154 The decision of the moment

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Someone happened to pass by, and couldn't help but look at me, I must be looking embarrassed now, right?

I looked down at myself, the hem of my skirt was accidentally torn, and there was a lot of dust on it, I patted it, and then went to the shop next to the road to ask for directions, all the way to the teahouse, I didn't know that I had walked so far in a daze, on the way back, every step I took, my knees hurt badly, I could only grit my teeth and endure it.

I finally walked to the teahouse and found my car, I had a layer of cold sweat on my body, I walked to the car, but I saw my embarrassed appearance again from the reversing mirror, I thought it was just that the clothes were accidentally scratched, it turned out that the makeup on my face was spent, it looked really funny, no wonder along the way, those people looked at me with a strange gaze, I was even more embarrassed than I imagined!

I looked at myself embarrassed in the mirror, for the first time, for the first time in a long time, no matter what happened, I wanted to be strong, or the first time I couldn't control it.

I didn't go home this night, after all, I was like this now, and I didn't want to see Wang Ziqian, I went back to Qiao's villa, rang the doorbell, and then waited at the door, although I had the key to the villa, but I didn't bring it with me.

When Sister-in-law Zhang opened the door and saw me, she stepped forward in shock and asked, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

I shook my head and entered the house, Sister-in-law Zhang stood at the door, looking at me worriedly, I said, "I'm fine, I'll sleep here tonight." ”

"Then I'll help you tidy up your room first!" Sister-in-law Zhang said and prepared to go upstairs.

I stopped her, shook my head and said, "No, you can just go and do your job, I can do it myself!" ”

Sister-in-law Zhang still looked at me uneasily, I went upstairs, did not go back to my room, but went to the room where my grandmother lived before her death, since I took back this villa, it has been restored to the previous state, all the furnishings in my grandmother's room are exactly the same as before.

Sister-in-law Zhang will clean every day, so the room is very clean, I sat on the edge of the bed for a while, and then went back to the room where I used to live to get a change of clothes, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower, just after taking a shower, I heard a knock at the door.

There were only two people in this villa, me and Sister-in-law Zhang, so I said, "Come in!" ”

Sister-in-law Zhang came in with a tray in her hand, she walked to the bedside, put the tray on the bedside table, and said, "Miss, you shouldn't have had dinner when you come back at this time, right?" I cooked a bowl of noodles, you can taste it, eat a little bit, or you won't be able to sleep well at night! ”

There was still heat floating on the noodles, it was freshly cooked, I looked at Sister-in-law Zhang's concerned gaze, although I didn't have much appetite, I still nodded, picked up a few noodles with chopsticks and put them in my mouth.

"It's delicious!" This is the first time I have eaten something made by Sister-in-law Zhang, although she has been in the villa for a while, but I have never eaten here, her cooking skills are very good, although this bowl of noodles looks very ordinary, but it seems to have a special taste in it, which makes people's hearts warm a little.

Sister-in-law Zhang looked at me and smiled, and said, "No matter what happens, you always have to eat, otherwise your body will collapse!" ”

I nodded, lowered my head and finished the bowl of noodles, Sister-in-law Zhang smiled and put the bowl away, and looked at me again when I went out and said, "Miss, if there is anything you can call me, I'm downstairs." ”

"Hmm!"

After Sister-in-law Zhang left, I was left alone in the room, and the words that Wang Yu had said in the afternoon flashed in my mind that had just calmed down.

Although my mood is much calmer than when I first learned about those things, the thought of them still hurts a lot! Although I had long been prepared for the end of this marriage at any time, and I knew that there were many things between me and Wang Ziqian, and he had too many secrets, I never thought that the secrets he had worked so hard to hide would be related to me!

I was thinking about this when my phone rang suddenly, I picked it up and looked at it, and when I saw the name of the caller, my hand holding the phone stiffened.

I didn't answer, watching Wang Ziqian's name jump on the screen until it finally stopped, I was just about to put the phone down, but the phone rang again, it was Wang Ziqian calling.

I looked at his name for a long time and pressed the answer button in the last few seconds.

"Where?" Wang Ziqian's voice came from the other end of the phone.

I had calmed down a bit, because his voice fluctuated again, I tried to control it, and only after a while did I speak: "At the Qiao family's old mansion, I'll come back to get something, and I'll stay here tonight and won't go back!" ”

My voice tried to keep it quiet, not trying to make him hear anything.

There was a pause on the other end of the phone for a while, and I heard Wang Ziqian's voice ringing: "Well, I know, rest early!" ”

"Good!"

