Chapter 137: I Don't Like You Anymore
Although Yu slowly tried his best to keep his composure and make his voice sound no different from his usual tone, even so, when he said the word "break up", his voice still couldn't help choking.
These two words were like knives, cutting her heart all over her body and dripping with blood.
Every day she had been dating Wen Zhiyu before, she was worried about it, afraid that Wen Zhiyu would say these two words to her.
But I never dreamed that these two words would come out of her mouth.
She covered her mouth desperately, for fear that she would cry.
On the other end of the phone, there was silence for a while, so quiet that only the sound of his breathing was heard.
"What's wrong with you?" After a while, as soon as he opened his mouth, he asked this sentence, piercing all her disguises and breaking them up, without taking her breakup to heart at all, and asked sharply: "What's wrong?" ”
Yu's tears slowly fell uncontrollably, and even though she had gritted her teeth and held back, a sad sobbing sound still flowed from the corners of her mouth.
Wen Zhiyu on the other end found a quiet place, and heard her restrained and suppressed crying clearly, her heart was raised, and her deep voice was dyed with anxiety: "What happened?" ”
Wen Zhiyu's constant questioning made Yu Slowly's originally chaotic heart even more angry, and he couldn't calm down.
She pressed her eyes hard to stop the tears, but to no avail.
Now that he found out, she didn't deliberately hide it, inhaled the blocked nose, exhaled heavily, and when she spoke, her voice was extremely hoarse, but also extraordinarily calm: "I'm fine, I just don't want to be with you." ”
"What the hell are you messing with?"
"I'm not making trouble, I'm serious."
Even though the nasal voice is very nasal and sounds funny and awkward, the tone is surprisingly serious, without the slightest hint of joking.
Wen Zhiyu suddenly fell silent again.
This time it was so quiet that even the sound of his breathing could hardly be heard, but even through the power grid, Yu could still feel the pressing low pressure.
The atmosphere froze for a moment, and he finally spoke, only in two words: "Reason." ”
Yu slowly organized a lot of reasons in his mind, but those reasons didn't sound the slightest deterrent, just like a child playing at home and playing with a small temperament.
She must completely cut off this relationship with Wen Zhiyu, leave no room for it, and don't let herself have illusions.
She swallowed her saliva, opened her mouth, and tried to make a sound several times, but the few words were like thousands of pounds of stones blocked in her throat, and she couldn't say anything.
It's too hard.
She can't even pass this level herself, how can she deceive Wen Zhiyu.
While she was struggling, a long figure broke into the afterglow, and her eyes followed the past and saw Tang Ci appearing in front of her.
Tang Ci's face was slightly pale, the peach blossom eyes that had been demonic in the past were empty and sluggish at this time, he looked at her quietly, and his godless gaze suddenly gave birth to a helpless prayer, like an abandoned child, his eyes were so pitiful and longing, which made people unbearable.
Yu slowly felt a dull pain in his heart, and he felt the same pain.
Once again, she gritted her teeth, used all her strength, and said those words: "I don't like you anymore." ”
Wen Zhiyu still didn't respond immediately.
At this time, Tang Ci suddenly walked in front of her in a few steps, snatched her mobile phone, and said clearly to the earpiece: "She is with me." ”
After speaking, he immediately returned the phone to Yu slowly.
Yu was slowly taken aback by Tang Ci's sudden action, and obviously wanted to stop it immediately, as if he was making a final struggle, but after all, he was a step too late.
Although she wanted to completely cut off this relationship, she subconsciously didn't want to make it too ugly and didn't want to hurt his heart too much.
But Tang Ci's move has no room for maneuver, cutting off all her retreats and illusions.
He had already tasted betrayal from Fang Yue, and now that she had "betrayed" him again, he would definitely hate her.
That's fine.
I thought that he would be so angry that he hung up the phone directly, or he would put down the cruel words and say "don't appear in front of me again" indifferently.
