Jin Rusheng and I went out to dinner. It was a friend of Jin Rusheng who had a treat. It was a very hospitable person.

But I didn't have much thought about the whole meal. I always want to go back to the hospital as soon as possible, to Xu Xiaorou's ward. So, after the waiter served a few dishes, I offered to eat. Needless to say, the hosts tried every means to dissuade me, but I didn't back down. I insisted on eating and going back to the hospital. Jin Rusheng explained the situation to the host, and the host "let him go".

But that's it, it's half past two when I get back to the hospital. Xu Xiaorou was pacing slowly in the ward.

"Oops, uncle came back just in time. Help me to walk in the aisle, I have been in the ward for a long time, and I feel so uncomfortable. Xu Xiaorou said.

"Where's Sister Kim?"

"Sister Jin has something to do."

I helped Xu Xiaorou walk around the aisle. Many family members of patients who know me well have greeted me. In some wards, the door is open, and we can see the situation in the room, we can see the patient lying on the bed on oxygen, and we can see the patient's family members sitting there with their frowns on their faces. In some rooms, the doors were closed, and we could only see the photo of the nurse in charge posted on the door.

"When I came to the hospital, I realized what kind of patients there were." Xu Xiaorou sighed.

"Didn't your mother feel it when she was hospitalized?" I say.

"At that time, the whole person was filled with sadness and despair, and I didn't have time to look at these things, and I only think about them now."

"It's a fortune to go through so much at such a young age."

"Uncle has seen a lot."

"Yes, we deal with patients every day, and we always feel that patients are struggling with all kinds of diseases, and death always appears around us inadvertently." I say.

"So it's going to be calmer." Xu Xiaorou said.

"Sometimes it's not calm. There will be an inexplicable fear. ”

"Do you feel that life is too fragile?" Xu Xiaorou turned her head to look at me.

"yes."

"I guess I'll meet patients who are very tenacious."

"Yes, too. For some patients, we expect him to live up to three months, but he will be fine after three years. ”

"But your doctor's words are really effective, similar to the sentence pronounced by Hades."

"That's, most of the time it's relatively accurate. Because the trend of the disease can be roughly determined. ”

Walking to the end of the east side of the aisle, Xu Xiaorou proposed to go to the bathroom. I helped her to the door of the bathroom and exited, and Xu Xiaorou walked into the women's bathroom with her hand on the door frame.

I was greeted by a doctor who walked past me.

When Xu Xiaorou walked out, she had a smile on her face. "Uncle, the wound still hurts a little when you squat down."

"It's caused by your muscles stretching out when you squat." I explained.

"You know what, uncle? There was a guy in the bath inside. I saw that her wounds were very clearly scarred, so ugly. Will my wounds be so noticeable in the future? "We went back down the aisle.

"No, it won't. Uncle keeps your incisions to a minimum. When you apply some scarring, you will barely be able to see anything. I was relieved.

"That's great. This one...... Am I going to come here for a night bath? It's so inconvenient. Xu Xiaorou had new concerns.

"You can't be in the ward, can you? Or stay up all night today, and tomorrow we can go back to sleep and you can scrub at home. By the way, can you scrub it yourself? ”

"No, no, no, how can you stay up all night? I really can't stay up any longer. I felt like my body was stinking. ”

I snorted deliberately, "I don't seem to smell anything." ”

"That's an exaggeration."

"If you must scrub, I can get a nurse aunt to help." I say.

"But I don't want to." Xu Xiaorou refused directly.

"Why not?"

"I ......"

"Are you embarrassed? But according to common sense, you are not in this situation suitable for scrubbing yourself, after all, you can't use too much force. Besides, there is no suitable place either. You don't want to go to the bathroom. I patiently explained.

"If I can find a suitable place, I can sit and scrub like I sit on the edge of the bed," Xu Xiaorou said, "and there will be no problem." Trouble Uncle to think about whether there is such a place. I really don't feel well. ”

"How can there be such a place in a hospital? Oh, I thought, go to our doctor's lounge. ”

"Will there be anyone in the lounge?"

"Generally, no. Yes, go to the lounge. Then I'll prepare the hot water for you, you're inside, I'll be outside the door, and that's it. "I'm a little excited that I can solve Xu Xiaorou's scrubbing problem.

"That's great."

Back in the ward, Xu Xiaorou lay down and rested, and I went to Hao Junqi's house for dinner.

During the meal, Hao Junqi told me about some things in the unit, and also talked about the plan to visit Qi Zhengzhe in Qijiatun County in early July.

Hao Junqi visits Qi Zhengzhe almost once a month.

I ask for accompaniment.

In fact, the night Hao Junqi told me about her past, I had the desire to visit Qi Zhengzhe. Of course, there is also the kind couple and Qi Zhengzhe's younger brother Qi Zhengli.

Hao Junqi wants to thank this family for the rest of her life, and I want to miss it too.

Especially Qi Zhengzhe, who has become a vegetative person, after five full years, he can still maintain life, for a doctor, this alone is interesting enough, but what I miss more is that he has cared for Hao Junqi meticulously and silently waited for him for thirteen years.

Hao Junqi felt that it was inappropriate for me to accompany her to Qijiatun County at first, and she had concerns, but after I explained, she readily agreed.

After eating a good meal, I took the food back to the hospital in a thermos. Hao Junqi deliberately cooked the rice softly, so that Xu Xiaorou could eat directly without eating rice soup.

