"I'm the son of the Zhou family in a neighboring county... Single name. Yu Niang's surname is Ruan, and the Ruan family is a scholar. At that time, Ruan's father was the county magistrate, his father was the county magistrate, and the two families were neighbors, so they made a marriage contract for me and Yu Niang, and they were always married to Qin and Jin.

Yu Niang is two years younger than me, and the jade girl in my childhood porcelain is white and chubby, looking for me to play all day long, and her steps are still staggering after me to call my husband.

The half-grown baby doesn't know what the marriage is, I like to bully her for fun, and she has to cry and complain to my mother every time. ”

Smiling slightly, Zhou Yan, who was caught in memory, whispered.

"When Yu Niang was nine years old, Ruan's father died, and Ruan's mother was sad and soon became seriously ill, and the Ruan family was ruined. Yu Niang, who had no income, had to sell her family business and move out of the old house.

lost his father at a young age, took care of his seriously ill mother and younger brother alone, and the hardships of life can be imagined. But there is only the icing on the cake, how can you send charcoal in the snow. In the past, relatives and friends avoided it, even my father.

When I was sixteen, my father proposed to dissolve the marriage contract with the Ruan family, and although I thought it was disgraceful, I couldn't disobey it. Out of indebtedness, my father ordered me to personally prepare a generous gift and find the Ruan family's residence. learned that Ruan's mother had also left two years ago, leaving only Yu Niang and her younger brother to rely on each other.

After seven years of separation, the cardamom girl who has been blurred in her memory has never been swallowed up by the hardships of life.

After learning of the intention, Yu Niang refused the generous gift, but calmly accepted the divorce.

Recalling the porcelain doll that babbled and called her husband when I was a child, it was so high and indifferent, and my heart was filled with inexplicable feelings. ”

"After that day, I often went to visit Yu Niang, and knowing that she was living a hard life, I ordered the family to prepare food, and at dusk, I ate with her in the tent on the outskirts of the city. Rain or shine.

Looking at each other under the sunset, the laughter in the afterglow was full of laughter, moistening the green onions of the past two years...... In my heart, she has long been my wife, my wife......

However, things always backfire. After I went home and proposed to marry Yu Niang, my parents bluntly said that they despised Yu Niang and asked me to marry him!! Then I and the prefect's daughter exchanged Geng posts, and the gong was noisy!

I rushed to the tent in a panic, during which I thought of a hundred explanations and a thousand apologies, to let her know my sincerity, and I only wanted to marry her in this life, and I only wanted to listen to her as a husband.

The swaying moon-white dress was printed with the red glow of the remnant sun, and she slowly walked towards me, standing in front of me, smiling as before. Before I could apologize for the thousands of sentences, she tied this string of acacia beans for me and said to me: Acacia is one eleven, and the concubine's heart is only for Lang Jun.

The sunset blushed her face, as delicate as a flower,

Such a beautiful woman, why not take the world for her?

We agreed to meet the next day at the foot of the mountain, and then wandered the cape and the world, and were no longer burdened by the side. ”

"I didn't know how frivolous I thought I was wrong, but I was locked in my room before leaving! It turned out that the parents had already seen everything.

I was allowed to self-harm and went on a hunger strike, and they were all indifferent. A month passed until the eve of their wedding. , because of my negligence, let me escape.

I didn't have to wait for a moment to rush south away from the mountain, thinking about her face, with a heart full of anticipation and apology, hoping that she was still there.

The reunion after a month was in a forest house......

I stood behind the tree, and through the window, I saw the dimness of the house—

The faint candle flame swayed with the figure, and the bed creaked. The men and women in the house are all unbearable......

Not long after, the man left, and I walked in, with a fluke.

The woman on the bed is like a rag strip that people discard, and that longing face is now in the same village. . . ,,,'s eyes were dead, not instantaneous, not distinguishing between life and death, only when they saw me, they flashed, and soon they returned to dead silence...

When I saw her face..... I.. Actually... Hopefully she's dead.........

I turned to leave, but she grabbed me.

She cried, crying and begging me, begging me to take her out of here.

She said that she had waited for me in the woods for a long time, and had not left for several days, and that the woodcutter who was passing by had evil thoughts and forced her home to be his wife, and that the woodcutter was addicted to gambling, so he treated her like a prostitute and traded with the squire in exchange for gambling money.

I know that my body is dirty now, and I don't seek fame, but I just want me to think about an acquaintance, save her from fire and water, and be a slave and a maid for life, in order to repay my kindness.......

I broke away from her hand and threw down the lovesickness of the eleventh son。。。。。 Heh, just for Lang Jun!?

。。。。。 I left a sentence: If you die, I may still be able to look up to you!

Stepping on the acacia beans on the ground, I fled in the opposite direction, blindly moving forward I didn't know where to go, and finally spent all day drunk in Flower Street Willow Lane.

Looking at those fireworks women, they couldn't help themselves, but they were still scratching their heads all day long, lewd and indulgent. They all have the same face as Jade Niang!

The face that was once so delicate and high, in my opinion, is not stained with vulgar dust, and it turns out that it is no different from these women, in order to survive, abandon the name, and are willing to enjoy the joy under the hibiscus tent, enjoying the pleasures brought by different men...

Oh, cheap!!

I'm really stupid!! Just for this kind of woman!! The so-called scholarly arrogance, why don't you see the three chastity and nine spirits??? It's just a remnant of materialism!!

With liquor in her mouth, she scolded her with all the viciousness I could think of. I thought that this would be a good pastime to distract from my troubles.

But it hurts once to scold... ”

Zhou Yan, who was sitting on the ground, did not move at all, and he grew up chattering。。。。。 The rain outside the window has not stopped, and the sound of rain lingers.