But he asked calmly without any waves: "I'll ask you one last time, seriously?" ”
After getting along with Wen Zhiyu for so long, she can be regarded as understanding his temperament, the calmer he is, the more dangerous he is, and he suppresses all his emotions and accumulates, just waiting for a flashpoint.
Although his tone was light, it seemed to be wrapped in a layer of frost, and it was so cold that people shuddered.
Yu slowly stiffened, and his voice stiffened a little, "Well, seriously." ”
Wen Zhiyu was silent for a few more seconds, and then, a syllable came out of his throat, short and urgent, and then hung up the phone directly, as if he didn't want to listen to her again.
"Okay."
The phone has been hung up, but Yu slowly has maintained the posture of answering the phone, motionless.
Her tears seemed to be dry, her red and swollen eyes were so dry that she couldn't shed a single tear, but her nose was so sore that she wanted to cry.
The air thinned out, and she opened her mouth wide as if she was having trouble breathing.
The feeling of losing the whole world is so painful.
If she could, she would rather Yu Zhihai be killed by her, and she would have exchanged the disaster of imprisonment for everyone's stability.
But on the contrary, it involved every innocent person.
She is the sinner, and the sin deserves death.
Without her, there will be someone better and more suitable for him than her.
But if Tang Ci doesn't have her, he will go to jail.
Love and responsibility, she has no choice.
Yu slowly pinched the phone and cried silently, Tang Ci's heart was like a knife, and he couldn't stand much better than her.
Possessive and with an uneasy conscience, they are killing each other all the time.
He was unspeakably uncomfortable, and then suddenly raised his arm and took her into his arms.
Yu's slowly thin body trembled, so he hugged her harder, trying to warm her.
At the moment of hugging her, possessiveness finally overcame all guilt and strengthened his faith and determination.
He just wanted to be with her.
It's not despicable.
He told himself this, hypnotizing himself, paralyzing himself.
"When are we leaving?" Tang Ci's head was buried in the slowly neck socket, and his voice was very light and soft, so light that it magnified all his timidity and longing.
I'm afraid that she will regret it, afraid that she will turn back.
In the face of the sudden intimate contact, Yu slowly became a little at a loss, she couldn't break up with Wen Zhiyu at all, and immediately entered the state of being with Tang Ci.
There was so much bad news that happened this day, her mind was simply messed up like mush, she quietly took a step back, broke free from his embrace, hung her head, hid all her emotions, and whispered: "The doctor said that my mother had a slight concussion and may be in a coma for a few days." ”
Tang Ci knew that she was not suitable yet, and he didn't force her, he took a few steps back and distanced himself from her, and nodded his head as if he didn't have anything: "Let's go when your mother wakes up, let's prepare for it in the next few days and discuss where to go." ”
"Let's go to a small place." Yu slowly said weakly.
"Okay."
As if she suddenly remembered something, she raised her head, anxious and afraid: "Yu Zhihai, have you really dealt with it?" We're really okay if we stay here a few more days? I'm afraid of long nights and dreams. ”
"Don't worry, no one will find out anytime soon." Tang Ci gently rubbed Yu Xu's head and said comfortingly: "Your mother is in this state, and it is impossible to leave now." ”
Yu slowly nodded absentmindedly.
Yu Zhihai's popularity is not good, the relationship with the neighbors around him is also very stiff, and there are many people who offend at work, if you want to say that there are really few friends, even if he doesn't go to work for a long time, such a big company will not go to work because he is a small employee, so he will not be found in a short time.
But slowly, there was always an indescribable feeling in my heart, a very ominous premonition, and I was flustered.
After slowly breaking up, Wen Zhiyu still lives a boring and regular life.
Go to work, get off work, go home, two o'clock and one line.
Although the mood has not changed as usual, everyone can see at a glance that something is wrong.
Yan Qingzhou is right, since Wen Zhiyu and Yu slowly interacted, he has become smiling, and his indifferent attitude in the past has become a little gentler, which is obvious to everyone.
