At that moment, I suddenly understood why my sister didn't let me contact the other classmates in the school, she must have heard the gossip that hurt her first, so she chose to protect herself in the only way she could. In the face of other people's cynicism, I didn't have the slightest ability to fight back, panicked and left the sad school with a body of injury and silence, and I didn't even have the courage to take graduation photos.

Perhaps it was from that time that my personality and some of the things I clinged to in my heart changed, sensitivity, pessimism, low self-esteem and fear, and many years after the death of my parents, I regained possession of my heart. Even if I went to another school for graduate school, for three whole years, those inner wounds have not healed.

I don't know who to blame for the injuries I have suffered in school, or who to find to end the anger and unwillingness in my heart. Or is it a flower heart forest birch with ulterior motives? Or is it the stupid self that used to be stupid? The pain is compounded by silence.

That fall down the stairs made me lose not only my inner confidence and optimism, but also the missed school of my choice, as well as the memory that I once remembered. The school that is qualified for graduate school is not the school I want, but fortunately, it is also a relief and happiness for me to be able to stay away from those old people in the past.

Three years later, I married Xiao Wenhui, who was a graduate student at another school not far away, and lived a peaceful and happy life with each other, and cut off contact with my former classmates, except for my friend Lingling at that time, and of course she also learned to never talk about our past. When he thought that everything was completely forgotten, the name Lin Hua reappeared in his life, and with his appearance, his sister passed away, and many things that he didn't want to think about anymore came up again.

I thought I was ready to face the past when I accepted the jade necklace, but when I saw Bao Hui again today, the anger and hatred in my heart gushed out, it turned out that the bloody wound had never healed, and the memories of the past were overwhelming.

Bao Hui's words surprised me, the person who transfused himself was actually Lin Hua, and perhaps it was this reason that could explain the reason why the jade necklace recognized me as the owner. Since the person who transfused the blood was not Xiao Wenhui, why did the attending doctor tell me with certainty that the person who transfused the blood was Xiao Wenhui? I never asked Xiao Wenhui what happened in the hospital, maybe someone was right about this and figured out the character of me and Lin Hua, so they created a lot of misunderstandings, including the person who pushed me from behind that day.

"Xiaolou, didn't you suspect that there was a misunderstanding in some things back then?" Lin Suo quietly listened to my memories and asked softly.

"I doubted it, but what made people even more angry at that time was the distrust of me! Sensitive and inferior hearts can't bear any coldness and ignorance, and will always unconsciously think badly about people and things, isn't it stupid? I asked.

"Want to hear the story of me and Lin Hua? These words have never been said to anyone else! Lin Suo didn't answer my question, he asked another question, I thought about it, and nodded. He paused, exhaled deeply, and talked about his past with Lin Hua.

Lin said that he was very young when he met Lin Hua, about only ** years old. The Lin family is a big family that has been doing business abroad, and the elders are very strict with their children, and there are many red tapes that must be followed at home. Often, the children in such families do not have children and friends, and Lin Suo is no exception. Although he has two older brothers, two older sisters, and a younger brother and sister, the siblings are not close to each other.

Because the elders in the family value the excellence of their children more than family affection, there is more competition between children than love and tolerance. The iron tower that has accompanied Lin Suo since he was a child is the personal bodyguard of the Lin family to Lin Suo, although they are of the same age, but they are more of a master and servant with each other, obedience and loyalty, so the young Lin Suo is very lonely.

He had to learn a lot of things every day, many of them were beyond his age, at that time he thought that other people's lives were like this, until Lin Suo met the child of his aunt from afar, the fearless sunny boy Lin Hua, he didn't know what ordinary people's childhood was like.

When Lin said that when he met Lin Hua, he had just come home from school for the summer vacation, and Lin Hua was sitting on the sofa in the living room of Lin Suo's house, leaning on his mother and being coquettish, and the laughter of him and his mother resounded throughout the hall. And Lin Hua's father sat next to his mother, looking at Lin Hua and his mother with a doting face, they were all smiling very happily, that kind of scene Lin Suo had never seen in his own home.

In his memory, his parents were very busy, they always treated others or each other with a polite and polite appearance, and never saw any intimate behavior or excessive behavior between father and mother. They are the same for their own children, always in the state of educators and educated, without hugging, coquettishness, and even less kissing. Before Lin met Lin Hua, he never knew that parents and parents and children could be so close.

He was very envious of Lin Hua sitting on the sofa, and the elders in the family told him that this child was the child of one of his distant aunts, and in order not to disturb the adults' conversations, he could take him out to play. As a result, Lin Hua became the first real friend and playmate in Lin Suo's life, but the old-fashioned Lin family adults didn't like Lin Hua's family.

Lin heard from the adults that Lin Hua's mother gave up a lot of things in order to marry Lin Hua's father, who was a foreigner, including her noble status. Lin Hua is the only son in his family, his parents love him very much, and the lack of basic discipline and restraint leads to his flamboyant, rebellious, and fearless personality.

But Lin Suo doesn't think so, he likes this cousin who is different from others, and thinks that he is like an interesting sunshine that makes everything around him vibrant. Similarly, Lin Hua also likes his cousin, who seems to be old and stable and cold, and the two children of the same age quickly stick together, and under the leadership of Lin Hua, they go to the house all day long to uncover the tiles and tease the cats and dogs, making up for Lin's missing childhood one by one.

Soon Lin Hua returned to China after the summer vacation, but the two have always maintained close contact, and the annual winter and summer vacation gatherings in the future have become the most desired thing for the cousins. Even as the two grow up, this agreement has never changed.

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