Volume 1, Heavy Life 02 Chapter 2 I won't let go of this life

An Ran is only 1.65 meters tall, and for Lin Ming, who is 1.83 meters, the two of them standing together obviously need her to raise her head and look up.

But now An Ran flew his cheeks and buried his head in his chest.

Lin Ming was looking down at her, even if he just looked at her smooth black hair, he thought it looked good. I suddenly remembered that when I was in junior high school, once on the way home from school, An Ran jokingly said that I liked him, so it was better to be together. Lin Ming said seriously that he was too familiar with it, and he was embarrassed to do it. He may not have seen it at that time, An Ran's face turned a little pale in an instant. The two grew up together, unlike Lin Ming, who was not careful enough, An Ran really heard it at the time, and Lin Ming just regarded her as a sister. In fact, it is the same in many places, children in a kindergarten class are easily in the same elementary school, and children in the same primary school are also easy to study in the same junior high school. Even if I didn't go to junior high school, all kinds of connections made many of those children know each other. Especially if you live close to home or a large compound, it is even more obvious. Lin Ming and An Ran are in the same courtyard, and the two grew up together and went to the same junior high school. Lin Ming's grades that year were not bad, and he agreed with his friends in the yard and An Ran and more than a dozen other friends that they would be admitted to the No. 1 Middle School together in the future and never give up. It's a pity that Lin Ming later broke his promise, and everyone parted ways, even if they have been in contact since then, and everyone came to cheer on his birthday in college, but this is a big regret for him. Some people say that life is actually a process of repeating regrets. After the wear and tear of time, we will all regret why we didn't make the right choice back then. However, life is impermanent, and when you gain something, you may lose something, and time will not turn back anyone. Lin Ming is not a very smart person, and when he studied hard, he only entered the top ten or two at most. The reason why he rejected Enron that year was not that he didn't like her. It's just that Zhao Hao told their brothers a long time ago that Zhao Hao likes Enron. In fact, Lin Ming knew that many of his brothers liked Enron, but because Zhao Hao was the first to speak, everyone could only hide this love in their hearts. In those days, it was the most correct and normal thing that everyone took for granted. Brothers' wives, don't be deceived. Even if An Ran has never been with Zhao Hao, the brothers around them want to match the two of them, but they have never considered An Ran's feelings.

Everyone is just fifteen or sixteen-year-old teenagers, where do you understand these things about love? It's just that under the influence of the movies in the southern port city, everyone pretends to be brothers like siblings and women like clothes, and leaves generously. Just like a piece of fresh cake, everyone was embarrassed to eat it first, so they pretended to be humble. But it is a truth that the most cheeky person picked up the cheap.

The soft sunset has become an afterglow, and the streets are full of cars. In the downtown area, this marriage tree, which will become the most famous marriage tree in Cloud City in more than ten years, is quiet and silent.

Lin Ming didn't speak, An Ran kept his head down and blushed, and no one broke the embarrassment in front of him.

Many people felt that An Ran was mistaken by Zhao Hao, so that when Lin Ming celebrated his birthday later, only Zhao Hao was not invited. Even the other six in the Eight King Kongs almost no longer have anything to do with Zhao Hao. After An Ran's accident, Fan Lei was angry and slapped Zhao Hao twice. But only Lin Ming knew that Lin Ming's rejection of Enron was nothing, and it was nothing that everyone forcibly matched with someone he didn't like, and this was not the reason why Lin Ming owed Enron all his life. Before that incident, no one in An Ran's life had ever failed her, and after that incident, only Lin Ming had failed her. Because that knife was not blocked for Zhao Hao, it was blocked for Lin Ming.

Lin Ming remembered Enron's death day very clearly, November 14 of 03. The sophomore of Ba King Kong made an appointment to skip school to go to an Internet café, and beat up three gangsters who were looking for fault and asking for money in the Internet café. When school ended in the evening, the three gangsters took people to block the door of the No. 1 Middle School, and several people discussed and decided to negotiate with them, and Lin Ming also rushed over from the No. 4 Middle School after knowing the news. As a result, the negotiation was not negotiated, and more than a dozen gangsters over there surrounded them and asked for 100,000 yuan in medical expenses. Where did my brother go to make up 100,000 in the third year? Then they fought again, when a gangster swung at Zhao Hao with that knife, it was Lin Ming who saved his life, but the red-eyed gangster immediately turned to Lin Ming with a knife, and it was An Ran next to him who pushed him away. Although the gangster was directly sentenced to death under the operation of Zhou Yunkai and his father, it was precisely because of Enron's departure that cracks appeared in the Eight King Kongs. The first to do it was Zhao Hao, and it was Zhao Hao who made the rest of the people misunderstand that Enron wanted to save. For Zhao Hao, Fan Lei's two slaps, he was very willing.

