Chapter Eighty-Eight: A Visit to Nanqiu
It was noon when I walked to the main hall, I couldn't wait for a while, the hall was full of guests, not only the ministers of Nanqiu, but also the generals who came with Xiao Zhuo, Feng Qingxuan sat on a high position, and swept every minister of Dayuan with a domineering manner, especially when he looked at Ling Xiao and Xiao Zhuo, his eyes were even colder, but he swept it away, and did not stop for more, now there are some things Feng Qingxuan can be sure, this time Xiao Zhuo led so many soldiers to pound Fang Nanqiu, it is definitely not for any mutual assistance and friendship.
Although Tuoba Yu is dissatisfied with Dayuan in his heart, he always has to say some polite words, such as: "Ladies and gentlemen of Dayuan, today come to the country of Nanqiu, which makes Gu feel happy, not to mention that the emperor of Dayuan came to visit in person, Gu's heart is grateful, since he has come to Nanqiu, Nanqiu will definitely come up with the best hospitality to entertain you, so that you feel at home, if you have any needs, you can put it forward directly, Gu asked the palace people to go to buy it immediately, today's banquet is specially prepared for you, You can have fun and get drunk. ”
Tuoba Yu's words, although they were a little verbose, but they made the soldiers from Dayuan very satisfied, after all, they were all polite words, and it must be the host of every place who would say this, he and the whole stood up, holding a wine glass to Tobayu, even Xiao Zhuo stood up, but Feng Qingxuan took the wine glass and drank it all with a nonchalant face, without putting Dayuan's soldiers in her eyes, and the iris who stayed beside her inadvertently pulled Feng Qingxuan's sleeve and signaled her to glance, On the contrary, Feng Qingxuan didn't want to give them a good face at all, Tuoba Yu smiled and played the round, and the dancing girls under the stage slowly entered, and the hall became lively for a while.
Tuoba Yu sat down, stretched out his hand to pour Feng Qingxuan a full glass of wine, and said leisurely: "Actually, you don't have to hate Xiao Zhuo so much, after all, he also does things for others, you have been entangled with him for so long, it must be fate, and you didn't stab him with a sword for revenge, you can't help but make him uncomfortable and make yourself uncomfortable, I know that you have always pretended to be him in your heart, don't deliberately reject it, it will make you more uncomfortable, Qingxuan try to forgive him, I think my father's spirit in the sky also wants you to be happy, a thing on the battlefield." He won't blame you. ”
Feng Qingxuan chuckled, took the wine glass, squinted his eyes and took a sip: "Even if it is fate, how unsuitable it is not suitable, even if it takes a long time, it can't be changed, just like the fact that he killed my father and aunt and destroyed my Daliang, it can never be changed, Brother Huang, when my uncle killed Hua Ying, do you think Hua Mubai also thought about easing the relationship between you?" Aren't you still guarding him everywhere, and in the end he rushed to save you, but he ended up like this, is it fair to him? If I really do it again with Xiao Zhuo, not only Hua Mubai will hate me, but even I will hate myself. ”
If the sentence "It's fate to be entangled for so long" that Fang Tuoba Yu said still made Xiao Zhuo feel a trace of fantasy and luck, then now Feng Qingxuan's resolute attitude has completely made him understand that Feng Qingxuan has completely beaten her into hell, and he can always inadvertently pass by Feng Qingxuan's side, if Feng Qingxuan didn't deliberately say it to Xiao Zhuo on the side, Xiao Zhuo naturally wouldn't show all the psychological unrest on his face, he could only endure it, and then pretended not to care and glanced to the side, and exchanged ears with Ling Xiao from time to time, But his eyes always flashed from Feng Qingxuan's side, which he couldn't help but have.
