Chapter 2 Who Am I?

I panicked, I was still sleepy, but I was so frightened by this sudden palm print that I sat up from the bed.

It was so weird that I hurriedly looked around to see if there were any traces of my dreams on the ground.

But in the room, apart from a dresser that I was quite unfamiliar with, and the palm prints on the mirror, I couldn't find anything strange.

The reason why I say it's strange is because this vanity mirror was only installed in my bedroom a month ago.

Originally, I didn't need these as a big and three rough man, but since I was engaged to Chen Yue, I should adapt to each other, so after summing up with her, I decided to add a mirror to my bedroom for her bedtime skin care.

But since the addition of a new mirror in this bedroom, I seem to be "repeating" the same dream every night.

And this weird thing, I never mentioned to anyone.

At first, I thought it might be because I was too tired preparing for the wedding, which is why I had strange dreams so often.

But, for some reason, I don't think so anymore at this moment.

"It's unbelievable." I muttered and walked over to the mirror.

Looking at the palm prints on the mirror, I carefully recalled the strange dreams of the past month. In the end, the same thing was repeated

- Mirrors.

My mother once told me that I should not have a mirror in my bedroom, especially not at the head of the bed.

At that time, I muttered in my heart about my mother's superstitious thoughts, but now that I think about it, I feel that my mother's explanation has ulterior motives.

However, after all, this is the wedding room that I arranged according to her living habits after communicating with Chen Yue. If I break my promise just because my mother has no basis, I am afraid that the relationship between "mother-in-law and daughter-in-law" will be difficult to reconcile in the future.

In short, due to various factors, I neither told my mother about the purchase of the mirror, nor did I dare to break Chen Yue's careful arrangement for no reason.

But now, looking at the chaotic palm prints in the mirror, I am in turmoil.

No matter which angle you look at, you can't find the lines on the human hand, as if the palm print of the sweat mark came from a skinless hand.

"When I went to the party yesterday..."

I couldn't help but find a plausible reason for this strange phenomenon, and little by little, memories of yesterday came back to me...

"Yue'er, are you dressed up? If we don't hurry, we'll be late..."

It was as if I heard my own voice, and then a glimpse of the image before the meeting yesterday flashed through my mind.

In the picture, I was standing at the door of the bedroom, looking at Yue'er's back.

She replied to me in a loud voice, "Give me one more minute... Just put on a lipstick. ”

I didn't say much, and habitually walked to the balcony to light a cigarette.

My memories of the mirror came to an abrupt end, and I'm pretty sure it was the last image I saw of it.

"So, it's possible that this palm print was put on by Yue'er with a handprint smeared with skin care products?"

Thinking so, I couldn't help but put my hand on it.

Looking at the touch that perfectly matched the size of my palm, I was dumbfounded, "This... How can it be? ”

I quickly withdrew my gaze from the palm print and slowly looked at myself in the mirror.

"Mine? When? ”

I was a little stunned, and my mind drifted back to the memories of last night.

But no matter how much I think about it, I can only vaguely remember a few fragments in my mind: a touch of moonlight shining on the mirror, I glanced at the time on the phone screen, and then fell asleep.

The picture cuts off again... I've never been sure if this unmarked palm print was put on when I was drunk.

"Ahh

Suddenly, after a buzzing at the head of the bed, a familiar bell rang out.

"Who's going to call early in the morning?" I wondered, glancing back at the flickering phone screen.

I was about to turn around and answer the phone, but I vaguely felt that my hand pressed on the mirror was sucked by something.

It was moist and cold, and the force seemed to come from within a mirror.

I suddenly retracted my hand that was attached to the mirror, and I saw clear skin lines covering the chaotic palm prints just now

"Is it because of the sweaty palms of my palms after sticking to the mirror for a long time?"

I didn't have time to think about anything, so I took a deep breath and hurried to the head of the bed.

"Love you... Remember as before. ”

After the familiar chorus, the bell came to an abrupt end.

"Uh-huh... It's Yue'er. How did this ghost get up early in the morning? ”

When I swiped my phone, the words "Saturday" were printed on the screen.

No wonder women are a kind of time-rhythm animals, I just need to move my little thumb to know that Chen Yue must have arranged a new round of "Farewell to the Love Era" carnival.

