Chapter 45: I Understand. 15. How to count your first love.

Shu Yan: "Li Yan, what do you think, I have fulfilled you, don't make trouble for Xiao Ning in the future." Ke Er sent off guests. "Watch them leave.

Before Li Yan left, she heard: "Xiao Ning, what do you want to eat." I'll do it for you in the evening. "Why are you losing your temper?"

"I hate it when people take advantage of you and touch you." "You really are, too."

Out of Shu Yan's house, Li Yan looked at the people beside her: "You can still agree to such conditions." ”

Yue Qing'an: "Because I know that once I change jobs, I will lose my job forever." Don't come back to disturb our house in the future. ”

Li Yan: "I helped you get back to work." "Didn't get an answer.

Li Yan looked at the gloomy sky: "Why, someone wants an ugly girl like Qiu Ning." And I couldn't find it..."

Qiu Ning stood by the window, looked at the lonely person who left, and laughed.

Shu Yan: "I know that when you were a student, you were always bullied by them. Just as I did before I left you. ”

Qiu Ning: "Yes, no one has taken care of me, all I see is betrayal, even if I pay more, all I get is harm." Shu Yan, you were really bold just now. "Think of it as a reward for me." "Well, at least this play made me happy."

Ke Er and Hongcha looked at the two people standing by the window talking, "Big brother was really not joking just now. ”

Hongcha: "Yes, I'm afraid that then, let's watch the eldest sister go to that person's house." Big brother is already ready to take revenge. Still chatting and hearing: "It's going to rain, Shu Yan, send me home." ”

On the road, watching the raindrops fall on the windshield, Qiu stared out the window: "I'm afraid I'm going to dirty your car." I didn't understand what it meant, but I immediately understood when I looked at the side, and I reluctantly stopped the car.

Qiu Ning: "Li Yan, get in the car, you will get sick in this way, I will ask Shu Yan to send you home." Qiu Ning watched her for a long time without moving, so she could only get out of the car and open the back door to let her go up.

The torrential rain was like a note, and the coldness in Shu Yan's eyes shook Li Yan's body, who was sitting behind. Looking at Qiu Ning's wet clothes, he could only sigh helplessly.

Shu Yan: "Xiao Ning, I have prepared an umbrella, you pour it like this, go home and change your clothes, boil hot water to wash off the cold, otherwise you will catch a cold." ”

Qiu Ning: "Well, I know. You can rest assured. You send Li Yan home, the rain is so heavy. ”

Li Yan: "I'm sorry for causing you trouble, and I soiled your car." ”

Qiu Ning: "It's okay, Shu Yan doesn't care." You say yes. He sighed helplessly in his heart: "Well, you can rest assured that it's okay." ”

Looking at the traffic jam in front of me, I sighed a little, after all, the rain was too heavy, and I was still stunned, and the timid voice broke the peace.

Li Yan: "Xiao Ning, there is a class reunion in a few days, do you want to go?" It's been a long time since you didn't come to participate. Shu Yan saw the complicated look in Qiu Ning's eyes, helplessness, the past, and pain.

Qiu Ning: "Go ahead, I really haven't seen you for a long time. Shu Yan, send it here. Shu Yan saw that there was still a long way to go, and the rain was so heavy that even if there was an umbrella, it would be wet.

Shu Yan: "I don't, the rain is so heavy, I can rest assured that you can go so far." Seeing Qiu Ning's sad gaze, Shu Yan knew that there was no need to stop her, and held the steering wheel tightly: "Tomorrow morning, I'll go to see you." Go to bed early, after all, I'm tired today. ”

Qiu Ning looked at him, with a slightly angry look on his face: kissed his forehead lightly, "I wish you a good dream." ”

She saw Shu Yan and laughed. This laugh is her favorite laugh.

Looking at the person walking in the rain, I immediately remembered what Ni Xiao had said, and they met in the heavy rain.

Shu Yan: "Where is your home, I'll send you back, I still have things to deal with at home." According to Li Yan's instructions, Shu Yan sent Li Yan back as quickly as possible, but Li Yan refused to get out of the car. Shu Yan knew that his patience was not used to deal with this kind of person.

Shu Yan: "When you get to the place, please get out of the car, after all, I still need to go back." Li Yan climbed to Shu Yan's side from the back seat and stroked his face: "Why is a girl like Qiu Ning, you can take a fancy to her, you want to play with her, why don't you consider playing with me." ”

Shu Yan: "It's time to get there, it's still raining, I won't send you, I still need to go back." Li Yan wanted to step forward, but was shocked by his cold gaze. Shu Yan watched her get out of the car, and she didn't even leave an umbrella.

drove all the way back: "It's all for my looks and money, I don't want anyone but her." Stroking his forehead: "Here is the warmth she just left, she gave me a dream, a sweet dream." ”

When I got home, I looked at the empty living room and sighed helplessly: "The two of them have already gone to rest at this time." Shu Yan thought about the woman's dirty hands today, and walked in the bathroom with some anger.

Looking at the bite mark on his shoulder in the mirror, he smiled slightly: "This is what I asked for, but it's worth it." ”

I went back to my room and lay on the bed, thinking about the excessive things I had done today, but also thinking: "Is this an answer from Xiao Ning?" Thinking of her back in the rain, it coincided with what Ni Xiao said that day.