Xu Xiaorou's appetite is obviously much better.

I fed Xu Xiaorou a good meal and rested for a while, and Xu Xiaorou was in a hurry to take a bath.

I first helped Xu Xiaorou into the doctor's lounge and asked her to sit down on the edge of the bed where I was napping. At the head of this bed is a 60-centimeter-high table. Xu Xiaorou sat on the edge of the table, whether she stood up or sat down, she could support the table with her hands, and transfer the bearing force of her body to her arms.

Then I went to the boiling water room to get hot water, put the hot water into a plastic bucket with half a bucket of cold water, and then I moved the wooden chair to Xu Xiaorou, and then placed the bucket on the wooden chair. In this way, Xu Xiaorou can wash the towel in the bucket while sitting.

"It's a really good idea." Xu Xiaorou was very pleased.

"Your change of clothes is already at the head of the bed. I'm going to get out. ”

"Okay."

"Remember, be gentle when undressing and dressing, be careful, and never hurt the incision. Also, the area around the incision cannot be scrubbed. I confessed.

"I know."

I walked out of the lounge and closed the door gently. There was a glass between the corridor outside the lounge and the corridor of the ward, and through the glass I could see two people smoking in the row of chairs in the corridor. I remember that there was a column on the billboard above the row of chairs that smoking was harmful to health. A middle-aged woman carrying a kettle walked towards me from the direction of the boiling water room.

I turned around and walked to the west side of the hospital building to the window, from which I could see the view of the hospital garden. The street lamps in the garden are already on, and you can see the round cement chairs in the mushroom pavilion filled with patients and their families enjoying the shade. There are several clusters of flowers in full bloom, there are white flowers, there are purple flowers, and there are yellow flowers. These flowers bloom so brightly that you can smell them from such a distance.

Looking further away, you can see several tricycles parked in front of the hospital chatting leisurely. A man walks up to them and asks them for a car, and they don't fight, just waiting for the guest to sit in someone's car.

The guest got in the car and left. The remaining few masters continued to chat.

I went back to the door of the lounge.

"Ahh

Startled, I pushed the door open.

"Uncle, mouse!" Xu Xiaorou shouted.

I froze.

I saw Xu Xiaorou standing on the edge of the bed, naked, holding a towel in one hand and pointing to the bottom of the other bed. Xu Xiaorou's body is very white, I can see that her bones are very thin, her breasts are full, round, like two steamed buns, slightly black * upturned.

"Ah, what are you doing? Get out, get out! Xu Xiaorou suddenly realized that she was naked, quickly covered her chest with a towel, closed her eyes, and waved her other hand at me.

I came to my senses, hurried out of the room, and quickly closed the door.

My heart was beating violently. The impression of Xu Xiaorou*'s upper body in my mind is always waving.

I slapped myself in the face to force myself to come to my senses.

Now I know I can't explain it clearly. I looked at Xu Xiaorou's naked-naked body in a daze, exposing everything.

What would Xu Xiaorou think? Would she believe that I had never had such a lust for her? If not, why do you stare at it for so long?

The beautiful image I left for Xu Xiaorou was demolished in an instant.

How so?

I'm a surgeon, what kind of woman has not seen naked? When has it ever been so settled?

Is it just a difference in the occasion?

I can't explain it.

I listened.

There was no movement in the lounge. I don't know if Xu Xiaorou is sitting on the edge of the bed crying or standing in a daze. She wouldn't be behaving in any unusual way, would she? Thinking of this, my heart hangs in my throat.

Xu Xiaorou must have been very mindful of me.

"Uncle, I've already washed it. Come in. After a while, Xu Xiaorou's call came from the house.

I am silent.

"Isn't Uncle outside? Uncle, uncle! Xu Xiaorou called again.

"I'm here." I answered.

"You're fast forward."

"Can I come in?" I asked tentatively.

"Yes. I've washed it. ”

I pushed open the door and walked over to the wooden chair with my head down. "I'll take the water and pour it out."

"Thank you. I haven't wrung out my towel yet. ”

I fished the towel out of the bucket, wrung out the water from the towel, put it on the table, and lifted the plastic bucket and walked out.

After emptying the bucket of water, I went back to the lounge. I didn't dare to look at Xu Xiaorou's eyes.

"What's wrong with my uncle, it looks like he's made a mistake." Xu Xiaorou acted as if nothing had happened.

"I ...... Just now, I ......"

"It's time for us to go to the ward."

"Don't get me wrong. I really ......."

"I know you didn't mean to. It's okay. I think my uncle is more shy than the boys in my class. Is my uncle still a surgeon? ”

"Do you really not mind?" I looked up at Xu Xiaorou.

"Do I mind if it works? I've seen it anyway. Xu Xiaorou lowered her head, "Anyway, it's an uncle, not someone else." Oh no, I mean what kind of body my uncle hasn't seen. ”

"It's really good that Xiao Rou can think like this. I'm afraid you'll think I'm sanctimonious. I said.

"It's been so long, what kind of person is uncle, doesn't Xiaorou know yet?"

"Are the rats big? You screamed, I thought you fell. ”

"It's not big. It slipped out of nowhere and stared at me, and it was really scary. ”

"The rats may have been scared by you. I didn't know there was a rat in the break room yet. "I thought to myself, maybe the mouse was also attracted by Xu Xiaorou's beauty.