But Lin Ming was unwilling.

When she was pierced by that knife in the major artery of the heart, in Lin Ming's arms, she smiled with a white face and tried to smile. That look seems to say, it was me who was stabbed by the knife, not you Lin Ming, it's good.

An Ran waited for a few minutes, didn't wait for the next step, and said with some anger: "Lin Ming, are you crazy, we haven't started yet." ”

"It's never too late to start."

Lin Ming smiled, revealing his neat eight white teeth. Later, every girl who fell in love with Lin Ming said that his smile was like a ray of sunshine in the afternoon. Lin Ming's skin is very white and smooth, not as white as An Ran, but it is angular, and he is a beautiful man from the side of his face. Judging from his face, he is also a beautiful man.

But An Ran has been watching it for more than ten years, and he never thought that Lin Ming was good-looking, only because he liked him, he was good-looking. If you don't like it, no matter how good-looking it is, Enron doesn't like it. Just like Zhao Hao, he is also very handsome, but An Ran has never liked it.

So An Ran slapped Lin Ming's chest fiercely, turned around and went into another small alley. Lin Ming was not shy like most boys, and after nearly thirty years of life, he had not lived in vain, so he rushed forward and took An Ran's hand.

An Ran blushed and wanted to shake it off several times, but when he lifted it high, he gently put it down, how could he be willing to shake him off with his clenched hand? An Ran was admitted to the No. 1 Middle School with the Seven King Kongs, obviously everyone is a partner from the same courtyard, only An Ran will often take the bus to sit near the entrance of the No. 4 Middle School and wait for Lin Ming for what? It's not for this moment, sometimes An Ran is actually annoyed that Lin Ming is puzzled, but she didn't expect that happiness might come a little suddenly. Suddenly, before it even started to happen, the dust had settled all of a sudden. So out of natural shyness, she didn't say a word to Lin Ming along the way.

Xiangchun Road is a very chaotic street, especially the nearby schools, the city No. 4 Middle School, Yunda Affiliated Middle School, Beiya and two junior high schools are all in this vicinity. Lin Ming graduated from primary school and went to Changyi Junior High School, and on the first day of school, he saw a man on this road who was knocked on the head and bled all over the ground.

Because there are many small alleys on this road, there are many escape routes to choose from, so whether it is the surrounding people or not, they will choose to fight in groups here.

Especially on Friday, it is really like a flash mob, there will be several waves of people, either blocking the No. 4 Middle School on the road to go home from school, or going to the gate of Yunda High School or Beiya Middle School. When the stationery store closes late, a bloody hand will come in and ask for a tissue to wipe it.

I remember that in the first two years, they were also classmates from other classes who often ambushed them in this alley. At the mouth of the alley is Yunda High School, along the road all the way down, is an old downhill road, the houses on both sides are six-story old buildings from the eighties and nineties, the walls are gray, overgrown with creepers. The streets are lined with stationery stores, breakfast shops, grocery stores, bookstores, and other shops. When the two of them continue to walk down the ramp, they can still see the playground of their junior high school principal, Yi Middle School, in the distance. Changyi Junior High School is not on Xiangchun Road, but the playground is separated from this road by two old streets, and the terrain is relatively low, and you can see it from afar through the alley.

At the end of the school day, students from nearby schools came out of the schools like crowded schools of sardines, and soon the whole street was clogged. Two people wore school uniforms and mingled among the students.

Lin Ming held An Ran's soft hand and was thinking about whether to take advantage of the situation and hug him. But after all, I was almost at the door, and my heart was a little empty. This street is full of decades-old neighborhoods, and many people inside and outside know them, and it is easy to stab their parents, who are fifteen or sixteen years old, and are very afraid of these troubles.

But the next moment, he didn't hesitate to stretch out his arm and wrap his arms around her. In the previous life, she was easily let go, so in this life, she will be happy in her own arms. Since returning to the past in the afternoon, the inner confusion that was born has been swept away.

"Let it go."

Enron was full of shame, trying to open his arms. Unexpectedly, Lin Ming worked harder, thinking about the appearance of lying in his arms and laughing miserably, he hugged her tighter, and did not forget to read in his mouth: "Don't let it go, I won't let it go for the rest of my life." ”