In the morning, I watched the exam room, and when I got home, I started to revise.

I studied until eight o'clock in the evening, then took a shower and went to bed.

During this time, I didn't sleep very well, even if I was so sleepy that I couldn't open my eyes, but I couldn't sleep when I closed my eyes, and my mind was very messy, full of formulas, ancient poems, English words, phrases and short sentences.

Even though she went to bed two hours early, she kept tossing and turning, and it was too difficult to fall asleep.

In desperation, I could only find out the sleep tablets I bought from the hospital and eat two.

She had insomnia at night and poor sleep quality, so she wanted to prescribe a few sleeping pills to recuperate, but the doctor didn't prescribe it, so she only prescribed some sleep tablets.

After eating, I fell asleep in about 20 minutes.

Even if I slept through, I didn't sleep well, dreamy and palpitated.

The whole person is very light, as if floating on the surface of the sea, floating and heavi, with a splitting headache and difficulty breathing.

I really want to open my eyes, but I always seem to lack the strength to open them, and even my eyelids become heavy.

In the end, what completely woke her up was the non-stop "ding dong" sound of her mobile phone.

She struggled to open her eyes, her vision blurred for a moment, and she couldn't concentrate for a long time.

The whole person was wet, cold sweat was dripping, and even the pillow was wet.

Obviously, her whole body was hot, but she felt cold, and she grabbed the quilt and wrapped it tighter, it was useless, and it was still very cold.

No matter how stupid she is, she knows what's wrong with her.

I glanced at the alarm clock next to me, and it was ten past eleven.

The body under the quilt curled up in a ball, trembling.

Still a little unclear, she rubbed her eyes vigorously, and then reached out for the phone next to her.

There are a lot of WeChat messages, Tang poems, Tang words, and some instructions from teachers in the class group.

I didn't have the energy to read the news, so I turned on Didi Taxi and wanted to call a taxi to the hospital.

But she didn't call a taxi for two minutes, she canceled the order and called again, and still couldn't call a car.

At this time, I was really anxious, except for panic, my mind was blank, my head hurt and hurt, and I even felt like I was going to die for a moment.

It was almost a subconscious action, that is, to call Wen Zhiyu, but no one answered.

Tears welled up almost instantly, and after hanging up automatically, she didn't give up calling him, but still no one answered.

She wiped a handful of tears, and then struggled to climb out of bed, the moment she stood up, she was top-heavy, and she fell down as soon as she knelt on the ground.

The phone rings suddenly.

It's like being in the dark, and suddenly a light comes in, a ray of hope.

Her first reaction was, Wen Zhiyu.

His hands slid hurriedly to answer, and his mouth moved, trying to make a sound, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.

"Tang Shi asked you how to go to the exam room tomorrow, if you want to pick you up, and you didn't reply to the message."

It's not Wen Zhiyu, it's Tang Ci.

There must be disappointment, but in the midst of despair, no matter who the light comes from, you should hold on to it.

She grew her mouth, gasping rapidly, trying to speak, but as if under a spell, her voice was completely hoarse, unable to speak, and could only let out some rapid gasps.

Because she was in too much of a hurry, she coughed violently, and as she coughed and whezed, the breath in her chest was lost little by little, and she almost carried it in one breath.

"Slowly, what's wrong with you?"

She was silent for a long time, Tang Ci finally felt that something was wrong, coupled with her sudden cough, Tang Ci's deliberately disguised alienated tone just now immediately collapsed, and asked anxiously.

The feeling of being speechless and in a hurry simply made Yu slowly anxious, like an ant on a hot pot, so anxious that he was at a loss.

In desperation, she hung up the phone directly, then clicked into WeChat and sent a message to Tang Ci: I have a fever and can't speak.

Within ten seconds of the message being sent, Tang Ci's phone call came again.

"Don't worry, I'll be right away." Tang Ci's voice was very unsteady, and the footsteps were very chaotic, he should be going downstairs.

