Chapter 12 Shocking
Eight years ago, Ma Chao didn't pay attention to him, he was just an ordinary person, the kind of ordinary person who couldn't remember his appearance even if he got along day and night, like me. But he's not ugly, and that's not like me. He is ordinary, so ordinary that he has no characteristics in terms of family, ability, appearance or height, and the whole person boils down to four words - plain.
Originally, ordinary is not a problem, but no problem is a big problem, Ma Chao, who is too ordinary, is often ignored, and even the students he brings, they often forget that there is such a lecturer in their major. In a way, this kind of ordinariness is far less impressive than those who are ugly, or short, or poor, or have outstanding abilities, or have an eccentric temper.
Ma Chao's hometown is in a remote county in the south, a well-off working family, with two older brothers and two younger sisters who are loved by everyone. When he was a child, his parents gave him to someone else's family as a son, and later his adoptive parents gave birth to their own child, and after promising him to study until college, they sent him back to his previous home, so he was not close to the two families. After going to college, his adoptive parents stopped giving him money, and his parents never gave him money, so he had to work and study to support himself.
He was able to stay in the famous Fog Daquan because of his good luck in the year of graduation. At that time, the lecturer position with little money and more things only recruited a male doctor in the school's major, and he was the only one who met the conditions.
In the following years, the ordinary and ordinary were like an invisibility cloak, isolating him in the crowded fog, never having the slightest gossip related to him, he lived in the fog but had nothing to do with the fog.
People often talk about love in life, or talk about life through love, but can poor worms who are not loved by those around them have love? Ma Chao, like the two of us, has studied hard for more than ten years, and finally entered the first-class foggy door, but he is still not accepted by the people around him, and he is still incompatible with the entire environment, so he can only hang alone forever.
Maybe a person like Ma Chao, no one cares about the joys, sorrows and sorrows in his heart, no one shares the ups and downs of his youth, and his days will always be a pool of stagnant water, and the only person who can be regarded as a friend in Wuda should be your sister. The most unoffending department in the university is the administration, especially the finance department, and it is not too much to say that they are the Hades temple in the university. Under the pretext of scientific research fund management, no matter whether the other party is a famous professor or an outstanding young man, the teachers of the finance department can train people to the point that they dare not breathe, and they will be reimbursed and tossed to death.
Compared to those spoiled snobs, your sister should be the kindest and most beautiful bodhisattva in the temple of Hades. In the face of a teacher of Ma Chao's level, every time I go to the financial window for reimbursement, other teachers will mercilessly accuse me of making things difficult, but your sister is very patient and kind every time. In fact, your sister is equally kind to all the teachers who come for reimbursement, but he is especially grateful to Ma Chao, a person who is extremely uncaring.
So, since I met your sister, every time I went to finance, he would only ask your sister for reimbursement. Sometimes your sister is not there, and he would rather not be reimbursed than wait, even if he is often ridiculed by others for wanting to eat swan meat, he doesn't care. Even later, Ma Chao made remarkable achievements in research, other teachers competed to make friends with him, and the person who handled the reimbursement became Zhao Gang, the assistant teacher, and the habit of looking for your sister has never changed. In this way, all the reimbursements of Ma Chao's scientific research funds in Wuda back then went through your sister's hands, and even the labor fees of the temporary hired personnel of the experiment were reviewed by your sister, based on this alone, you know that Ma Chao trusts your sister a lot.
However, I believe that that kind of trust has nothing to do with the feelings of men and women, and it can only reflect that Ma Chao is a very affectionate and persistent person, and this characteristic is also reflected in the matter between him and Zhao Gang. Soon after entering the university, Zhao Gang and I went to different campuses because of different majors, and in order to adapt to the new life of the university, we had less contact with each other.
At this time, Zhao Gang met Ma Chao who gave him a lesson, maybe it was love at first sight, he applied to be Ma Chao's teaching assistant, and they went to and from class together every day. Later, I learned that he liked Ma Chao, firstly, because Ma Chao looked like the male squad president who had a crush on him for a long time in high school, and secondly, he felt that Ma Chao was very pitiful, they were all southerners in the north, they all lacked the love of their relatives, and they were not accepted by the people around them, like they used to be, so they automatically regarded Ma Chao as a kind of person in urgent need of warmth.
People are like this, and they spend their lives looking for the same kind that can resonate. Sooner or later, once you find it, even if the world is shocking, you have to be together desperately. Love begins with too many emotions, heating up, and the bits and pieces of daily life. The two people, who had never been loved and cherished by other people, suddenly had a sweetness and tacit understanding that they had never had before, and this irresistible temptation made them desperately carry it in.
A semester later, when I got together with Zhao Gang to talk again, he and Ma Chao had fallen into the kind of don't ask me how much I love you, the moon represents my heart, you have become the most unchangeable habit in my life, every day and every night in love, the two can only see each other in their shining eyes. Everyone knows that Wudu University has always neither encouraged nor opposed the youthful ordinary love affairs of students. However, if it is replaced by a teacher-student relationship that has attracted much attention, the school will immediately become cautious and serious, and with its previous management experience, it will basically be dealt with according to the dismissal of the teachers involved and the dismissal of relevant students, so as to ensure the reputation and profound atmosphere of the century-old school of Wuda.
And Ma Chao and Zhao Gang's love not only involves the teacher-student love that is not allowed, but also the teacher-student love of homosexuality.
I persuaded Zhao Gang to keep a low profile and be careful, and never let the school know. He explained that Ma Chao was doing a research with him, and once he succeeded, he could gain fame and fortune. When the time comes, he will first apply to go to the United States, and Ma Chao will apply to go to the Netherlands, and then they will get together in the Netherlands, get married together, and will be together forever. I remember the happiness and longing on Zhao Gang's face at that time, and it was this happiness that tapped all the talents and abilities of the two of them, and their research was in full swing, and the results were progressing rapidly.
Just as Zhao Gang told me that their research had been submitted, tragedy struck.