"Their hands have long been stained with blood, what is the difference between those who died and your neighbors? Will they not die if you blindfold your eyes and tie your hands? Will they come back to life? Lu Xiaoling shook Sun Yang's hand heavily and asked loudly. That's not true! That's not how this world works! My uncle didn't bring you through this door to make you a lonely hermit, much less to make you a self-pitying fool! ”

"Do you understand? Sun Yang! There are so many ugly things in this world, and our mission is to destroy them! Maybe we don't have enough power, maybe we can't do it perfectly, but as long as we do it, everything can be better! She grabbed Sun Yang's hand hard and dragged him in front of her. The Sun Yang I like is by no means an incompetent person who can't stand a little frustration, and definitely not a person who will watch these things happen! Sun Yang, I know what you're afraid of, but so what? Maybe the people around us will die because of this, maybe we ourselves will die because of this or that, but so what? We're doing the right thing, we're doing our best to make this world a better place, and we're trying to get more people out of this fate! We have a clear conscience! If this is the case, then why should we stop and be afraid? ”

"It's those people who should be afraid, those things that hide in the dark! Not us! She held Sun Yang's face with her hand and looked at his eyes seriously. Our only mistake is not strong enough, then we try to make ourselves stronger, try to make ourselves able to withstand and solve bigger problems! Don't turn yourself into a bastard, don't make my uncle's death worthless, okay? ”

Her tears flowed out, and Sun Yang panicked and clumsily wiped them for her, but she shook her head and wiped them away with the back of her hand.

"You already knew......" Sun Yang's tears couldn't help but flow out. Lu Lou pushed him away at that time, and the insect that he was turned into by the evil qi penetrated his body, lifted it into the air, and then resolutely attracted the picture of the heavenly thunder and their demise in front of his eyes again.

This matter had always been a knot in his heart, if he hadn't been there at the time...... If Lu Lou was still alive, would things still be the way they are now?

"You were too tolerant of my bad attitude at that time, and you showed too much guilt, so I pretended that you had confessed everything to me and asked Uncle Cao for details......"

Sun Yang shook his head slightly: "If it weren't for me, Master Lu would ...... him"

"It's not about you!" Lu Xiaoling said, Sun Yang looked at her in astonishment, but she rested her head on Sun Yang's shoulder. "I know him, it's his fate, if not because he wants to save you, but because he wants to save someone else...... It's his destiny, but he's happy with it...... I know...... But if he knows you're the way you are, he might be disappointed. ”

Sun Yang looked at her, nodded silently, and hugged her in his arms.

But looking at Lu Xiaoling's happy smile, his heart couldn't be calm for a long time.

Is it really like what Lu Xiaoling said?

He couldn't help but want to shake his head again.

If this world really is that simple, then all problems will no longer be problems.

Those hidden arrows hiding in the dark, not knowing when they would shoot at him, his parents, relatives and friends, are of course the problem, but for Sun Yang, what really bothers him is that he doesn't know how he should go on in the future.

Returning to the previous life, cultivating, helping others, subduing demons and eliminating demons...... This may be Lu Xiaoling's ideal life.

But Sun Yang knew that after experiencing this series of things, he had been too deeply involved in the affairs of the Special Case Administration, and it was not so easy to get out.

He didn't like Dai Baichuan, and even disgusted this two-faced despicable villain because he was betrayed by him, but he had no way to avoid a very important question, for him, Dai Baichuan's approach most of the time was more in line with his worldview.

He likes the distant mountain under Dai Baichuan's management, and the people in it who are busy trying their best to solve a problem. They may not be as powerful as Long Qingting, but the strong desire in their hearts to protect the people is real, and the efforts and sacrifices they have made are also real.

On the contrary, he didn't like Long Qingting.

He was too powerful and too dazzling, he could easily solve problems that hundreds or thousands of people couldn't solve, and those powerful outliers were just a gesture for him. But behind his ever-smiling face, Sun Yang saw another face.

He doesn't really care about people's deaths, maybe because he is too powerful, life may be meaningless to him, whether it is his enemy's or his own.

Sun Yang felt that everything he did had a clear purpose, and he killed those evil cultivators, not because he was angry at what they had done, but because it would make him a savior in the eyes of everyone, and he could get more people's support.

Sun Yang had no doubt that even in the chaotic and complicated place of Nanyan, it was only a matter of his hand to find out and eliminate Fei Xiu. Sun Yang had seen the spell he used to track down that Spirit Sect cultivator, and it could be used at that time, so there was no reason why he couldn't use it this time. But he just wanted to find those monsters hidden in Nanyan, and he would rather owe them a favor and let them go to pay for repairs.

Did he really go to track down Fei Xiu?

In the days when he frequently faced funerals, Sun Yang couldn't help but think back to the clues he saw when he was with Long Qingting. When he said, "I have written down this love", the expressions on the faces of those monsters were very happy, and Sun Yang couldn't help but wonder, is this a transaction or connection that has been formed between the two? If Yuanshan really did something to those monsters entrenched in Nanyan for some reason, would Long Qingting have a reason to intervene? Even if this didn't happen, would he already have a reason to continue dealing with these youkai?

He couldn't help but think of Qingqiu again.

How can the side of the couch allow others to sleep soundly, with Long Qingting's ability, if he wants to, can he really not deal with those demon clans and sect remnants hiding in Qingqiu?

Maybe it was because he was self-respecting, or maybe he had other plans, but no matter what the reason for him was, it had already made Sun Yang have a deep sense of wariness against him. Long Qingting's thinking stance was very suspicious, completely different from Sun Yang's. Perhaps, as he said, Dai Baichuan has regarded Sun Yang as an outlier, but deep in Sun Yang's heart, his position and way of thinking have never changed.

If Long Qingting used the matter of Yuexi to persecute him...... Maybe he was thinking too much, but now, it was hard for him to believe what Long Qingting said to him at that time.

Does it really have to be him?

At noon, those children who were frolicking in the Xun family's garden and running past him really had to be eliminated quickly?

Sun Yang hugged Lu Xiaoling tightly, but he didn't dare to tell her that he had done such a thing in a panic.