116 And he said he wanted a child
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I didn't say anything more, Wang Ziqian glanced at me and started the car again, until the car stopped under the apartment building, I had adjusted the emotions in my heart, turned my head to look at Wang Ziqian and said, "Let's go home!" ”
Wang Ziqian nodded, the corners of his mouth were dyed with a little smile, probably because he heard me say the word home, he took the lead in getting out of the car, walked to my side and opened the car door, and then I went out, he closed the car door and held my hand, and his fingers gently pinched me twice, I turned my head to look at him, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he looked in a good mood.
When the two of us entered the door, Wang Ziqian suddenly turned around and hugged me, pushed me against the door, and gently stroked my face twice, and my body stiffened for a moment.
I looked up at Wang Ziqian, his eyes were full of lust when he looked at me, so naked, this fire seemed to be able to burn me!
I forcibly suppressed the trace of resistance in my heart, Wang Ziqian seemed to feel something, and suddenly leaned over and kissed me, his kiss was not as gentle as before, with a little bit of strength, the kiss was very hard, pried my teeth open, greedily stirring in it.
Wang Ziqian's reaction was very strong, I couldn't struggle, I could only passively bear it, the original resistance in my heart also dissipated under his teasing, my heart slowly melted, my body gradually softened, leaned on his arms, and let him carry me back to the bedroom.
Wang Ziqian and I tossed and turned several times this night, and the last time he leaned over to look at me, something flashed in his eyes, and suddenly said, "We want a child!" ”
This is the first time he has brought up this topic after I married Wang Ziqian, I was stunned for a moment, looked at him, there was a look of anticipation in his eyes, do you want a child?
I was silent for a long time, and then said, "Shall we go with the flow?" If you have it, you will stay! ”
Wang Ziqian's mouth showed a smile, leaned over and kissed me lightly on the lips, I wanted to get up and rinse, but Wang Ziqian asked me not to move, he carried me to the bathroom.
After we were cleaned, Wang Ziqian helped me dry my body, put me back on the bed, covered the quilt, he hugged me from behind, but his hand slowly rested on my stomach.
Although I am very tired, but I have insomnia, no sleepiness, just now I don't want to disappoint Wang Ziqian, so I replied like that, because I saw the expectation in his eyes, although I am now trying to make myself believe in him wholeheartedly, but the child's matter, there are still so many things that have not been solved, if there is a child at this time, there will really be too many variables! I once lost a child, so I didn't dare to take risks, I can take risks alone, if I have children...
And now that Qiao Chenlu is still pregnant, thinking of the child in her womb, if that child is born, what will happen between me and Wang Ziqian? I don't dare to think about it, so I'm trying not to think about it these days, but as a woman, I know the responsibility of motherhood, I can't let my children face such an unknown future, I'm really not ready for it right now.
In the second half of the night, I fell asleep in a daze, but I didn't sleep well, I dreamed of the child I lost again, he was standing in front of me with blood, I woke up from the dream when the sky outside was already bright, there was no one around me, Wang Ziqian had already gotten up.
I sat up, listened to the sound in the bathroom, opened the bottom drawer of the bedside table, pulled out a tablet from it, put it in my mouth, took the glass of water on the bedside table, swallowed the pill, and then put the box back in its original place.
I was just about to get out of bed and wash up, but the bathroom door opened, Wang Ziqian walked out of it, my expression stiffened, and I said, "I thought you were preparing breakfast in the kitchen!" ”
I paid attention to Wang Ziqian's expression, and I didn't see any unusual emotions on his face, he looked at me and smiled, and said, "Hungry?" It's still early, you can sleep a little longer, and I'll call you when I'm ready! ”
"It's okay, I'm not sleepy!" I hurriedly shook my head, and my eyes swept around Wang Ziqian's face again, he shouldn't have seen it just now.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Maybe I was out of my mind for too long, Wang Ziqian had already walked in front of me, his voice was ringing in my ears, the distance between the two of us was very close, I raised my head to meet his gaze, and saw the tenderness in his eyes, but my palms couldn't help but clench.
