Di Yue is not worthy of Feng Guifei in his heart, the iron-blooded female general on the battlefield in the past is willing to take off her robe for her beloved, and is willing to be a virtuous and pleasing woman, how can the imperial grandfather ignore such a big sacrifice? Even if you don't love it, you should be grateful, right?
"Yueyue, she loves your imperial grandfather too much, she never understood that she left the battlefield and the living environment she was most familiar with, and she lost the stage for her to show her self-worth. The inner courtyard of the palace is a place of intrigue, although she fights hard, she is not the opponent of this group of women in the harem, and your imperial grandfather doesn't love her, so she can only end up like this. ”
Lan Hou also sighed in her heart for this woman, the original beautiful life ended up in a lonely life because she loved the wrong person.
"Queen Mother, you said that Concubine Feng was extremely brave on the battlefield, so how is the emperor compared to her?"
Di Yue couldn't understand the matter of love at that time, so he put aside his thoughts and focused on the matter of Feng Guifei's martial arts.
I have to say that her martial arts are very good, otherwise she would not be able to stay safe and sound in the cold palace for so many years, and no one would dare to provoke her. Yueyue, although you should still be above her in kung fu, but you still lack actual combat experience, and it is estimated that you will not be able to bargain for anything if you fight her. ”
"Ahh Queen Mother, I don't understand the matter of love, I'd better practice martial arts, I want to become the most powerful princess of the Dahua Dynasty. ”
"Okay, our Yueyue has ambitions, and the queen mother is proud of you."
Di Yue can still recall the kind smiling face of the queen mother at that time, and the picture of the queen mother pushing her out in the raging fire suddenly appeared in her mind, and she was pressed under the beam of the house and smiled at her, Di Yue couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Queen Mother, without your check, your Yueyue is still a person in this life."
Di Yue said to herself sarcastically, what if she became the most powerful princess of the Dahua Dynasty, the Dahua Dynasty was destroyed, and her home was destroyed.