Chapter 1196: Rotten Good Man
What does it feel like to be drowned?
Mu Zi thought about it and said slowly: "The body has become very heavy...... Water poured in from all directions, and the nasal cavity and throat were burning with pain, and the lungs felt as if they were about to tear...... The brain is starved of oxygen, the head is dizzy, and when the pain is over, it turns black in front of your eyes, and the whole world is so peaceful that it is as if nothing exists......"
Mu Zening listened intently.
Listen to the woman in front of you and tell him bit by bit about the experience of death.
This feeling made him dazed and confused, and he asked her almost unconsciously: "If you hadn't died that day, what would we be like now?" ”
Mu Zi was stunned, staring at him with empty eyes: "I don't know ......"
She never seemed to think about how it would have ended differently if she had been unharmed on the yacht that night.
Will you find the warmth of Mu Zening and Qiao Jingjia?
Will you accept Murong Cheng's pursuit?
"No ifs...... Mu Zi whispered, "There will never be ifs in this world......
Don't think about ifs, don't think about them, because in addition to confusion, there is confusion.
"I was in pain when you died, but I didn't expect that when you came back to life, I would be even more miserable." Mu Zening laughed self-deprecatingly, "Compared to the pain later, I really hope that you really died at that time...... From now on, let me miss it, let me reminisce, and then I will start a new life, career or marriage with a good memory, and it will be new, not as it is now......"
Mu Zi smiled faintly and opened her frozen stiff lips: "I've disappointed you......"
Mu Zening looked at her and wanted to say that he was not disappointed.
It's a surprise to be reborn and bring new life.
He was just disappointed that she was too chic after her rebirth, as if once she was born and died, she would decisively and cleanly abandon her old love, without baggage, without burden, and easily fall in love with others.
How unfair.
She had gone far and he was stuck where he was.
If she died, he would be able to pick himself up again.
But she lived, bringing a series of humiliations and injuries to his life, he couldn't throw it away, couldn't hide from it, couldn't let it go, he could only live in the past, living like a pool of stagnant water.
Mu Zening thought a lot, a lot......
He is not great, nor is he selfless, even if he once loved, that relationship has long been thinned by hatred, and this thinness is destined to be erased by time.
How much love is left of him?
I don't know.
It's just that even if you don't love it, you don't want to watch her die again.
From beginning to end, he just wanted to trap her by his side, for the lost obsession, and for the little dignity left.
In the icy water, there is nowhere to go, and the body temperature is lost rapidly.
The ice floes under him and Mu Zi swayed, sinking lower and lower, if they continued, maybe they wouldn't have to wait until they froze to death, they would be drowned, right?
"Su Zi, don't sleep, Murong Cheng will come to save you." Mu Zening smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth, "Although that guy is a bastard, he is really good to you." ”
Mu Zi's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and she half-opened her eyes and smiled at him.
Mu Zening looked at her in a daze, for a moment, wanting to see that smile carefully.
He came closer, as if he wanted to kiss her.
Mu Zi was lying on the ice, her body was already frozen, and she couldn't move.
However, when his lips came closer, he stopped, perhaps because he had no strength, or perhaps for some other reason...... He was so close, his eyes were heavy and watery, and he seemed to have a thousand words, but in the end he only said one sentence: "I wish I had never loved you......"
Mu Zi was vaguely aware of something.
At this time, Mu Zening let go of his hands.
"Let Tangtang have a way to live, I asked her to kill all the people, she doesn't understand anything......"
He muttered, his body slowly sinking into the bottomless darkness, allowing the icy river to drown completely.
Mu Zi stared blankly, tears flowed down unconsciously, and her cheeks were cold.
"Rotten good guys." She muttered.
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