Just two words can make Yu Yan's heart disheartened one second like heaven, the next second.

She screamed with joy.

"Good night, good night, good night....." she muttered to herself as she held her phone.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that the call had already ended.

She was still holding her phone, reminiscing about the phrase "good night".

Even if his tone was no different from the usual indifference, but when it fell on Yu Slowly's ears, he felt extremely charming and fascinated her.

Yu slowly got excited and didn't fall asleep all night.

It wasn't until after dawn that I fell asleep in a daze.

I slept deeply until the afternoon.

He was awakened by hunger.

After waking up, the whole person was soft and couldn't lift up a little strength.

I was too lazy to cook, so I just nibbled on some bread pads to mend the mats.

Then I started studying, and recently I was addicted to studying and couldn't extricate myself, and I studied until more than ten o'clock in the evening.

When I was tired of reading a book in the middle of the book, I slept on my stomach for a while, and when I woke up, I continued.

I was so hungry at night that I went to the kitchen to order a bowl of noodles and ate them while watching TV.

After eating, it was almost eleven o'clock.

It's about to get to zero.

Her eighteenth birthday, her coming-of-age ceremony, is coming.

Yu is slowly looking forward to it, will Wen Zhiyu call her and say happy birthday?

I think so, she told him, and it's his birthday in one day.

He'll remember, right.....

Excessive expectations made her unable to even watch TV, and she was very absent-minded.

To waste time, she went to take a shower and washed her dirty laundry.

When there is something to do, time will pass quickly.

When I finished washing my clothes, it was just after twelve o'clock.

She wiped the water from her hands, threw herself into the couch, and clicked on her phone, many > 00:00.

Tang Ci and Tang Shi both sent her birthday wishes.

There is no Wen Zhiyu, and there is no telephone.

I couldn't help but be disappointed, but I consoled myself that he must be busy.

After replying "thank you" to Tang Ci and Tang Shi, she put her mobile phone aside, lay on the sofa, and stared blankly at the TV screen.

I don't know how long I was stunned, my eyes were dry and astringent, I rubbed my eyes, closed my eyes and rested for a while.

After a moment, she picked up her phone and looked at the time, 00:25.

Quiet phone, no movement for so long.

After all, she couldn't hold her breath, and she took the initiative to call Wen Zhiyu.

As a result, the shutdown.

There are countless possibilities in her mind, as sensitive as her, she is even wondering, Wen Zhiyu should not ignore her, right?

Or, did you really have a party with the young lady in the hospital and drink champagne?

No, it's noon in Boston, and he's at work.

I'm busy.

Yu waited slowly and painfully for half an hour, and called him again, but the phone was still turned off.

Is your phone dead?

Or is it surgery?

I spent every minute and every second in my guesses, and I called almost every half an hour.

But every time it's a shutdown.

In the end, Yu slowly didn't even know how to fall asleep, and when he woke up the next day, it was already dawn.

The TV was still on, and she grabbed the remote control and turned it off.

I picked up my phone again and looked at it, and the clean screen didn't even have a spam text message.

subconsciously dialed Wen Zhiyu's number.

It's still a shutdown prompt.

The loss in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, even if the phone is out of power, it can't be out of power for so long!

The brain hole is wide open again, something must be wrong, right?

As soon as this idea sprouted, Yu slowly shook his head desperately, impossible, he wouldn't have an accident!

After thinking about it for a while, Yu slowly glanced at the time, ten o'clock.

She put away her thoughts, washed her face and brushed her teeth, and then changed her clothes.

I went to the kitchen and made two bowls of longevity noodles, packed them, and went out.

Today's weather is nice, sunny and the temperature is moderate.

But Yu Slowly's mood was not infected by such a good weather, but was heavy and sad.

It's not just because I can't get in touch with Wen, it's partly because it's ..... Her birthday is also the day her mother is in prison.

For so many years, she never had a birthday.

More precisely, to avoid birthdays.

On her twelfth birthday, her mother failed to appeal and was sentenced to six years in prison for manslaughter.

Mom said that she would definitely go home for her birthday, make her longevity noodles, and buy her a beautiful princess dress.

That day, she waited at home for a long time, and finally waited for Yu Zhihai's sentence: "Your mother's slut has been retributed, stealing a man is cool, how can being in prison solve my hatred, I should be fucking shot!" ”

Yu Zhihai was like crazy, his eyes were scarlet, he said this with a smile, but after saying that, he started to cry again.

While crying and drinking, he started smashing his mother's things when he got drunk.

The light smashing was not enough, he fell on the floor, lit a fire, and burned.

The raging fire looked so menacing in the cramped living room.

And Yu Zhihai, who was standing by the fire, smiled gloomily and hideously, the beating firelight reflected his eyes, devouring all his love for his mother, flashing grief, but the pleasure of revenge took root unscrupulously, until it covered all his sanity, and only hatred remained.

She was so frightened that she cried.

Yu Zhihai yelled at her, beat her, and vented all his anger.

