Chapter 7: The warmth of a cup of hot water
"You talk nonsense!" Luo Chuan gasped heavily, and the muscles in his face twitched.
I know he didn't believe what I said at all.
"I'm not crazy, why should I hurt my son, what's in it for me?" He stared at me hard, and the expression on his face became more and more hideous.
With a sigh, I stood up and patted him on the shoulder: "Luo Chuan, think about it carefully......"
"What do I think!?"
He yelled and jerked my hand away.
There was an obvious hint of panic in Luo Chuan's eyes, but he was still strongly suppressed, and after a pause, he suddenly walked towards them.
"I'm going to go out for a while, calm down, it's so stuffy here, I need to breathe!"
With that, he opened the door and walked out.
"Daddy!" Lili put down her chopsticks and wanted to go out with Luo Chuan.
I took her hand, and she looked up at me and asked me where her dad was going.
I said, "Lili, don't worry, your dad will be back soon......"
Before my words could be finished, the door opened again, and when Luo Chuan appeared at the door, he was stunned for a moment, looked behind him, and then looked at us.
"How am I ...... Coming back? ”
Seeing that we didn't speak, he turned around and walked out again, and after about a few seconds, the door opened again, and this time, the man who appeared in the door was still him.
"What the hell is going on?" Luo Chuan looked at me.
I still didn't speak, he paused, turned and went out again. Still the same as before, he was back in the house a moment later.
This was repeated many times, and when he opened the door again and saw me, he strode up to me, looked at me angrily, and grabbed me by the collar:
"Are you doing something, what do you want to do!?"
At this moment, Lili walked up to him, pulled the corner of his clothes and said, "Dad, don't be angry, uncle is here to help us!" ”
Luo Chuan pointed at me and said, "Of course I know, I invited him here!" I asked him to take you away, but he ......"
As soon as she said this, Lili cried, Luo Chuan hurriedly squatted down and hugged her daughter: "I'm sorry Lili, it's all because your father is not good, if it weren't for your father, you wouldn't die!" Dad regretted ......"
Standing aside, I watched as the father and daughter hugged each other and cried, when the door of the bedroom opened a crack, and I gestured to the people who were poking their heads out of it, signaling them not to come out yet.
Turning my head, I sighed heavily: "Luo Chuan, in fact, you have already remembered, it's just that you don't want to face this fact, right?" ”
Luo Chuan was stunned, and he looked up at me......
In the car accident three years ago, at that turn in the mountains and forests in the suburbs, Luo Chuan drove his car and hit it, and it took half an hour for the ambulance to arrive, and among the three people who were lifted out of the car, except for Shen Lin, there was a pulse, and Luo Chuan and Lili died on the spot.
Shen Lin, who lost her husband and daughter, fell into great grief.
She was depressed and wanted to commit suicide, but her family stayed with her every step of the way. It took a long time for Shen Lin to recover. Later, with the help of a friend, she got married again, gave birth to a child, and started a new life.
But Shen Lin never knew that her dead husband Luo Chuan had never left......
Luo Chuan's soul has been following Shen Lin, he watched Shen Lin remarry and have children, he has resentment in his heart, he hates!
After a long time, Luo Chuan's consciousness began to blur, he thought that he was not dead, in that car accident, only his daughter Lili died, and this one-year-old child, he also thought that he and his wife were born again.
But sometimes, Luo Chuan's consciousness was fresh again, he saw that man living in his own house, and Shen Linqing was not convinced.
Just like Luo Chuan told me just now, all this belonged to him, but now, it has nothing to do with him, and he can't accept it.
So, in his other consciousness, he vented all his grievances on the newborn child.
When he was confused, he thought that the child was born to him and Shen Lin, but when he was sober, he would resent all this.
That day on the grass in the community, he watched Shen Lin walk with her husband with resentment, so he stepped forward and pushed the one-year-old child.
And that night, he watched his wife and husband lingering in bed, and couldn't help but be angry, turned around and went to the kitchen to get a fruit knife and approached the nursery, if Lili hadn't stopped it, maybe the tragedy would have happened.
The daughter was originally leaving, she had been waiting for her father, she wanted Luo Chuan to leave with her, but Luo Chuan had too deep an obsession in her heart and refused to leave.
In Luo Chuan's vague consciousness, he thought that Lili was a ghost, pestering him and his wife, and also doing things to hurt his younger brother, so he was also full of defense against his daughter in guilt......
Thinking back to all this, Luo Chuan squatted on the ground, holding his head and felt very incredible.
He muttered that none of this was possible, so I picked up two family photos on the table and handed them to him to take a closer look.
On the yellowed old photo, it was Shen Lin, Luo Chuan and Lili, a family of three hugging each other, very excited. Luo Chuan picked up another photo, although Shen Lin was still sitting in that direction and that seat, the man who hugged her was no longer Luo Chuan.
After looking at these two photos for a long time, a voice finally burst out of Luo Chuan's throat, and he began to sob, looking very painful.
"How can she do this to me, how can she ...... with other men"
I said, "Shen Lin didn't feel sorry for you, you are dead, but her life is still going on, do you want her to continue to suffer?" ”
"Of course not."
"Then why don't you go?"
"I ......" Luo Chuan raised his eyes and looked around: "This home is mine, I earned it with great difficulty, I don't leave, I can't leave." ”
After saying this, his eyes, like Lili's, turned blood-red.
I stared at the empty plate on the table and asked Luo Chuan, "Is the fried hot spring egg just now delicious?" ”
He was stunned for a moment: "It's delicious." ”
I said, "That's what your wife made for your father and daughter, and I persuaded her for a long time before she agreed." When she knew that you had been by her side, she was very sad, in fact, she didn't want you to go, but Shen Lin already had a new life, she was a person, you were a ghost, she couldn't see you, she couldn't touch you, and when she was most uncomfortable, she needed care that she could see and touch. ”
"You can see and touch ......," Luo Chuan repeated a few words.
I said, "Yes, the world is very realistic, and she wants to go on with it." It doesn't matter, it's more useful than a cup of hot water when you're sick, but you can't give it all this. ”