Chapter 41: Grief
That night, her father lay on top of her and shattered the last bit of hope in her heart. He threatened her not to speak out, not to tell anyone.
And since then, she has become a tool for her father to vent.
But the gambling mother finally discovered the abnormality.
That day, my mother went out to play mahjong, and this time, because she lost all her money in advance.
The mother came home early, and in the dim light, she saw her husband lying naked on her daughter's bed.
And his eight-year-old daughter hid in the corner of the bed and couldn't stop sobbing. The disgusting smell in the room evoked the last bit of her conscience as a mother, and the last bit of maternal love.
She picked up the small bench that Momiji usually uses for homework and smashed it on the man's lower body.
"You pig and dog are not as good as you, I don't want to care about you when you are a drunkard. I didn't expect you to lose even the last bit of conscience. ”
The man was woken up by the pain and wanted to resist at the first time, but the pain below made him cry.
"You shrewd stinky, dare to beat Lao Tzu!"
"Hit you? It's you who hit! "The mother's face was fierce, as if she wanted to beat the man to death.
But a woman is a woman after all, her physical strength can't keep up, and her movements are slowly slowing down.
"That's her on Lao Tzu! What do you think! Anyway, I don't know if she's my daughter, you and Dongzi, I don't know? The man threw Momiji under the bed like a chicken.
Yes, Momiji's mother had an affair with that Toko.
"You fart! She's not your daughter, who is your daughter? The mother roared, unwilling to be slandered like this, because Momiji was indeed her husband's child.
After that night, after thinking about it, my mother took Momiji to the hospital for a check-up.
The lower body is severely torn and has a tendency to suppurate. In a fit of rage, the mother sued the father to the police station.
Eight-year-old Momiji cried, but her mother snuggled up in her lover's arms and pointed at Momiji, her eyes full of disdain.
"Tomorrow the court is going on, and you have to testify against your dead daddy."
Momiji shook her head desperately, she was willing to testify, and she didn't even want to hear the things that made her sick.
"So you ended up going?" After listening to the story of Momiji, Ah Hu couldn't help but feel sorry for this poor woman.
Momiji smiled bitterly, pressed his eyeballs that were about to fall, and whispered, "I didn't want to go." ”
She snorted softly, "But my mother said that if you don't go, you will break my legs." ”
On that day, Momiji's mother really hit her, but she didn't really break her leg. Because she is also like Momiji's father, she threatens her: "If you dare not go, you don't have to read books, and you don't have to think about transferring schools." Withdraw directly. ”
Momiji, who has just entered the first grade, only thinks that school is heaven, and that is the only place where she can escape from her family.
So she testified in court, and her father was sentenced to eight years in prison. She understood that her mother would force her to testify in court in order to stay with her lover for a long time.
Thinking that it would be smooth sailing after that, she made a wish to the shooting star, hoping that she could get ahead and live a happy life.
But after her father was imprisoned, her mother and Dongzi were in a mess all day long, just paying her tuition and nothing else.
Even in the end, the tuition fee was not paid.
That year, when Momiji was sixteen years old, her mother forced her to drop out of school and asked her to marry her mother's son who was a card friend.
Momiji refused, and ran away from home with the help of her classmates, but she never expected that she just walked from the devil's cave into hell.
At the age of sixteen, she was sold to a coastal city by her classmates and her family, and she went from a good student with excellent character and learning to a prodigal woman in a bar.
"Then how did you become a star? Did you meet a talent scout? Ah Hu was very curious and just wanted to listen to the story.
Momiji shook his head and said, "I didn't meet a talent scout, but I met a man who thought he was true love." ”
Eighteen-year-old Momiji is pregnant and pregnant with the baby of a bar waiter. The little man, after Momiji became pregnant, disappeared.
The little man was only eighteen years old, how could he afford to be frightened? A sudden child, a barmaid.
Momiji is finally drunk, and the child is finally stillborn.
She seems to have finally woken up, redeemed herself with all her savings, and then became a salesperson at a cosmetics counter with her beautiful face.
Momiji is pregnant again, and this time, she held a wedding ceremony with the father of the child in her belly, but the man never said anything about getting a marriage certificate and meeting his parents.
The man was very good to her, and thought that the hardships would come willingly, and life would finally see hope. But Momiji met the man's wife when she was six months pregnant.
The woman said, "I'll give you money, you can give you as much as you want, but this child can't be born." ”
Momiji shook his head desperately, refusing to compromise. But where can she say no to a pregnant woman who is pregnant?
After rejecting the man's wife, she was subjected to a one-sided bullying and beating.
The baby was gone, and when she woke up from the emergency room, her child was lying quietly in the trash can nearby.
"Child, my child!" Momiji covered his face and cried bitterly, but what could he change?
Nothing will change.
The doctor stood beside him, his voice cold: "I'm sorry, I think, ma'am, you probably won't have children in your life, unless, a miracle happens." ”
A woman who can't have children can't have children, and there is nothing more unacceptable than that.
Momiji choked up, but couldn't cry, only tears kept flowing down.
"Ma'am, I'll trouble you to settle the operation fee later." The doctor's voice was cold, he had seen too many such things, and he had already become numb early.
"Okay, I got it." Momiji nodded heavily, "Doctor, is my husband here?" ”
She knew what kind of answer she would get, but she wanted to know. The doctor gave her a disdainful look and only said, "He didn't come, we called many times." I'll ask you to sign the surgery notice later. ”
"It won't take a while, take it, I'll sign it now." After Momiji finished speaking, he closed his eyes.
She has since left the city and re-entered the bar.
The lights are bright, the truth is false, the red leaves are day and night, and they work hard to save money. Gradually, she had her own savings and bought her first car in life.
But that's not the end of the story.
"And then you met a scout? I'm so curious, you're too contrasting. Ah Hu really can't think of what kind of life Momiji experienced later.
Momiji smiled, and this time she finally fixed her eyeballs in her sockets.
"Where is it so easy to meet a talent scout?" Momiji shook her head self-deprecatingly.
Mu An saw that she was depressed, and said, "If you don't want to say it, you don't need to say it." Let's just reincarnate. ”
But Momiji shook her head again, and she glanced at Mu An calmly, with gratitude.
"It's okay, I want to say."