Chapter 4: Heartache
Feng Qingxuan was dumbfounded, and immediately asked the guards to jump into the water one after another, on a November day, the lake water was so cold that even the men shivered when they came to the water, not to mention a weak woman like Nanfeng.
Then Xiao Zhuo came, he jumped into the lake alone, hugged the south wind and came up, when the person was rescued, he was already out of breath, the blood stains on his forehead pierced Feng Qingxuan's eyes, she hurried to Xiao Zhuo's side, and her eyes were slightly red: "I didn't know it would be like this, I just wanted to send her back." ”
Xiao Zhuo's face was expressionless, he didn't pay attention to anyone, and left with Nanfeng alone, and that time Xiao Zhuo closed the door for less than seven days.
Since then, Xiao Zhuo is like a different person, he has taken all of Feng Qingxuan's overtures, Feng Qingxuan knows in his heart that he hates her, but he is also willing to be used.
After a long time, Xiao Zhuo played with Feng Qingxuan's hair in her sleep, and the unadorned obscene and despicable sentences hit her heart when she was happy, and she never refuted it.
Until the day Da Yuan's army invaded Chang'an City, until her relatives died tragically in front of her eyes, until the child was taken away by his own hands.
Feng Qingxuan's mind fell on Xiao Zhuo's body, she thought that after three years, he would be able to let go, and she thought that he had forgiven after doing so many things, but in the end, it was just what she thought, what she thought was wrong.
Feng Qingxuan raised her eyes to look at Xiao Zhuo, her cold face, frowning brows, and her fists clenched with anger, this was the same as the day Nanfeng died in her arms, Xiao Zhuo had never changed, it was she who changed, she became stupid.
Feng Qingxuan was hopeless to the end, she knelt on the ground, hung her head towards Xiao Zhuo, no matter how Ling Xiao called her and pulled her, she couldn't afford to be stubborn, the first sentence made Feng Qingxuan shake her throat, mixed with the voice of her teeth chattering, and said: "Since you can't forget the south wind, and I can't forget the south wind, then don't forget, you only remember to ask me to pay it back, it's okay, anyway, I won't live long, if you like it, I'll give you this life."
Feng Qingxuan shook her shoulders, she suddenly wanted to cry, her eyes were closed, tears could still flow down the corners of her eyes, she held the golden hairpin in her hand tightly, that was the first time Xiao Zhuo gave her something, although it was to give it to Nanfeng before, but she didn't mind, never minded.
Feng Qingxuan's hand rose, the hairpin fell, it was too fast to make people react, she didn't feel anything else, but her chest hurt a little, but she still didn't beat the pain in her heart.
Her mind was full of Xiao Zhuo, and she was still thinking about him: Xiao Zhuo, you always say that I owe Nanfeng, but you always forget that I brought her to you, and it was only me who was by your side before that, not Nanfeng.
Until Feng Qingxuan was dying, Xiao Zhuo didn't come to her, took pity on her, there were blue robes around her, even if she died, she could only die in Ling Xiao's arms, without Xiao Zhuo, her chest was stained with blood, just like the blood stains on the forehead of the south wind that day, red and dazzling.
Ling Xiao wrapped her tightly in his arms, his eyes were red, and he stared at her: "Is it worth it?" For such a heartless person. ”
At this time, there was chaos in her head, and she couldn't see clearly who was Xiao Zhuo and who was Ling Xiao in front of her for a while, so she could only slightly raise her hand to touch the face of the person in front of her, and smiled at him: "Xiao Zhuo, I regret it, it's just that it's too late, I'm really afraid that I will go to hell, after all, it's an indisputable fact that I killed Nanfeng." ”
Ling Xiao stiffened, but wrapped her tighter, lowered his head and grabbed her hand tightly, and choked up: "Qingxuan, don't be afraid, I'll take you home." ”