"She's not in good health, I'm afraid I'm going to get sick tomorrow morning. Go take care of her sooner. ”

Qiu Ning returned home and looked at the wet clothes: "It's really ironic, this thing makes me feel like this, do you want to talk to him about that thing." ”

Sure enough, even after taking a hot bath, the cold still invaded Qiu Ning, who had always been in bad health. Qiu Ning began to have a fever in the middle of the night, and Leng Xin could only shake his head helplessly when he saw this. rubbed Qiu Ning's body over and over again. Even if you take medicine, the effect is very small.

Qiu Ning, who has been taking medicine all year round, has long been resistant to medicine. It can only be eased a little.

Qiu Ning: "Mom, go and rest, I'm fine." Leng Xin looked at her: "It's not Shuyan's thing that makes you like this." Qiu Ning knew that the person in front of her was the one who knew her mood the best, so she nodded helplessly: "Class reunion, Li Yan gave me trouble." ”

Leng Xin: "I understand your style of doing things. But you have to know what will become of you if you continue like this. ”

Qiu Ning: "Well, don't worry. I got it, I try to avoid it. You go and rest, I'll see if I can get better tomorrow morning." Hearing this, Leng Xin could only agree, knowing that the rest of the things were not something he could say, so he could only go back to the room.

Qiu Ning lay on the bed, stroked her chest and sighed helplessly: "Yes, I know what the consequences are, but it's not time yet." ”

And Ni Chen, who was asleep, sighed helplessly.

Early in the morning, Hongcha and the two got up in a daze, looking at the busy person in the kitchen, very surprised: "Why do you get up so early." Shu Yan didn't look up, and replied while busy: "I think, Xiao Ning should also be cold, so get up early, cook and send it over to see." I'll be back later. ”

Shu Yan looked at them with a somewhat lost look: "Your meal, I have already made it." I'm a reward for helping me share things recently. I'm leaving, go to Xiao Ning's place. Hongcha took the time to clean Ke Er's car. Hongcha was standing there in confusion as he watched the meal. Ke Er looked at his car: "What's wrong with my car, didn't he drive it to see off my eldest sister last night?" "I guess, it's not much better, otherwise how could I deal with it."

Ke Er: "Whatever, it's good if it's broken, let Shu Yan buy me a new one." Hongcha could only smile awkwardly.

Shu Yan just saw Leng Xin leaving.

Shu Yan: "Is Xiao Ning better, I had something to do here yesterday, so Xiao Ning may have caught a cold, I made a meal." Leng Xin looked at the lunch box in his hand and smiled: "Well, it's a cold, and I have a high fever in the middle of the night, but now the situation is getting better, and I'm falling asleep in the house, you go in, don't wake her up quietly." I went out. ”

Shu Yan sighed helplessly in his heart: "It's all to blame for that nasty ghost named Li Yan, who caused Xiao Ning to suffer here." ”

Qiu Ning came to stroke her forehead and looked out the window blankly: "Although it's much better, it's still almost, how many people will be dragged down by my body." Shu Yan heard the movement and immediately knocked on the door: "Xiao Ning, are you up?" Qiu Ning was startled when this voice heard this: "Shu Yan." How did you come so early. ”

Shu Yan: "I'm afraid that you will fall ill because of the rain yesterday. So I cooked my meal and came early. ”

Qiu Ning: "Then have you had breakfast?" Listen to the hesitation outside: "Take the food and come in." "Oh."

Shu Yan saw her haggard face, remembered that her health was not good, and Leng Xin had just said that she had a high fever, and was a little lost: "Let her suffer alone, I didn't even guard her." ”

Looking at the meal prepared by Shu Yan, he smiled slightly, and at the same time saw that his face was a little red.

"How do you remember what happened that day?" Shu Yan didn't look at her, so he could only nod. "I didn't say anything, you're good, a big man, this look." But he sighed helplessly in his heart: "You won't know that I'm taking a risk." ”

"Come here, sit next to me, let me lie down, I like the taste of the food, but my physical condition still needs to be recuperated." Listening to her tired tone, I only felt very uncomfortable. "That day, your annoying classmate refused to get out of the car, and I had no choice but to drive her down." Qiu Ning lay on his lap, closed his eyes slightly, took his hand and put it on his cheek.

Shu Yan felt: "She may still have a fever." "Still stunned." Well, I know, Li Yan has always been like that, I'm afraid she will be very unbalanced when she sees me find a boyfriend like you, so I tried to see if I could poach you. A sneer: "It's a pity that she failed." Shu Yan looked at her slightly painful appearance and kissed her forehead boldly, Qiu Ning was startled at first, and then smiled.

"Shu Yan, there is an old thing I want to talk to you about." "Well, don't worry, I'm waiting for you."

"Shortly after you left, I fell in love with a boy. He is the only person after you who has ever protected me. When Shu Yan heard this, his heart ached, but then: "Later, he didn't protect me, but went to the other side and bullied me together." I remember the warmth he gave me. Self-righteous like that person. ”

Shu Yan saw tears flowing from the corners of Qiu Ning's eyes, as if she was recalling her most unbearable thing: "Xiao Ning, don't say it again, forget such a painful memory." I don't like to see you like this. ”

Qiu Ning still continued: "I was very young at that time, and I didn't know anything about emotions, and under the coaxing of other classmates, I wrote boring love letters to that child, and later, he told the whole class what I wrote. Since then, I have no trust in feelings, only betrayal. But as I grew up, I understood. At that time, it was not love, let alone love. It's me who confuses emotion with like. But I was hurt so much that I rarely used my emotions since. But that time I bit you, and when I hurt you again, I will be distressed. I know, I lost. ”