But suddenly, Wen Zhiyu changed back to the indifferent and distant Wen Zhiyu before, and it was even colder than before.
At least in the past, when others talked to him, he would smile symbolically, but now every day with a straight face, expressionless, cold low pressure permeates the entire hospital, and the interns under his hand are just a small mistake, but he makes people cry mercilessly.
Wen Zhiyu is a workaholic, his attitude towards work is rigorous and solemn, and he can't tolerate any mistakes, so no one doubts his feelings, but only Yan Qingzhou knows how embarrassed and fragile Wen Zhiyu is when he returns home.
drank and got drunk, and wanted to call Yu slowly while her mind was not sober to ask her if there was any possibility of reconciliation.
But even if he was drunk, he was still conscious, and he tried to pick up his phone several times, wanting to call her, and as long as he dialed Jian, the call went out, but when it came to him, it became so difficult.
His strong self-esteem was at work, forcing himself to resist the eager idea of summing in his mind.
He was a proud person to the core, and that day he had put down his body and pride and asked her again if he was serious.
He gave her steps and opportunities, but she didn't give a damn.
She trampled his pride under his feet and trampled it fiercely, and he couldn't bow his head to redeem it, so he could only torture himself every night and night.
The most unbearable thing is the cat, does it also know that it has been slowly abandoned, so it barks very miserably?
Wen Zhiyu dropped the wine bottle, couldn't bear it anymore, shook it over in a few steps, hugged it with the cat nest, and walked out of the villa.
Throwing the cat nest to the side of the road, his drunk body shook slightly, he slowly squatted down, looked at the helpless howling cat indifferently, and sneered: "Roll as far as you want." ”
After saying that, he stood up and left without hesitation.
Throw yourself on the bed, cover your head, and force yourself not to think about anything.
But I couldn't sleep again, and the spirits were burning in my heart, and I was annoyed.
At last, as if deflated, he lifted the quilt and hurried downstairs.
The kitten was so tired that it didn't even have the strength to call, and it was huddled in the cat nest and shivered with fear.
Smelling the smell of Wen Zhiyu, the kitten staggered out of the nest, and the sound of milk was hoarse to almost inaudible, and hesitated and tried to climb into his arms on the edge of the cat bed.
Wen Zhiyu squatted down, his deep eyebrows were deep and dark, and there was a faint and shallow trace of desolation in his unfazed eyes, staring at it fixedly for a while, he finally slowly stretched out his hand, gently compromised, and touched its head.
This was the first time Wen Zhiyu touched it with pity, and it seemed that it also felt flattered and licked his palm as if flattering.
"You're waiting for her to come back, aren't you?" His gaze suddenly became trance, as if he was looking at another person through it.
"If she's going to come back, she'll be back a long time ago."
Yan Qingzhou's voice floated over without warning.
Wen Zhiyu took away all his fragile emotions, picked up the cat's nest expressionlessly, and walked into the villa as if no one was around.
Yan Qingzhou looked at his indifferent back, and the anger in his heart became more and more turbulent.
Yu Slowly's ability is really big, and a calm and self-controlled person like Wen Zhiyu can become a walking corpse.
He had warned her that if he dared to be sorry for him, he would break her to pieces.
So Yan Qingzhou returned to China with full of anger.
And Wen Zhiyu gradually sobered up in the three days after the breakup, he just held his breath, and was waiting for her to explain the call, not because he didn't find the strangeness, just because he wanted to save face.
Both she and Tang Ci are "provocative" to this point, what else can he do? Bitterly begging? He was never that kind of person.
But tonight's thoughts and resentments were too strong for him to bear.
Fuck the face, he Wen Zhiyu has never been a good-tempered person, and the dominance has been only in his hands from the beginning! What qualifications does she have to say a breakup?
Then the next day, with a splitting headache from a hangover, he took a leave of absence, booked a plane ticket, and went back to Sioux City.