Every time she recalled the scene of that day, Yu slowly developed a violent fear, her face gradually turned pale, and her body trembled involuntarily.

It's too long ago, but the memory is unforgettable.

No matter how long it has been, I still have palpitations when I think of that day.

A two-hour drive to the prison.

The woman in prison uniform was taken to the visit cell by prison guards.

The woman was handcuffed, unkempt, and her face was vicissitudes.

In my memory, my mother is a person who loves to dress up, dignified and generous, and her face is full of red light.

But the time was too long, and she couldn't even remember her mother's glamorous appearance before.

When her mother saw her, she hurriedly walked over and sat down, picked up the phone, and smiled: "Slowly, happy birthday, you are finally an adult." ”

Mom smiled, and layers of wrinkles appeared at the end of her eyes.

Her hair is grayer than last year.

Yu slowly felt sad, and she barely squeezed out a smile, "Mm-hmm." ”

Once, when she was beaten by Yu Zhihai and the sympathetic eyes of her neighbors, she blamed her mother.

blame her for being a third party that everyone spurns and even hates her, because she completely ruined this home.

Someone else's childhood is laughter.

And she is slowly, is the abyss.

But every time she sees such a vicissitudes and fragile mother, she can't blame her.

Why did she forget that her mother is just a weak woman who longs for warmth and stability after all, and she doesn't ask her man to stand up to the sky, as long as she can firmly support their little family of three, this is enough.

But Yu Zhihai is addicted to gambling, spends all day drinking, and is lazy to eat.

Such a man, why should he let his mother guard him all his life?

How could she forget that her mother went to jail because she protected her.

The aunt rushed at her with a knife, and it was her mother who protected her behind her, but she pushed the other party, and the knife stabbed straight into her body, bleeding too much and dying.

The prison guard took a copy of the longevity noodles she had brought and handed it to her mother.

The mother and daughter sat opposite each other and ate noodles together, and her mother sang her happy birthday song.

Perhaps it was because today was particularly sensitive, Yu Yan's eyes suddenly moistened, and two tears fell into the noodles, and even the noodles that he ate into his mouth became bitter.

She sniffed and took a few deep breaths to adjust her mood.

She raised her head, looked at her mother, and asked calmly, "Mom, do you remember the person I mentioned to you earlier who saved me by the river?" ”

Mom nodded.

"I'm with him."

Mom was stunned for more than ten seconds, "Is he good to you?" ”

Yu slowly nodded heavily: "He is very good to me, I don't live with Yu Zhihai anymore, I live in his house now." ”

Speaking of this, Yu slowly added again: "But don't think about it, he's not here, he just gave me the house, and he's in the United States now." ”

"It's so far away..... Mom frowned.

"Yes, it's so far away..... so far that they are only led by a telephone line, as long as he doesn't answer her call, it is as if he has disappeared in her world, and he can't even look for it.

Yu slowly lowered his eyes and covered the loneliness in his eyes: "Mom, I'm going to go to the United States, go find him." ”

"Slowly, you're going to have a hard time."

"He's the only one I want to catch....."

Yu slowly knew her mother's concerns, the United States was so far away, she went there, she was not familiar with life, and the only person she could rely on was Wen Zhiyu.

If one day.... He suddenly felt that she was not good enough....

But now, she can't care about it so much, anyway, she is already covered in sores, and she is not afraid of another scar.

Take a gamble.

"It's time."

Mom was about to say anything more, but the guard opened the door and reminded.

"Slowly, you have to take care of yourself!" Mom covered the phone and said anxiously.

Yu slowly nodded desperately, "Mom, it's only been a year, a year has passed quickly, next year, I'll pick you up!" ”

The prison guards put the handcuffs on the mother's hands and took her away.

She saw the shape of her mother's mouth: I'm sorry, I love you.

Every year, Mom says this.

Mom, she still hasn't been able to forgive herself.

*

After mentioning Wen Zhiyu to his mother, Yu slowly felt even heavier.

Walking out of the prison, she called Wen Zhiyu again.

Shutdown, shutdown, shutdown.....

How did he just.... What about suddenly disappearing?

Obviously, he had told her goodnight the night before.

Yu slowly returned to the apartment with a heavy heart, and it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.

Exhausted and without any strength, she lay on the bed, and the sheets seemed to still have the breath of Wen Zhiyu.

Somehow, she burst into tears.

Crying so much that even she felt inexplicable, wasn't it just being cold and violent?

Wen Zhiyu has always been hot and cold, shouldn't she have been used to it a long time ago?

It's sad now!

Yu slowly became angry in his heart, threw his phone to the ground, and if he didn't call, he wouldn't call, who rarely heard him say happy birthday.

As soon as I was wrapped in the quilt, I cried even more.

I fell asleep when I was tired of crying, and slept until ten o'clock at night, and the room was pitch black, only the mobile phone on the floor lit up with a hint of light.

The quiet atmosphere, the text message ringtone is particularly abrupt.