And since Feng Qingxuan came to the main hall, Xiao Zhuo's eyes have never flashed on other people's bodies, but there are always those who have no eyesight, one of the dancers dressed in purple tulle slowly approached Xiao Zhuo, her every move was seen by Feng Qingxuan, she put the wine glass to her mouth and took a sip of it, hooked the corners of her mouth and smiled: "There are always those who like to touch the tiger's beard, they don't know whether they are dead or alive, they can't see their identity clearly, this kind of person always dies the fastest." ”
Iris looked at Feng Qingxuan's eyes for some reason, only to see the dancing girl in purple swaggering from Xiao Zhuo's side brushing the light veil in her hand, leaning towards him seductively, throwing a flattering eye, but Xiao Zhuo didn't look at it, and the dancer tried her best to get Xiao Zhuo's cold answer: "If you don't want to make a fool of yourself in public, stay away from me, don't blame me for not reminding you in advance." ”
That woman is also smart, Xiao Zhuo is a person like her, she also understands that it is not easy to eat in her mouth, she focused on another general, that general is the master of soft and hard at a glance, not only does not exclude the proximity of the dancer, but also flirts with her publicly, Feng Qingxuan smiled coldly and turned her head to stop looking, she drank a few glasses of wine, stood up slowly, Tuoba Yu was about to reach out to support Feng Qingxuan, Feng Qingxuan's body dodged for a while, and Iris held her arm, She glanced at Tuoba Yu in a daze: "Imperial brother, don't worry, I just feel a little headache, go back to the dormitory first, and only the imperial brother can take care of it himself." ”
Tuoba Yu looked directly at her, tensed his face, trying to make himself look less unnatural, to be honest, he couldn't let Feng Qingxuan give up so much anymore, he knew that Hua Mubai's death would bring her a big blow, but if her voice continued to panic like this, he would be uneasy for the rest of his life, he pretended to speak flatly, and his tone became more and more easy-going: "Since you are not feeling well, go back first, but you still have to think about what you said to your brother, if you have anything you can't figure out, come and tell me at any time, I'll figure it out for you. ”
Feng Qingxuan nodded, smiled slightly, she could barely see the injury on her face, maybe she really couldn't hold on, on the day Xiao Zhuo came to Nanqiu, her mind was flustered again, it was a living person, saying that she didn't care, if she didn't think about it, it was impossible to do it completely, she returned to the dormitory, lay on the bed, thinking about it, it was always uneasy, and suddenly closed her eyes, forced herself to sleep, but she couldn't find sleep.
I still remember when she laughs, whenever she is sad and sad, her mother will always accompany her and tell her the story of the past, her most vivid memory is that it snows in winter, and she follows her mother to enjoy the bright red plum tree in the yard, the plum tree is always praised in the world, and her mother is also the favorite red plum in winter, not only the color is beautiful but also the temperament is different from other trees, her mother always said: "Qingqing, you will learn to be as strong as the plum tree in the future, You can see that the plum tree grows strong despite the cold winter, because it breaks through the difficult environment, seeks a way, and survives in adversity. ”
It's just that every time Feng Qingxuan wants to think of herself as a plum blossom tree and set it up in a difficult life, there is always such a person to break the beauty she has created, that person just wants Xiao Zhuo, he can always know what can hurt her the most, she even sometimes thinks that the plum tree will be like her, and there will be more bad things around her after a certain time? The answer, of course, was no, but she couldn't find a better reason to comfort herself, so she now had to hide from all suffering, like huddled in a shell, carefully going through each day.
On the bed, Feng Qingxuan was scattered, her eyes fixed on the roof for a long time, until the door was opened, she thought it was iris coming, she ignored it, and still forced herself to fall asleep as much as possible, but before she could sleep, the position next to her collapsed slightly, someone approached, she opened her eyes suddenly, only to see Xiao Zhuo blushing with a face, slowly approaching, he was drunk, hazy eyes reached out to touch Feng Qingxuan's cheek, and muttered: "Ah Qing, do you know how much I miss you, I think about you all the time these days, I'm really afraid that you died in that big battle, fortunately you didn't, we still have a chance, I know, I always knew, Ah Qing, you will forgive Ah Yan, right? ”
Feng Qingxuan frowned, and before she could think clearly, soon Xiao Zhuo had the next move, almost at the moment when Feng Qi raised his hand to knock him down, Xiao Zhuo picked up Feng Qingxuan with one hand and hugged her tightly in his arms, Feng Qingxuan struggled desperately, beating Xiao Zhuo's chest: "Xiao Zhuo, you let go of me, we have long been impossible, don't think that you can do whatever you want when you are drunk, let me tell you, you are not my opponent now, I advise you to let go quickly, so as not to have unnecessary casualties, otherwise, I want you to look good." ”
"Let go of you, how is it possible, do you know how long I waited to see you this day, Ah Qing, I know that it was all my fault in the past, I never dared to face my feelings, I thought that in Daliang, I became your enemy, and I could do it
If you leave it behind, I can not care about you, but I can't do it at all, I know that it was all my fault before, Ah Qing, can you give me another chance, give us another chance. To be honest, this is the first time Feng Qingxuan has seen Xiao Zhuo so humble, but even if it is, it can't match the fact that he has hurt her, she can't forget it, and which memories will be entangled in her dreams every night.
But later, Feng Qingxuan no longer entangled with Xiao Zhuo about these things, because Xiao Zhuo is now an intoxicating person, and all he said was nonsense, and he couldn't understand reasoning with him, but Feng Qingxuan still pushed him aside and picked up the dagger under the pillow, and pointed at Xiao Zhuo hatefully: "I said, we can't do it anymore, never anymore, before you invaded Nanqiu, when you killed my uncle, on the day you killed Hua Mubai, you had already made me cut off all illusions, Xiao Zhuo, you used to be a prince, you were arrogant, You are dismissive of me, and now that you are the emperor, I can't climb high either, so don't think about me anymore in the future, forget about me, and treat it as if we didn't have anything before. ”