Chapter Ninety-Four: A Sense of Alienation

In the midst of such anxiety, my footsteps had already followed my grandchildren to the temple.

But what appeared in front of me was neither an awe-inspiring Buddhist hall nor a fragrant misty Zen temple, but a forest of pear blossoms.

"What is this?"

"Smoky Forest." The grandson said lightly, with an almost perfect arc on his face.

"What a smoky forest... It's a fight with the peach forest you planted in the bamboo garden. I smiled lightly, raised my legs and slowly walked across a stream between the flower forest and the temple, and slowly stroked those crystal and lovely petals with my fingers, but the cold touch of my fingertips made me stunned, "But isn't it late autumn at this time, how can these flowers bloom so lushly?" ”

"Because of the climate of Lingquan Temple," the grandsons all walked towards me, their eyes like torches, "Lingquan Temple is located in the south of Xinzheng, this late autumn alternates between hot and cold, the climate is like spring, and it is not surprising that pear trees bloom." ”

"Oh!" I nodded, although I didn't quite understand the relationship between the climate like spring and the blossoming of pear trees, but there was one thing I heard very clearly, that is, Lingquan Temple is located in the south of Xinzheng, and the south is the direction of Hui Xianyu.

Xianyu...

Now, when I think of that long-lost country and the face that I haven't seen for centuries in the depths of my memory, my heart is sour for a while.

I don't know, where is Yin Linxi at the moment, and what is he doing? After more than half a year apart, does he think of me a little?

I couldn't help but think about it, my grandson looked at me absent-mindedly, and his eyebrows called me softly, "Sultan? ”

"Huh?"

"What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing, hehe..." In order to avoid the grandsons next to me noticing my strangeness, I had to smile.

Then he turned around and looked at the boundless sea of snow-white flowers in the distance.

Gongsun Zidu's eyes were complicated, and he looked at me fixedly for a moment, and just as he wanted to say something, a little monk came behind him to dispel what he had not yet said.

"Doctor Gongsun!"

The little monk and grandson all bowed, and said respectfully, "It's really the little monk who is bothering the two!" However, Zen Master Chaoyang heard that the doctor had come to Lingquan Temple, and he is inviting you to come over! ”

"Chaoyang Zen Master?" I'll take a look at my grandson.

I saw a few expressions flash in his eyes that I couldn't catch, and then waved Shengxue's sleeve and said to the little monk, "Then Master Lao will lead the way." ”

"Don't worry," the little monk smiled humbly, stretched out his hand and made a "please" gesture, "Doctor Gongsun, please come with the little monk!" ”

The grandson nodded slightly, but he was not in a hurry to follow the little monk, but took two steps closer to me, raised his hand to remove the petals that fell on me inadvertently, and said softly, "You just wait for me here, okay?" ”

I looked at his eyebrows and eyes full of tenderness and sweetness that could not be dissolved, so I had to nod in a daze.

The grandson smiled, and then turned around and followed the little monk away.

So all of a sudden in the vast garden was just me and the flowers that bloomed everywhere, and the occasional wind that blew by.

"Hey." I sighed softly, and looked at the warm and dense flowers on the branches with interest, only to feel a wave of irritability in my chest, so I reached out and knocked off a burst of petals.

It wasn't until the snowy petals sank to the ground that we lifted our hands and walked slowly into the depths of the garden.

However, I walked for a long time, and it was only when I raised my head from the "snow" that kept sliding in front of me that I saw that there was no way back to my surroundings.

What's going on? Where is this?

I looked around for a moment, but there was only a pear blossom tree as tall as my own, and there was no gap in it.

How good is that!

I didn't know how I got here, but at the moment, apart from the annoyance that I was walking around and not looking at the road, I was only anxiously trying to pass through the pear blossom trees.

It's just that I didn't expect that such a probing hand would be cut through the back of the hand by those intricate entanglements.

Red blood immediately overflowed from the wound.

"What? That man just left for a while and couldn't wait to see him? Are you so unwilling to be lonely? ”

At this moment, a voice like a magic voice suddenly sounded above my head.

It made me feel shocked, and my body involuntarily took a step back... But the step back was accidentally stepped on the corner of the skirt!

"Be careful!" An anxious voice arose behind him.

Then, by the time I came back to my senses, I was safely leaning into a strong chest.

Merely... At this moment, the embrace and the familiar Suhe fragrance on the tip of the nose all exude a kind of seductive power...

He... Could it be him?

I could clearly feel my heartstrings tugging, and I was hoping that the person behind me was him, but I didn't know how I would face him if it was really him.

As if he had guessed my thoughts, the person behind him deliberately laughed in a deep voice, "Are you trying to find some excuse to escape?" ”

My back stiffened unnaturally, and I finally turned back with determination...

But with this turnaround, we fell into a complete stupor.

Because what came to my mind was the face that had appeared in my dreams for many nights.

It's Yin Linxi!

