Chapter 44: No More Fear, No More Confusion.
Early the next morning, Lin Ming got up and went to the nearby vegetable market to buy some vermicelli and came back.
Yuncheng people love noodles for breakfast, and rice noodles are sold everywhere in the vegetable market. Lin Ming bought a little more pork bone stew and fresh beef, and went back with a bag of ingredients.
Recently, Lin Ming often came to buy vegetables, and several of them had very fresh vegetables, all of which were grown by farmers in the suburbs. Hearing that he was cooking for his girlfriend, they praised him for being a good boy who loved his girlfriend.
Because there is a university of science and technology nearby, they thought Lin Ming was a student in it. There are many aunts who are amazed at him, not to mention the experience of buying vegetables, and he is so handsome. After washing the hair, it was just a little dry and fluffy, and the youthful temperament of the youth made him kill both young and old, and even the cabbage could be sent half more.
When I got home, it was only 6 o'clock in the morning. Mom is still sleeping in the room, Lin Changqing has been on a business trip for almost two weeks, and will be back in a few days. After my dad came back, my mother couldn't go out every day to play cards with her friends, so she tried to play a little more these days, playing late, and generally got up at noon.
When I got to the kitchen, the porridge was still cooking on the stove over low heat. It was for my mother, staying up late was not good for her health, and Lin Ming couldn't persuade her to become addicted to mahjong, so he cooked her lotus seeds, red dates, and longan porridge and put it in the refrigerator, and she could eat it when she got up at noon.
Remove the porridge from the pressure cooker, pour it into a large bowl and put it in the refrigerator to cool, boil the pot of warm water, and soak the purchased vermicelli in warm water.
Lin Ming began to skillfully clean the pork bones, boiled the water in the pot, and after boiling for a few minutes, the water boiled to boil out the blood and impurities in the pork bones, and then changed the water to continue boiling, put in three or four slices of ginger, two or three handfuls of chopped green onions, and waited for the water to boil.
It has been said that when a man makes a romantic moment, he is when he elaborately prepares food for the woman he loves. Because at that time, he was the most conscientious and meticulous.
Lin Ming implemented this principle very seriously, and patiently waited for the pork bone soup to be stewed, this thing was in a hurry, and a slow soup did not taste good. The meat is stewed too old and not chewy. When the soup was almost cooked, Lin Ming went down to the pot and fried a cumin beef, stir-frying the vegetables relatively quickly, the soup could come out of the pot, and the dishes would come out of the pot.
Finally, add some cooking wine to the soup, and a delicious pot of nutritious pork bone soup is freshly baked. Lin Ming immediately vacated the pot and boiled the powder. The freshly bought vermicelli is easier to cook by soaking it in warm water for a while, and the vermicelli can be cooked by simply putting it in boiling water for a while.
Remove the boiled vermicelli and put it in a bowl, pour in the pork bones, put a tube bone underneath, and sprinkle cumin beef on top. Fortunately, this bowl is very large, like a small basin, otherwise it would definitely not fit.
Lin Ming took the thick edge at the bottom of the bowl and went out to An Ran's house.
It was almost 7 o'clock at this time.
came to the door of An Ran's house, knocked on the door, and after a while. Lin Ming saw An Ran in pink pajamas, An Ran seemed to have just gotten up, his face and hair were wet, he should have just finished brushing his teeth and washing his face, and he heard Lin Ming's knock on the door.
Pull open the door and let Lin Ming in, An Ran's house is very big, and there is a pine tree at the door, it is a real pine tree, a very small one. Father An likes traditional culture, and in traditional culture, the welcome pine is a very important cultural symbol. On the left wall is a landscape painting, and on the right is the kitchen of An Ran's house, separated by a large glass sliding door. An Ran gave Lin Ming a pair of his father's slippers, and Lin Ming walked in cautiously with a bowl. The wooden floors of her house are waxed and clean, and if the soup is poured on the floor, it must be a hassle to scrub. An Ran saw the big bowl, frowned and said, "I can't eat so much, I'll give you some points." ”
Lin Ming put the bowl on the table and said, "There is a big barrel bone in it, but there is not so much powder." And I've eaten, and when you're done, I'll take the bowl back, and I'm going to class. ”
He now gets up early to cook for An Ran at three o'clock every day, goes to make up classes, comes back to cook, and then goes to make up classes. Come back to cook and then go to the company. An Ran actually has to learn dance every day, just outside a dance training institution outside Changhemen, but every day in order to taste Lin Ming's food, she has to come back as soon as possible.
An Ran went to the kitchen and brought a bowl and two pairs of chopsticks, and said with a smile: "No, I really can't eat so much." If I eat it any more, I'll be fat and a pig. ”
"It's good to be a fat pig."
Lin Ming smiled and pinched her nose, "You can also slaughter the tooth sacrifice during the New Year." ”
An Ran kept poking him with chopsticks, "If you want to slaughter, you will also be slaughtered." ”
"You seem to have really gained a little bit of weight." Lin Ming was a little surprised. When he saw her poking himself with chopsticks, the outstretched arm seemed to be a little thicker. Although it is still so thin, it is very different from the wrist that looks like a seven or eight-year-old child I saw last week.
