Before Qin Jiayan left, he took away all the relics that Su Qing had left in the Lin family.

Back at Gu Yusheng's villa, Qin Jiayan ignored his mother's greeting, nor did he respond to Little Peanut's move of rushing to beg for a hug, he went upstairs directly, locked himself in the bedroom, and began to sort out Su Qing's relics.

A handful of clothes, some cosmetics and jewelry that aren't big brands, and an old diary.

That diary, Qin Jiayan knew, was selected by him and her many years ago, when they were together, at the stationery store opposite the school.

Qin Jiayan turned on the light, leaned on the head of the bed, opened the diary, and what fell into his eyes was a photo.

It was a high school graduation photo of him and her, she was standing in front of him, and the rest of her classmates had been cut out by her with scissors, leaving only her and him.

He thought, this is probably the only photo of him and her that she treasures, right?

Su Qing didn't have the habit of keeping a diary, so for more than ten years, he only wrote a diary of one-third of the pages.

Every diary is written around him, from the beginning of her love for him, to the description of her after being with him, and the sadness when he broke up with her, and the thoughts she missed after leaving him.

The last diary entry was written ten years ago.

There were all empty pages in the back, Qin Jiayan flipped through them one by one, and turned to the last few pages of the diary, and when he thought there would be no content, he saw two dense words.

When I looked at it, it was a letter.

I didn't plan to send a letter.

"Jiayan, after waiting for so many years, I finally waited for a reunion with you. Everyone says that all reunions after a long absence are unfinished, but I know that my fate with you has long been over. I am really happy and relieved to see that you are doing better than I imagined, but when I see you standing face to face with you, but the middle is as far away as a whole world, I feel sad in the bottom of my heart. ”

"Jiayan, you know what? In the years since I left you, I have lived like a walking corpse every day, the Lin family still has some ability, I can't resist, I can only obey, in such a house full of suffering, you are my only hope to survive, because I fantasize that one day, I can meet you. After all, God treats me well, and fulfills my only wish, I am really satisfied, you don't know, when I write these now, the corners of my lips are raised. ”

"Jiayan, that night was the happiest moment of my life, can you believe it? I don't regret it, even if I part ways with you the next day, I don't regret it in the slightest. Later, you called me in the middle of the night, wearing pajamas, and told me, let me go with you, that is the most beautiful and moving words I have heard, Jiayan, in fact, I really want to go with you in my heart, but I can't, because the Lin family has our handle. Now you are so beautiful and clean, I love you so much, how can I be willing to let you be stained? ”

"Jiayan, I heard that you are getting married, I am sad, but I give you more blessings. You deserve better girls. Where does the imperfect me deserve to stay in your world and destroy the most perfect you? ”

"If you can, Jiayan, I really want to witness your happiness, but I can't hold it anymore, Jiayan, I've been holding on for more than ten years, I'm really tired."