At this moment, those extremely beautiful eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of ash, and they looked at me fixedly, the corners of their eyes rose slightly like silent mockery, and the eyebrows like ink paintings were lightly twisted, and now they looked like they were both happy and angry, which was really unpredictable.

We just looked at each other as if everything around us was still, and we were the only ones in the world.

It took a moment for his thin peach-colored lips to hook up a disdainful sneer, "Why don't you speak?" Can't you say it? Are you ashamed? Or do you feel ashamed of me? That's right, a woman like you should feel that what she is doing is despicable. ”

There was a look of utter disdain on his face.

I was obsessed, as if I had ignored the humiliating words from my mind, and only ran my trembling hands towards his much-thinner cheeks.

Yin Linxi shook slightly, but he didn't dodge it at all, and the pupils of those eyes that were originally full of disdain gradually became confused...

Deeply confused...

Then there seemed to be some emotions that I refused to express, and it was only when my hand was closer to him that those emotions seemed to be scattered and distant.

What are those emotions? I looked into those pools of water-like eyes, and I felt pain, worry, regret...

All these things were added together and kneaded into the originally handsome face, making him look so haggard and tired.

"Why are you—" I wanted to ask him why he was doing this to himself, but when I did, I realized that my voice had become so strange that it sounded like he was crying.

My eye circles were sore, and they were sore.

Yin Linxi looked at me with low eyebrows and said nothing, but a pair of eyes couldn't hide the red and red.

I knew he was forbearing!

Just like in Xianyu, he is always enduring it, enduring his father, enduring the courtiers...

"Hehe," I smiled wryly, and then something quickly crossed my jaw from the corner of my eye.

It wasn't until my hand was about to touch his cheek that I remembered something and turned around in a panic.

No, I can't... Since I chose to leave him, it will be like what Hezi Xiu once said, I can't go back.

What's more, the courtiers won't tolerate me, and Yin Linxi's father won't tolerate me...

If I go back with him, he may not only lose his position as crown prince, but also most likely not even save his life.

How could I bear to push him into that storm again?

Thinking about this, when my emotions gradually calmed down, I calmed down and said, "Why are you here?" ”

"Why am I here?" Yin Linxi was stunned for a moment, then twisted his eyebrows and grabbed my hand, and said quite excitedly, "Do you have a heart for this woman?" They even asked me why I came? How... Do you think I'm going to miss a good thing for you and that man? Then you can rest assured, I've been here so late, I guess the ones who should have been born and the ones who shouldn't have been born have already been born, right? Do you still need me to stop it? ”

"You... You let go of me! ”

Yin Linxun stared at a pair of eyes fiercely at this time, and the force of his grip on my hand seemed to be very difficult to crush my wrist, and he didn't care about my hand that quickly became purple due to pain.

"Is that all you have to do?" I saw that I couldn't shake off his hand, so I simply didn't shake it off, let the heart-rending pain on my wrist and the tip of my heart, and simply stared straight at his red eyes, and deliberately said sonorously and powerfully, and the words were like knives, "Yin Linxi, you memorize it carefully for me, I hate you!" I hate your childlike behavior, and tired of thinking only about yourself all the time, and I tell you, our relationship ended long ago when I left Xianyu, no! So please let me go right away! ”

"You're going to the man's side?" Yin Linxi's eyes narrowed slightly.

I nodded, and without concealment, "Yes!" ”

"Do you love him?"

"You let go of me!"

"You tell me, do you love him?"

Yin Linxi let out a low roar, and his already red eyes widened.

I simply nodded my head in the wrong way, even though it felt like a knife was twisting my heart, "Yes, I love him!" Not only do I love him, I'm going to marry him, how's that? Are you satisfied? ”

"I won't! You're mine! "He was like an angry beast at the moment, with a beautiful face.

I sneered indifferently, "Wake up!" Yin Linxi, as I said, our relationship ended long before I left Zhongli! ”

"I disagree!"

"Why! He saved my father for me, and I just want to marry him! ”

"I said it, I don't agree!"

Yin Linxi's face gradually set off a little bit of violence, and then his hand loosened and pressed me directly to the ground.

"What are you going to do here? You are crazy? I watched in horror as he raised his hand and began to strip me of my clothes.

Yin Lin didn't raise his head, but said fiercely, "I've been crazy for a long time!" ”

"Yin Linxi!" I snorted angrily, struggling with my hands and feet, but unfortunately my strength was really no match for the tall and sturdy Yin Linxi, and in the indiscriminate struggle and slapping, my hands were restrained by him.

I had to look at him in despair, and my tone softened together, "Yin Linxi, you let me go!" Please! ”

"I said, never!"

"Why?" In my eyes, the peerless face with fierce eyes gradually became a little blurred.

At this time, with flowers as a paving, Yin Linxi's back fell on my neck with a silky ink, but its touch was unexpectedly painful and I couldn't breathe.

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