She went to the bathroom first, threw the pregnancy test sticks in the trash, and then went out with the garbage bag.

took the elevator, arrived on the first floor, and just stepped out of the elevator within two steps, Qin Zhiai lowered her head, glanced at the high heels on her feet, then touched her flat lower abdomen, threw the garbage bag in her hand into the trash can, took the elevator again, returned home, and changed into a pair of flat white shoes.

On the way to find food again, Qin Zhiai carefully analyzed the current situation.

First of all, she is unmarried, Gu Yusheng is married, and the child in her womb is destined to be born without her father.

Secondly, she has no money, raising a child is a long-term expense, if she wants this child, I am afraid that his life with her will not be particularly easy.

In the end, she was not ready to be a mother.

To sum up, the most rational thing to do is to take this child away as soon as possible while the child is not yet formed.

Despite thinking so, Qin Zhiai couldn't help but avoid some foods that were not good for the fetus when ordering food, and even took out her mobile phone to check the precautions for pregnant women when she was waiting for a meal.

With a tangled mood, Qin Zhiai filled her stomach.

Walking out of the restaurant, the cold wind of the night blew, and she was much more sober.

She stood on the side of the road, staring at the brightly lit street for a while, and finally walked to the side of the road, flagged down a taxi, and went to a nearby hospital.

I hung up the emergency room and did a blood test, and the results came out quickly.

With the test sheet and leaving the hospital, Qin Zhiai didn't rush home, but found a café at random, ordered a cup of sour plum juice, sat in the window seat, and stared at the street.

The night was getting deeper, and there were fewer and fewer vehicles on the street, until the lights were dim, and Qin Zhiai recognized a fact: she understood the truth, but in front of a fresh life, she couldn't be so rational.

Even if she can't be with Gu Yusheng, even if the child in her womb is born into a single-parent family, even if he will live a very hard life with her in the future, even if she may be implicated by a child, it is very likely that she will not have a complete marriage and family in this life, even if she is unmarried and pregnant, she may receive a lot of pointing eyes and gossip, but there is only one true thought in her heart, that is, to give birth to this child.

Just like once, when she played Liang Cardamom, she knew that taking birth control pills was not good for her health, but she still kept taking them.

Because at that time, she already knew in her heart that if she was pregnant, she would definitely give birth to a child without hesitation.

It's just that if she wants a child, I'm afraid she's ...... I'm afraid it's her, I'm going to leave the city.

Qin Zhiai bit her accustomed lip, moved slightly, and looked out the window with a faint sadness in her eyes.

Gu Yu Sheng, giving birth to you and my children, I am afraid that in my life, I will do my best, without asking for anything in return, and I will be willing to do the last thing I can do for you.

After a long time, Qin Zhiai took her eyes back from the window, she took out her mobile phone, found Professor Zhu's phone number, and wanted to dial it out, but after looking at the time, it was already past eleven o'clock, so she changed it to a text message: "Teacher Zhu, the thing you mentioned to me last time to send me abroad as an exchange student, is there still a chance now?" ”

PS: Let's take a gamble, Qin Zhiai is before leaving, Gu scumbag knows if she is in trouble, or after leaving? You're sure you can't win me, believe it or not?! My eldest aunt hasn't moved this month, but I'm not pregnant, I'm having irregular menstruation and need a monthly pass for treatment~ So, for my pitiful sake, give me a monthly pass~