"Hehehe, a joke." Xu Shangsong smiled faintly, then sighed and said, "I'm sorry Ji Nan, I can't help you this time, I've tried to go through many ways and many relationships, but ......"

In fact, when I saw Xu Shangsong's eyes dimmed, I probably understood, and I still felt a little lost in my heart. "It's okay, Uncle Xu." I said, "Like you said, I'm very open-minded. ”

"Well, I can see that they are also reluctant to let you go." Xu Shangsong glanced at the door of the ward, and said with a sigh: "You have handed over a group of good brothers who are worthy of trust......

I said, yes, even if my life is over after only 20 years, it's worth it.

"Don't you regret it?" Xu Shangsong looked me in the eye.

I smiled and said, no regrets.

Because in my life, this is only 20 years of youth, and the things I have gained may not be experienced in several lifetimes.

So, what do I have to regret so much?

Xu Shangsong is gone, which also means that my last glimmer of hope is shattered.

Even he can't do anything, and of course others can't help it, Chen Jingwei's decision is not something that ordinary people can change.

Of course, everyone did their best, although they never told me, but I still know that in the recent days, whether it is Xing Yu, Mi Jie, or Pluto Yalong, Ah Guang, and Pipe Man, they are all running around outside, running around, exhausting all kinds of interpersonal relationships, stuffing money, looking for relationships, and trying to find ways everywhere.

Every day, I always feel sorry for them when they come back in the dust, with a tired face on their faces but still pretending to be indifferent and smiling at me.

I'd love to tell them, forget it, it's not necessary.

But I can't bear to say it, it's a good intention of theirs after all, and I don't want them to regret it after I'm gone, and I don't want them to feel guilty that they didn't even work hard. I know them too well.

Although I knew that it would be a waste of effort, even Xu Shangsong and Lan Zhen had no choice, who else in Beikou City had more power than Chen Jingwei?

Compared to them, I became the most idle person.

In the past few days, I only need to stay in the ward every day, cooperate with the doctor on time for treatment and rehabilitation, change dressings on time, watch TV and eat snacks when I have nothing to do, and the day will pass.

Yaoyue was afraid that I would be bored, so she asked someone to buy me a PS4, and there were a lot of snacks she bought for me on the bedside. Sometimes she would curl up on the bed with me, holding two gamepads, sitting with me eating snacks and playing games, and when she was tired of playing, she would lie next to me, and we would hug each other and watch TV. I also experienced the life of being an otaku.

During that time, Yaoyue accompanied me every day, and we have been hiding under this "safe" roof, chatting, eating, watching TV, sleeping, playing video games, day and night are no longer so important to us, the important thing is that we are together. We often talked until late at night or early in the morning, talking about her stories when she was a child, talking about my stories, talking about our past bits and pieces, until Yao Yue fell asleep on my lap.

Maybe this is the life I've been looking forward to for a long time, truly carefree. It's a pity that I know that this kind of life can't exist for long.

We all have a tacit understanding that we don't talk about the future, and only enjoy the present that we have.

That day, Yaoyue and I chatted until 4 o'clock in the morning as usual, Yaoyue fell asleep on my lap again, I gently stroked her soft hair, and couldn't help but smile shallowly. But I felt that I was a little anxious, so I put Yao Yue down, put her head on the pillow, covered her with the quilt, and then rolled over and got out of bed softly.

During this period of recuperation, I have gradually regained my ability to move on my own, my body has almost recovered, and of course it is no problem to go to the toilet by myself.

From the beginning, I had to rely on painkillers, injections, and hanging bottles every day to suppress the pain, and then gradually gave up these things, so that the skin and flesh tissues could slowly get used to the feeling of pain, and then the pain gradually disappeared, and my mobility became the same as that of a normal person.

Although my body is still a little weak, I have to admit that I still recovered.

To be honest, I've been injured so many times in the past two years, and this is the only one time, and I wish my injuries were healing more slowly.

I shook my head with a wry smile, feeling a deep sense of helplessness.

Unfortunately, the toilet in the bathroom in the VIP ward was blocked, so I had to ask someone to fix it tomorrow. But it doesn't matter, there are public toilets outside anyway.

I pushed open the door to my room and walked out. It's only 4 o'clock in the morning, the sky is not yet bright, and the corridor is empty, but I was surprised to find that there is a person sitting under the wall of the corridor at the door - Xiao Ning! Dressed in a snow-white sweatshirt and brown cropped pants, she sat with her legs crossed and her head buried between her arms.

Why is she here at such a late hour?

I walked over with surprise and confusion, the air in the hallway was cold, and I was a little worried that she would catch a cold if she sat on the cold ground dressed so thinly.

I felt that my steps were already very light, but as soon as I got closer, Xiao Ning raised her head and looked at me too, showing a little surprised expression, and then patted her ass in a panic and stood up, looking at me cautiously.

"Xiao Ning? You...... Why are you still here? I asked, somewhat surprised.

Xiao Ning came to see me during the day, but she should have already gone with the others?

Xiao Ning didn't speak, only bit her lip hard, and looked at me with watery eyes. "What the hell is going on?" I held out my hand to her. As a result, as soon as I approached, Xiao Ning couldn't help it at all, tears flowed out again, covering her mouth with her hand, and crying with a slight tremble.

"Don't cry......" I scrambled to turn over the tissues on my body.

"Ji Nan, I can't pretend anymore, I really can't pretend anymore......" Xiao Ning cried even more violently, and shook her head while humming: "I can't bear you, and everyone can't give up on you...... Everyone knows that you don't want to see us sad, so that's why you pretend to be relaxed in front of you, you don't know how uncomfortable I am these days...... I know that the days when I can see you are numbered, and I want to spend more time with you, but I know that the position next to you does not belong to me, it was before, and it is now, Yaoyue will be happier by your side, and I also want you to be happy, especially with only the last few days...... But I still hope to see you again, I want to remember what you looked like, I don't think I will ever see you again...... Later, I thought that if I couldn't see you, it would be nice to hear your voice, and I was afraid of disturbing you, so I stayed at the door of your ward every night and listened quietly to your chat, listen to your voice, even if this is the case, I can be satisfied...... But I know that I may not even be able to hear your voice in the future...... I don't really know what to do......"