12 Waiting for his heart to die
After the car was parked in the underground parking lot, Qiao Yihang turned his head to look at me and said again: "I have already said what I should say, I hope you can be more mature and stop doing some boring things!" ”
After Qiao Yihang finished speaking, he pulled the car door and got out of the car, I sank my eyes, got out of the car and watched his back disappear, I walked to the elevator, but met Shen Yue at the elevator entrance, I don't know if it was my illusion, I always felt that her gaze at me was a little strange, but I was not in the mood to think too much.
At noon, I received a call from Lu Man, she happened to be near the company, asked me to have lunch together, Lu Man is one of my rare best friends, how to describe our relationship, probably have a similar but different emotional experience, said to be similar, because we are all in love, and the difference is because she is now married to that man, at least she still has the direction of effort, occupying the position in the marriage, she can love him openly, this is what makes me envious, my relationship with Qiao Yihang, It can never be put on the bright side.
Lu Man and I went to one of our favorite Sichuan restaurants, although we are both from Beicheng, we both like spicy food, and we often go to eat Sichuan food when we are in school.
We found a window seat in the restaurant and sat down, and after ordering the food, Lu Man looked at me and asked, "How have you been in the past two days?" Are you okay at Qiao's house? ”
Lu Man knows my relationship with my father and Wang Shanshan, and I also know that they have always been unable to tolerate me, I also went to Lu Man first when I returned to China this time, and I originally wanted to ease down with her for a few days before going back, but Qiao Yihang came over and took me back to Qiao's house.
I handed the menu to the waiter, and after the waiter left, I said, "I want to move out." ”
Lu Man glanced at me worriedly, and said, "Grandma Qiao shouldn't agree, after all, you have just returned to China, and Grandma Qiao has always spoiled you, if you move out, you will go back to Qiao's house less often." ”
"I know, but that house, except for my grandmother, all wanted me to disappear, so why should I stay there to be an eyesore? Let me think again! ”
It's only been a few days since I returned home, and it's like a long time has passed, a lot of things have happened, and people can't live in peace every day, and compared to other days, I still miss the two years abroad, but I have to come back here.
"You and Qiao Yihang haven't happened recently, have they?" Lu Man asked suddenly, which made me look at her suspiciously, she said: "I saw Qiao Yihang when I drove back yesterday, and on the side of the road, there was a woman blocking in front of his car, but the distance was far away at the time, and I couldn't see their expressions clearly. ”
Yesterday, she said that it should be Shen Yue, yesterday Shen Yue left in Qiao Yihang's car, and then Qiao Yihang went back to the villa, looking at that time, it was naturally impossible to send Shen Yue home and then return to the villa, so what Lu Man saw should be the scene where Qiao Yihang threw Shen Yue on the way.
Qiao Yihang and I, I have nothing to hide from Lu Man, so I said directly: "I rolled the sheets with him!" ”
Seeing Lu Man's surprised expression, I told me about the events of that day, that day I knew that Qiao Yihang went to that bar, and I also made a special trip to find him, but I didn't expect someone to drug his wine, when I went, Qiao Yihang's consciousness was no longer clear, there was a woman in the box at that time, but the light was too dim at that time, and I was in a hurry to take Qiao Yihang away, and I didn't see the woman's face clearly, and then I took Qiao Yihang to the hotel, and we had the following incident.
But I didn't expect that Qiao Yihang would say those words when he woke up the next day, and he thought it was me who did it, which was really ridiculous.
After I said this, Lu Man also fell silent, and after a while she asked, "Don't you still want to give up?" ”
I pursed my lips and didn't answer her, but asked rhetorically, "Then have you thought about giving up Zhang Shaoyang?" ”
Neither of us spoke again, and after a long silence, Lu Man said: "No matter what decision you make, I will support you, but you have to protect yourself, after all, your relationship is different." ”
I nodded and said, "Actually, I have also wavered, you know that his attitude towards me has always been very bad, but I have loved him for so many years, how can I give up so willingly, just like you and Zhang Shaoyang, although I have been abroad for the past two years, I also know that Zhang Shaoyang's lace news often appears in those gossip magazines, but I am still unwilling to give up, right?" ”
After my words fell, Lu Man looked out the window and suddenly smiled, she said: "Maybe it's not unwilling, it's just waiting for himself to die, he has never had me in his heart." ”
This sentence also made a sense of sadness rise in my heart, Lu Man's smile looked so sad, she was waiting for her to die, what about me? What am I waiting for?
In fact, women, what I want is really simple, all I want is a love that I have been looking forward to for so long, but it is so difficult, just now Lu Man said that Zhang Shaoyang has never had her existence in his heart, and now I am not sure that Qiao Yihang still loves me, and I have been tempted again and again, in exchange for just disappointment.
Lu Man and I finished lunch, and separated when we got out of the restaurant, she wanted to go back to the company, and I also wanted to go back to Qiao's, this restaurant was very close to my Qiao's, so I chose to walk back, but as soon as I walked out, I saw the two people in front of me, and my footsteps stopped instantly.