Back then, Ye Qingluan drowned her to death, and tossed her soul almost away, and after escaping, she had a psychological Y shadow, and she was afraid of water for a long time......

She worked hard and with the help of Ye Feng to get rid of the Y shadow......

After that catastrophe, she thought that she had cultivated into the incorruptible body of King Kong, and the degree of resistance to abuse had increased several times, and nothing could abuse her in the future, and it could cause her psychological Y shadow again......

But she didn't expect Shen Jiuli to throw her into the copper tripod and cook her alive, and that part became her nightmare again.

The despair, the helplessness, the loneliness, the anger, the fear, the pain...... In her dreams, she is often swept away again, so that she can't get rid of it even if she wants to......

Every time she woke up, she didn't dare to think about it anymore, and her heart tightened into a ball when she thought about it!

If she could, she would love to erase this memory from her mind completely, and she would never remember it again......

In modern times, she would probably go to a psychiatrist for relief.

But not in this era, she can only suffer by herself, every time she wakes up in a nightmare, she will tell herself over and over again that everything is over, everything is over, don't be afraid anymore......

She found out that she was really scared! She was really scared!

Every time I wake up from a nightmare, I tremble with fear......

She *perked herself up, *let go of herself completely......

So these days, she never thought about anything about Shen Jiuli, and every time her mind flashed his shadow, she was busy shooting it back...... (Actually, this is a protective measure that is automatically activated by the body after a person is seriously injured...... This involves psychology, I won't talk about the specifics, just understand)

In this way, she didn't even consider the purpose of Shen Jiuli cooking her.

Her first reaction when she saw him was the part where he threw her at the copper tripod.

She couldn't help but be snarky, couldn't help but be angry, and all her actions were inevitably excessive......

And this time, she woke up in a nightmare again.

As usual, she sat on her knees for a moment, waiting for the negative emotions to subside.

At first, she refused to think about it, but now she finally stubbornly resisted the discomfort and thought again.

As a result, the words that Shen Jiuli said when he was cooking her also clearly echoed in his ears for the first time......

She clenched her fists, her fingertips digging into R, and she didn't realize it.

"Shen Jiuli ......" She gently spit out these three words in the dark night, the name is like a spike engraved in her heart that cannot be touched, and her heart trembles with pain when she touches it: "Are you really good for me?" Cooking me alive is really just an exorcism? Instead of revenge for the revenge of the previous life, not for the revenge of Wumo? If that's the case, you'...... Why didn't you tell me beforehand? Why did you put me in an icy purgatory for days? Why did you disappear with Yunxi for a few days after you forced me......"

In the dark night, everything was silent, only her low voice trembled in the night.

These days, all she thinks about is 'I have to give up, I have to forget, I have to come out-

And today, her heart, which was already completely desperate, finally fluctuated a little, and finally began to be at a loss-

Even- she had the urge to rush to the Sun Moon Sect to find Shen Jiuli* to ask the truth......

She clutched her knees in the darkness of the night, deep in thought.

He didn't notice that Xue Yilan had been lying there for a long, long time on the ridge opposite the window, so long that the dew wet his robe and his eyelashes. Starlight casts S in his eyes, but it doesn't show a little brilliance......

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