As soon as I finished speaking, the phone was cut off, and I listened to the beeping sound from my phone, and looked at the phone for a long time.

I couldn't sleep at all that night, and in the second half of the night I went to my grandmother's room again, lying on her bed, and many images flashed in my mind, including everything that had happened to Wang Ziqian and I from the first time we met to the present.

Only then did I know how terrible a scheming man is, he looks as warm as jade on the surface, but that heart is more ruthless than anyone else!

The next morning, I didn't sleep all night, so I got up very early, when I went downstairs, Sister-in-law Zhang was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, originally I wanted to leave directly, but Sister-in-law Zhang stopped me and insisted that I have breakfast before leaving.

During the meal, Sister-in-law Zhang stood on the side and looked at me, I pointed to the chair next to me and asked her to sit down and eat together, originally she refused, but my attitude was very insistent, after Sister-in-law Zhang sat down, I thought for a while, and asked: "Sister-in-law Zhang, will you be lonely when you stay alone in the villa?" ”

I rarely come to this villa, only Sister-in-law Zhang takes care of it alone, and there is no one to talk to.

Sister-in-law Zhang was stunned for a moment, probably not expecting me to ask this, she shook her head and said, "It's okay, it did at first, but I've been used to it for so many years!" ”

"What about your family? If you're out there alone, do you miss them a lot? Are they in the North City? I rarely come back to this villa, and I hired you because I wanted someone to take care of it, so you could pick them up and live with them. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I saw Sister-in-law Zhang's expression change, and the smile on the corner of her lips was a little far-fetched, and it took me a while before I heard her speak: "I have no family!" ”

I pursed my lips and said, "I'm sorry! ”

Sister-in-law Zhang shook her head, I didn't ask again, she didn't say anything, we ate breakfast quietly, but in fact, there was no appetite at all, from Sister-in-law Zhang's expression just now, I can see that she is also a person with a story, this world is so big, everyone has their own story, everyone is so small, no matter what happened to me today, no matter how painful it is, it will not affect anything, other people still have to continue to live, and the pain is only ourselves.

Just like Sister-in-law Zhang, who is in her forties, but she is lonely, I didn't ask her why she didn't have a family, because when she said that, I suddenly found that I was the same, although Qiao Weiguo was my father, but if he wasn't lying on the hospital bed now, he saw Qiao Chenlu's mother and daughter's face clearly, and he wouldn't have handed over those shares to me, and even at the press conference that day, I also saw the hesitation and soft-heartedness in his eyes.

Although Qiao Chenlu is my half-sister, we have been incompatible since childhood, and she targets me everywhere and designs me, and she and I can be said to be incompatible!

And what about Wang Ziqian, who is now my husband in name, but what is he calculating behind his back? He and I should be the closest people, but he also makes me feel terrible!

Although Qiao Yihang is nominally my uncle, we grew up together since we were children, and we once had a past, but he killed my closest people!

In fact, like Sister-in-law Zhang, I don't have a family, will I be as lonely as her in the next few decades? Guarding a house alone, without even someone to talk to, and letting those loneliness and loneliness swallow me up?

I suddenly felt that the future was so scary, I couldn't even see a little light! But those who designed me can live so freely, I really can't tolerate it!

I don't know if it's from that moment on, my mentality has completely changed, I used to think about just avenging my grandmother, making the person who hurt her pay the due price, and suppressing all my pain in my heart, but at that moment, all the things that have been suppressed by me suddenly poured out, and I can't control it anymore!

How can I be the only one who suffers? I've never done anything wrong, so why should I bear all these bitter consequences in the end? If I want to go to hell, I want to drag those people with me, those who have hurt me, or who are designed to hurt me!

After breakfast, I went to the company, this day my attention was on work, I didn't even go out for lunch at noon, or Zhang Xue brought takeaway back, I just simply ate two bites, and continued to work.

Qiao's situation is also getting better day by day, and those people on the board of directors naturally have nothing to say, and I can be regarded as sitting firmly in the position of chairman.

After work that day, I went to the supermarket, bought some ingredients, went back to the apartment to change clothes, and then went into the kitchen.

I've been busy for a long time, and I'm best at Western food, but what I'm preparing today is Chinese food, and I'm doing every process very seriously, but the final product is still unsatisfactory!

I prepared four dishes and one soup, it was almost eight o'clock when Wang Ziqian came back, and I just prepared dinner and put it on the table, he frowned when he entered the door, and then changed his shoes and walked to the restaurant, looked at the dishes on the table, and looked up at me, I said: "You go and wash your hands, and then come over to eat, try my craftsmanship!" ”