"Little word, where are you going in the middle of the night? It's going to be a college entrance examination tomorrow, you ————"

"Give me the car keys." Tang Ci interrupted anxiously, gasping a little as he spoke.

"What do you want to do? Go back to your room! Father Tang shouted.

"Grass!" Tang Ci scolded irritably: "Don't chirp crookedly, okay?" Give me the car keys! ”

Tang Ci's voice was chaotic, and the quarrel was even mixed with the sound of body collisions, which should have been an argument.

Yu slowly hung up the phone and sent Tang Ci WeChat: Don't worry about me, I can go to the hospital by myself.

After sitting on the ground for a while, her legs were a little numb, she smashed her legs, and then stood up with difficulty on the bed, and walked out with staggering steps, without even changing her pajamas, and left casually with her wallet and elevator card.

It was a dreary and rainy day in June.

The rain outside was very heavy, and the sound of the rain was particularly harsh, pouring into the eardrums, and the ears were swollen and painful.

She leaned weakly, looking at the rain curtain in the dark night, despair silently swallowed all reason, all struggles became powerless, and even tears lost their desire to survive, and not a drop could be brewed.

Another call came in from the mobile phone.

Her reaction was several beats slower, and she answered slowly.

It's still Tang words.

"Slowly, I'm coming, you wait for me, I'll be there soon, it's raining outside, don't come out." When Tang Ci spoke, he was still panting slightly, and his tone was full of worry and nervousness, which made Yu's slowly cold heart feel a little warm.

She grunted hoarsely from her throat, "Hmm." ”

Perhaps knowing that someone was rushing towards her desperately, the tense nerve relaxed a little, and she sat down against the wall.

The wind blew, and the rain drifted in, hitting the body a little cold, so I slowly shivered and hugged his arms.

She was very sleepy, and her eyes began to fight again, but she didn't dare to sleep, for fear that she wouldn't wake up after falling asleep, so she could only hold on.

Until he insisted on running out of all his strength, the young man's figure shuttled through the rain and rushed towards her.

Tang Ci's whole body was soaked, and the home T-shirt was attached to his body, and he could even see his muscles clearly.

The broken hair was still dripping, he then smoothed his hair back, wiped the water on his face, his handsome face was slightly white, he bent down and squatted in front of her, his wet hand touched Yu Slowly's face, and called softly: "Slowly, don't sleep, I'll take you to the hospital." ”

Yu slowly responded in a daze.

Tang Ci's clothes were soaked, and he was afraid that Yu Yan's clothes would also get wet, so he took off his shirt and held it in his hand, picked her up, and opened the umbrella.

Trotted to the side of the road, put her in the back seat and lay down, and raced all the way to the hospital.

The fever was 40 degrees, and the doctor said that it was fortunate that it was delivered in time, otherwise it would be life-threatening.

Tang Ci was scared for a while, and even thought, what if he came so late?

Yu slowly took a fever-reducing injection, hung up a drip, and fell asleep groggily, feeling much better.

When she woke up, she was the only one in the room, with a dim lamp on her bedside.

The consciousness was in a trance and nightmare, and even felt that it was just a terrible nightmare.

But everything around her really told her that it wasn't a dream.

This feeling of waking up and being alone is so bad that it gives birth to a sense of frustration and loss that has been abandoned by the whole world.

Yu slowly lost his mind, and his phone rang suddenly, and the phone rang.

She didn't expect his call anymore, but when she saw the caller ID, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.

After answering, she tried for a while before she spoke: "Doctor Wen." ”

The nasal voice is a bit heavy, and after being deliberately lowered, it looks like a lot of anxiety when you wake up.

"It's the college entrance examination tomorrow, why don't you sleep yet?" Wen Zhiyu Runhe's voice was slightly tired, and explained: "I just got out of the operation, and I didn't receive your call. ”

The moment I heard his voice, I had mixed feelings.