An Ran's clear eyes stared at Lin Ming a little chill under his hair, "You want me to gain weight so much?" ”
This is a proposition.
Of course, Lin Ming hopes that An Ran will look like a girl of the same age, not to mention being fat for nothing, at least not as thin as a bamboo pole like before, and it will fall in the wind. But bluntly saying that a girl is fat, is there a difference between that and being permanently blocked?
Although An Ran has acquiesced in the relationship between the two, Lin Ming has also claimed to be An Ran's boyfriend. But if you love someone, do you really have to say something that makes the lover unhappy?
With Lin Ming's emotional intelligence, naturally not. He smiled and said, "Of course I want you to gain a little weight." ”
Enron's expression has not changed, but because there is no change, it is the most wonderful change. She couldn't talk about how unhappy she was with this sentence, she just cared about Lin Ming's feelings, so she thought in her heart, it turns out that he likes fat girls, should I really eat more?
If Lin Ming knew what she was thinking in her heart, he would definitely be very moved. But no one can read minds, and no one would have expected that what Lin Ming was going to say next was not a girl he liked to be fat at all, but a very heartwarming sentence.
"I want you to be healthy and not so thin," he said. I hope you are happy and your brow is no longer tightened. I want you to be happy and not keep your mind in your mind. I want you to be slim and slim, and you don't have to worry about others being more beautiful than you all your life. I hope you study well and have a life full of wisdom. I hope that you will face hardships bravely, and no amount of hardship can stop you. I hope you are full of wisdom and rationality in life, and have more precious ideas of your own. May you remember your preciousness when you are struck, and resist only. May when you suffer malice and encounter confusion, you will firmly believe in your preciousness and find your original intention. ”
Lin Ming looked at her with an unprecedented seriousness, and slowly spoke: "May you love what you love, do what you do, listen to your heart, and don't ask anything." ”
An Ran's eyes stared into his eyes, and from his eyes, she saw something very deep, very affectionate, something that could not be expressed in words. She murmured, "Love what you love, do what you do, listen to your heart, and don't ask anything." ”
His nose was sour, and a tear slipped down his face.
This is a sentence that speaks directly to people's hearts, simple, but contains endless philosophies in life. An Ran saw everything that Lin Ming wanted for him, and he also saw how deep his love for himself was. We are always growing up passively, there is no cause, no process, only effect. When I was a kid, I saw a mountain, and my parents and teachers told us it was a mountain, and they never said what you wanted it to be, and that was what it was. Because it's just a mountain. We have always grown up in bondage and education, at the cost of losing our freedom and nature. I didn't dare to love or hate, I didn't enjoy the pleasures of life, and I never had my true self.
The ups and downs of life, individual life is like a page boat in the sea of history. Some people have beautiful ideals but fail to succeed, and some people exhaust their life's energy but no one knows. There are also people who hesitate to move forward for their dreams and hopes, and in the end they may only fail to escape.
But more people, in the face of such beauty and ideals, do not dare to take a step forward because they are afraid of failure. was planned step by step to be planned, and his ideals were abandoned.
And today, Lin Ming told her, I want you to grow up freely and happily, and walk towards the future full of health and happiness. Bravely pursue your dreams, listen to the call of your heart, face life, not afraid of difficulties, not afraid of pain, no longer confused, live a beautiful, beautiful and splendid career, and do not let yourself leave any regrets.
The moment she heard this, she may have understood the reason why she was under the banyan tree that day, and it was not as good as us starting over.
Because Lin Ming didn't want him to have regrets and regrets in his life.
It's a pity, because it's indisputable.
An Ran thought that Lin Ming regretted why he didn't compete with Zhao Hao in the first place, so he had a life insight. But she didn't know that Lin Ming had really lost her once in the previous life, and that kind of heartache, he didn't want to experience it again, and it became the darkest history in his life.
Life is actually very short, and everyone's life is not just a written record, nor can it be carried by a photograph. They have the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of their lives, as well as their joys and sorrows.
But when their lives are over, then their lives come to an end. No matter who was in life, how illustrious it was, the emperor and the general, it was the same.
Lin Ming's loss of Enron in his previous life was like losing the whole world, and even his life became gray.
However, when Lin Ming walked alone in the dark night, God played a huge joke on him. On that silent night, overnight, he was back in the summer of 2002. was also under the thousand-year-old banyan tree outside Ping'an Street, and saw An Ran smiling and chanting at him.
I came back from that shadowy period of my life and saw your smile on me, the best gift the world has given me.
Seeing the pain of life and death, we will cherish the greatness of life even more. If you forget the love and friendship of the past, you will be full of hope for the possession of feelings. And after seeing the miracle of going back in time, you will be even more in awe of life.
After experiencing those unforgettable things and meeting so many people, memories will lurk in the depths of the soul that will not be forgotten when they feel that they are about to forget it. Lin Ming felt that he would not forget it again, that sincere emotion would become more and more intense, and when he saw the traces of time, it was like standing on earth and looking up at heaven.