Looking at the four words of "Chen Da Beauty" in the missed call, I couldn't cry or laugh, and I didn't dare to call back in the slightest.

Waiting for Yue'er to answer the phone, I paced aimlessly.

Unconsciously turning around, I suddenly saw myself.

"Whewβ€”" is a mirror.

"No wonder my mother told me not to put a mirror in the bedroom... Not to mention the taboo of cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods, just getting up in the middle of the night to pee, you may be scared half to death."

I thought to myself, maybe this reason could persuade Chen Yue to remove the dressing mirror from my bedroom, so as to avoid the "nightmare" reason that I was not a man enough, and to prevent my mother from the embarrassing situation after returning from my father's overseas trip.

"Hah-Kodaka!"

The plan really couldn't catch up with the changes, and after Chen Yue's delicate salutation melted into my heart with a delicate salutation close to my ears, I still decided to postpone the matter.

"Hmm. Chen Da Beauty, did you sleep well last night? ”

I only heard Chen Yue laugh and laugh, and all kinds of bottles and cans made a ping-pong sound.

Chen Yue must be applying all kinds of skin care products to her face - this is the prelude to getting ready to go out and have a carnival weekend.

Sure enough, Chen Yue directly skipped my words of "please be safe" and went straight to the point: "Are you free today?" ”

"You girl, ask knowingly."

"That's right, can you accompany the palace on a day trip to Fengxia City, and participate in the harem banquet at night?"

I heard it ridiculously, and hurriedly coaxed, "Chirp." The small ones will drive to meet you. ”

After chatting for a while, when I was about to hang up the phone, Chen Yue suddenly raised the decibel to indicate that she hadn't finished speaking:

"Oh, yes. I forgot to tell you, tonight's party is scheduled at the prestigious 'Xinghua Village' restaurant, and there are only Ah Cong and Ah Aya. ”

"What?" I suddenly felt a wave of vertigo inexplicably.

Chen Yue thought that I was curious about the arrangement that only Ah Cong and Ah Ya attended the party, so she explained: "In terms of friends, of course, only my best friend Ah Ya and your best friend Ah Cong can be regarded as close friends. ”

"It's not... I mean... Where? I interrupted Chen Yue.

"Xinghuacun Restaurant is a well-known building located at the entrance of Dongjie."

"Xinghua Village...", I couldn't help but mutter these words in my heart.

I don't know why, when the three words "Xinghua Village" slowly came out of my mouth, there was a familiar feeling wandering in my mind.

Mixed with ominous, apprehensive and vague emotions, it quickly spreads.

I also unconsciously followed my feelings and looked in the mirror.

It's weird... Because, I actually saw a crying face.

I frowned, and a vague thought flashed through my mind: "I'm obviously not sad, but why are I crying?" ”

I raised my hand and wiped my eyes, and when I opened them again, I was left with a confused look on my face.

"I... What's going on? ”

"Hello? Xiao Taka? Are you listening? ”

It wasn't until I heard Chen Yue's voice that I came back to my senses, "Oh, I know." Let's do it first, I'll pick you up when I'm ready. ”

Hanging up, I strolled over to the mirror and stared blankly at myself, "Who are you?" I asked myself in the mirror depressedly.

Suddenly, all kinds of answers seemed to converge into a voice, and spread in all directions in my heart:

"You are Gao Yan, Chen Yue's fiancΓ©, and the rich second generation in the eyes of friends."

"You used to be a writer, but because of an accident three years ago, you lost your ability to write..."

"You're my little high."

I suddenly came back to my senses and looked around at the quiet surroundings, feeling a little uneasy.

Suddenly some words came out of my head, this is the question I asked the doctor half a month ago without telling my parents.

"Schizophrenia? Don't... The visual and auditory hallucinations I've been repeating this month, as well as the gratuitous nightmares, are all precursor manifestations of schizophrenia? Even... What even my mother wouldn't tell me about the real reason for my selective amnesia and loss of my ability to write... Actually, it's not a traffic accident at all, but I have some kind of mental illness? ”

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but stare at the palm print on the mirror...

After a long time, I could no longer bear such torture, and with a sudden slam of force, I turned the whole dresser in one direction away from the head of my bed.

In the end, I gave up, took out a box of pills from the bottom of the bedside table, swallowed it hard, and drove to Chen Yue's house.