Chapter 18 The unresolved mind is like a mess
Looking at Chai Xuan's somewhat nervous expression, Pan Xue's heart tightened. After all, the last time Chai Xuan asked about Xiaohe, she also said the same.
"Things? If my sister has anything, just ask. Pan Xue still had a smile on her face and handed the tea to Chai Xuan.
"Chu Die, you've been in Yecheng all these years, right?"
Chai Xuan thought about it, and only Pan Xue herself believed it. And in terms of qualifications, Pan Xue can be regarded as the longer concubine who serves the world by Cao Pi's side, and she will have heard about Zhen Mi and Cao Zhi.
Hearing Chai Xuan mention Yecheng, Pan Xue's heart trembled,
"You must know about Mrs. Zhen. I just wanted to ask, did you hear those rumors when you were in Yecheng? Chai Xuan asked cautiously, after all, these are not things that can be put on the table.
"My sister suddenly asked what is this for?"
Pan Xue's eyebrows tightened instantly. Zhen Mi's matter, Cao Pi has explicitly forbidden anyone to talk about these messages in private, why does Chai Xuan still come to ask herself.
"I wonder if those rumors are the end of the three?" Liu Mei's eyebrows sank slightly, and Chai Xuan looked at Pan Xue steadily.
"Sister Xuan, is this going to avenge Mrs. Zhen?" The corners of her lips pursed slightly, and Pan Xue actually showed a hint of a smile. According to Chai Xuan's temperament, it is very possible to do this.
"Redress? Do you mean that Zhen Mi was wronged! ”
Looking at Pan Xue's disdainful smile, Chai Xuan's face froze. Listening to her words, she seems to know more or less about this matter.
If Zhen Mi is really innocent, then how did these rumors spread. Is it really designed by Guo Zhao as mentioned in the wild history?
The phoenix's eyes were slightly dark, and Pan Xue's color was slightly tight. After a pause, she continued: "Sister Xuan, if Zhen Mi is wronged, what will you do? Ran to His Majesty and defended her loudly? ”
Facing Pan Xue's questioning, Chai Xuan lowered her head silently. Pan Xue is not unreasonable, even if she knows that Zhen Mi has been wronged, what can she do, you can't solve this matter with one mouth.
"Sister Xuan, do you really think that today's situation can be caused by one or two rumors? Mrs. Zhen is indeed born in a country and a city, beautiful and incomprehensible, and she is even more self-denying, dignified and kind. But the most important thing in this harem is the gentle and virtuous beauties, Guo Guifei is like this, and Mrs. Xu is also like this. Those who follow the Sacred Heart can rise to the top, but if they violate the Sacred Will, they will fall into the mud, and there is no possibility of turning over. ”
Pan Xue's words pierced Chai Xuan's heart, in this palace, the only thing that is not lacking is beauty, even if Zhen Mi is born like a celestial, how can she resist the endless stream of people. Coupled with her long-term separation from Cao Pi, the relationship between them may have faded long ago. Even if you have the bonds of children, if you don't love it, you don't love it. What can the truth be, I'm afraid that Cao Pi doesn't care about the truth at all.
Chai Xuan was silent, staring blankly at the steaming hot tea. I still had a trace of expectation for Cao Pi, but Zhen Mi's matter really dispelled the little feeling in my heart. Sure enough, emperors have been ruthless since ancient times.
The teacup was clasped tightly with his fingertips, and the bottom of his eyes gradually sank. It turns out that in Cao Pi's eyes, the relationship for many years can really be said to be light, without a trace of nostalgia. In that case, why bother to say that he has waited for him for so long. Could it be that all this is just for the sake of his emperor's face, to separate himself from Bai Yu.
"Sister Xuan, we can't be ourselves anymore in this palace." Looking at Chai Xuan's stunned appearance, Pan Xue said with sad eyes.
Pan Xue's words made Chai Xuan's eyes sink, and her fists clenched, "In order to cater to you, to be favored?" However, I Chai Xuan don't care about these things at all, and I don't need them. After speaking, he got up and left.
Pan Xue, who was staring at Pan Xue with an unusually resolute gaze, was shocked in her heart, and that gaze still seemed to be as sure as it was back then.
Pan Xue's words, I'm afraid that I am telling my heart vividly and exquisitely. In order to survive and be pampered, she is no longer herself. Just because Zhen Mi is still being herself, is she disgusted by Cao Pi?
Staring at Chai Xuan's back as she disappeared outside the door, Pan Xue's heart suddenly emptied, as if something was missing, but she couldn't figure out what it was.
"I've become Your Majesty's nobleman, and I don't care what you say, isn't that self-deception!" He Yue complained and walked out of the back of the hall, saying with disdain.
"Perhaps, even she doesn't know."
She watched almost every move of Chai Xuan, and it was true that Cao Pi did not stay with her once. At the beginning, she had to leave the mansion no matter what, risking her life. But in this case, why did she choose to come back, not for glory, wealth, or power, what did she want.
The clouds gather and condense, and there is no wind up and down. Chai Xuan stared blankly at the dark sky, her heart was confused.
"Do you say that the emperor really has no feelings?"
Chai Xuan said to herself to the sky, swinging lightly, but no one answered.