His nose was sour, and he was about to speak, but he heard Yan Qingzhou's voice on the other end of the phone, "What did you do with Fang Yue yesterday?" Lonely men and widows, tsk. The tone is playful and meaningful.

The ambiguity is easy to understand.

Slowly, something suddenly broke in his mind, all the bad emotions collapsed, and the grievances turned into vinegar and anger, and finally turned into sadness and ridiculousness.

"You're busy."

After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone directly.

This is the first time she has hung up on him since Wen Zhiyu told her that she was not allowed to hang up on him.

She grabbed her phone and stared blankly at the ceiling, distracted.

The door to the ward was gently opened, and footsteps were heard.

"I'm awake." Tang Ci held a cup of hot water in his hand and carried a packaged wonton stew, "You can't take medicine on an empty stomach, you eat the wonton stew first." ”

Tang Ci raised the hospital bed a little.

Yu slowly stared at him with dull eyes for a while, and suddenly burst into tears, crying so much that his liver and intestines were broken, coughing constantly, and he almost couldn't breathe.

Tang Ci was startled by her sudden crying, and thought she was uncomfortable, so he hurriedly went to call a doctor.

As a result, she grabbed her wrist and refused to let her go.

"Don't scare me, what's wrong?" Tang Ci was anxious.

Yu slowly cried out of breath, only choked up, and kept shaking his head.

Until she was tired of crying, she sobbed and said, "Brother Tang Ci, thank you." ”

Loneliness and helplessness have always existed, invisibly, slowly accumulating day by day, until they are full of memory, expanding to the point of exploding at any time, and the slightest little thing is enough to collapse.

And helplessness to the extreme, it is tiredness and powerlessness, and even resentment.

I know that it's useless to complain about him, it's not his fault, but I still complain, why is he not by his side.

The sick person is the most vulnerable, and often the most unbearable, she is here to call the earth and the earth not to work, but he and his ex are still messy.

At least for this moment, she felt pitiful, but at the same time she felt lucky.

In this world, there are still people who care about her.

For the first time, I felt sad about this long-awaited love.

*

At three o'clock in the morning, after hanging up the drip, Tang Ci sent her home, and said that he would pick her up in the morning and go to the test center together.

Tang Ci was busy all night for her, she felt so guilty that she couldn't do it, let him rest well, don't use it to pick up, he had to listen, she couldn't do anything about him, so she had to agree.

slept for four hours, and at seven o'clock, I went to the test center with Tang Ci.

The reason for a serious illness caused her to be in a bad state, the first subject of mathematics, she has never been very sure of mathematics, but it is much smoother than before, but the afternoon test of Chinese, originally her most confident language, but there is no choice of questions that she is sure of, and the composition also feels that the writing is wrong.

When she got out of the examination room, she took her mobile phone from the head teacher, and her classmates were answering the multiple-choice questions, and she listened to it, but none of them matched herself.

My heart instantly cooled in half.

Going out in despair, the emotions of the students are varied, such as joy, excitement, relaxation, regret, and frustration.

The sky was clear and clear, but she felt that it was cloudy.

I turned on my phone and a text message popped up.

She didn't pay much attention to it, but she casually glanced at the notes, and her breathing stopped for half a moment.

He said, "Come on."

It was the first time he had texted her.

Emotions collapsed, and tears welled up in his eyes.

I can't tell you what it feels like at this moment, but it's uncomfortable and happy.

The phone suddenly rang, and she was startled, and her teary eyes were so blurry that she couldn't even see the caller ID clearly.

"Hey." Choked.

"Why are you crying?" His voice has always been so good, like gravity, pulling people's hearts, and there is a slight worry in his soft and clear voice: "Are you done with the exam?" ”

"Hmm." Yu slowly cried even harder, she didn't dare to tell him that she didn't do well in the exam.

"Come out."

"What?"

The voice in the mobile phone was a little messy, his voice couldn't be heard clearly, and the next second, his voice was raised a little, and the words were clear, repeating: "I'm outside, come out." ”