"It's okay, maybe I just woke up, and my brain hasn't completely cleared up yet, I'll go wash up first!" As I spoke, I bypassed Wang Ziqian and prepared to go to the bathroom, but he suddenly grabbed me, and I had a moment of panic at the moment when he grabbed me, and then turned my head to look at him, but as soon as I turned my head, a softness fell on my lips, and he kissed me lightly on the lips, and then retreated and said, "Good morning kiss!" ”
I was stunned for a moment, then I came back to my senses, forced the corners of my lips and smiled, and I said, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet!" ”
Wang Ziqian smiled and said, "I brushed it!" ”
I put my hand on my lips and glared at him, he let go of me, I hurriedly entered the bathroom, after closing the bathroom door, I could still feel my heartbeat faster, and echoed in my head Wang Ziqian's reaction just now, in fact, I should have told him what I thought in my heart last night, but I couldn't say it, especially when he looked at me expectantly, I really didn't want to see his disappointed expression, after all, he was thirty years old, and my grandmother's words that day were very clear, I want to see the next generation of the Wang family, He also said that he will only admit the child I gave birth to, so even if Qiao Chenlu gives birth to that child, he will not admit it, but it is difficult for grandma to deal with it, in this case, if I have a child, the conflict of the Wang family will be reduced a lot, in fact, I can think of these, when I overcome this hurdle in my heart, I will really want a child that belongs to us.
I calmed down for a while, washed up and walked out of the bathroom, Wang Ziqian was not there, this should be in the kitchen to prepare breakfast, I just changed clothes, the bedroom door was pushed open, Wang Ziqian stood at the door and said, "Come and have breakfast!" ”
I nodded, Wang Ziqian was waiting for me at the door, I walked over and he held my hand again, such a short distance, but he didn't let go of me until he walked to the table, I found that Wang Ziqian especially likes to hold my hand like this recently, every time he is by my side, he will definitely hold me like this.
At breakfast, Wang Ziqian and I said that I was going to go back to the restaurant today, after all, I have been at home for so many days, and I have been bored at home, and I have suffered so many losses recently, and I want to go out and relax.
Wang Ziqian looked at me for a while, nodded, and instructed: "Just pay attention to safety, and when I am busy for a while, I will take you out for a walk." ”
I know that Wang Ziqian is busy, he has lost weight recently, I look very distressed, but I can't help much, I can only let myself not trouble him, I have enough troubles, those haven't been dealt with, there are still people staring at me in the dark, that kind of cautious feeling actually makes me very uncomfortable, but I don't have the ability now, who can blame me?
Thinking of this, my heart began to sink, I looked at Wang Ziqian and asked: "Am I really useless, I have been asking you to help me deal with the mess, and my personality is so bad, I always don't listen to you and cause a lot of trouble back, and then I still have to let you deal with it!" ”
I thought back for a while and Wang Ziqian and I realized that now, although it has not been for a long time, there are really too many things that have happened, except for the things I suspected of Wang Lin before, he has really been protecting me as he said.
There was a sudden pain on my forehead, I looked up and saw that Wang Ziqian's hand had just been withdrawn, and he had just flicked it on my forehead, although it was not very hard, but it still hurt a little.
I frowned and asked, "Why are you playing me?" ”
I didn't notice it myself, although it was a question, but I said it in a coquettish tone, Wang Ziqian looked at me and stared at me and said: "Let your little head sober up, from the first day we met, I knew that you would be a trouble, so I was ready to deal with those troubles for you, otherwise I wouldn't insist on marrying you, you don't think about those messy things anymore, I never thought you were useless, I have always seen your efforts!" Merely... It's just a problem with the direction! ”
Wang Ziqian said that I was a trouble, but he said that he had been prepared for a long time, otherwise he would not marry me, is the latter sentence an affirmation of me? He said that he had always seen my efforts, but: "What direction?" ”
Wang Ziqian looked at me, his gaze slowly moved down, and finally landed on my stomach, and said: "You are now Mrs. Wang, don't forget that no matter what happens, there will be Mr. Wang in front of you, you just need to take care of your body with peace of mind, and give birth to a baby that belongs to us in the future, you don't need to worry about the rest, since I promised you, I will definitely do it!" ”
Wang Ziqian looked at my stomach with a little expectation in his eyes, as if he remembered something, the corners of his lips hooked up a shallow smile, but my body was a little stiff, this is the second time he mentioned it, I know this is human nature, we have been married for more than half a year, there has been no movement, he will inevitably be urged by the Wang family, even if he doesn't care, but there are so many worries recently, it will distract him.
My hand was subconsciously placed on my stomach, there used to be a little life here, but I didn't protect him well, and I didn't have confidence in my current self, I don't know if I could protect him when the second child came.
( Love Misfortune )