The chill suddenly sank, and a touch of coolness crept into the neck. When I looked at it, I learned that it was snowing. This is the first snow of the year, and people who watch it are inexplicably sad.
"Noble, it's cold outside, you better go in."
Xiao Man put a cloak on Chai Xuan's body, worried that Chai Xuan would catch a cold if he only wore the thin clothes on his body. Since Chai Xuan came back from Changshu Palace, she didn't say what happened, she stared at the sky in a daze, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"Xiaoman, who do you think His Majesty likes the most in this palace?" Chai Xuan craned her neck, still staring at the gray sky. The fine snow droplets hit the face, turning into tiny droplets, and the face was cold.
"Your honor, why do you ask this?" Xiao Man was surprised.
yes, why would I ask such a thing? In the past, I would never care about this kind of thing, but what happened to me today. Chai Xuan's eyes were slightly gloomy, and she drooped her eyes in frustration.
"Forget it, just because I didn't ask what I just said." Chai Xuan barely pulled out a smile, bitter and helpless.
Looking at Chai Xuan's bitter smile, Xiao Man's face was strange. Why is this good person so sad, and asking such an inexplicable question. Didn't you think Cao Pi hadn't come to see her for a few days? Thinking of this, Xiao Man suddenly pursed his lips and was happy.
Chai Xuan raised her eyebrows, and looked at Xiao Man in surprise. It's uncomfortable in my heart, why is this guy still laughing at himself.
"Noble, aren't you angry with Your Majesty?" Xiao said with a deep smile.
Hey? How did this guy know that he was angry with Cao Pi.
Seeing Chai Xuan's eyes stunned, Xiao Man grinned happily: "I thought that you didn't care if Your Majesty came or not, why didn't Your Majesty come for a few days, can't you hide your careful thoughts?" ”
Xiao Man's guess almost made Chai Xuan vomit blood instantly. It's true that he is angry with Cao Pi, but he is only limited to sympathizing with Zhen Mi, this is too far!
Chai Xuan twisted the green tendons at the corners of her forehead, and looked at Xiao Man, who was laughing alone, crying and laughing. With the palm of his hand raised, he directly pinched Xiao Manyuan's face and said with a slight sigh: "What are you talking nonsense, this cold joke is not funny at all." ”
Xiao Man tilted his head, reached out and brushed away Chai Xuan's fingers, freeing his little face and the aggrieved Nunu mouth. Although Chai Xuan's pinching didn't hurt, it still felt weird.
"Noble, Xiao Man didn't talk nonsense. Do you dare to say that you really don't want Your Majesty to come at all? Xiao Man's soft little face was pitiful and self-justifying.
The inexplicable questioning shocked Chai Xuan's heart and froze in place. The rockery outside the wall, the poem scroll on the table, the name of this palace, and its own title. One by one, there is no shadow of him. So far, how can I still get rid of it with him.
Perhaps, it's not that it can't be cleaned, but that the heart is already unwilling to be cleaned.
"Yes, I just don't want it at all, so don't guess!" Chai Xuan replied in a stiff voice, leaving Xiaoman and hurriedly running into the house. It's just that I didn't expect what Fang Cai said to be so contrary to his will.
"I don't see the slightest reluctance in this expression." Looking at the back of Chai Xuan leaving in a hurry, Xiao Man shook his head helplessly.
Snowflakes are flying, sprinkled outside the gate of Luoyang Palace, and the world is decorated with silver.
It is said that under Bai Yi's repeated insistence, Xu Rong and Lixiang finally agreed to the marriage of Bai Yi and Xinran, and the two of them were even more affectionate at this time.
Ye Er secretly hid by the door and looked at the two people who were enjoying the snow in the yard. Seeing that Bai Yi slowly grabbed Xinran's jade hand, Ye Er's cheeks turned red, and he hurriedly opened the curtain and went into the house.
I moved a small stool and sat next to the stove, slowly leaned my cold little hands up, and tilted my head to think about what had just happened. Her sister Xinran is going to be Bai Yi's bride, so Bai Yi can hold Xinran's hand. Then why did she never see the man in the palace holding Chai Xuan's hand? Didn't Xiao Man say that Chai Xuan was already His Majesty's woman, why weren't they like Xin Ran and Bai Yi.
Ye Er raised her warm hand and pressed it to her face, it was very hot and comfortable. Thinking about whether her sister Chai Xuan would come out of that place if she got married. Although everything was good there, her sister Chai Xuan didn't seem to like that place.
"Ye'er~"
"Hey!"
Someone shouted outside the door when he suddenly heard him, and Ye Er hurriedly replied and got up and ran out of the door. opened the curtain, but saw that it was Xinran who called her. Looking around, Bai Yi, who was still in the courtyard just now, had disappeared at this time.
"Sister Xinran, what's wrong?"
Ye Er cautiously walked down the steps, the snowdrifts in the yard were thick, and it was crunching when stepped on. She remembered that she had come to the yard just now to clear the snow, but as soon as she saw Xinran and Bai Yi, she forgot about it.
"Ye'er, let's go out and buy some things!" Xinran smiled.
"Is my sister going to buy something for her own use?" Ye Er opened her two big shining eyes and looked at Xinran with anticipation.