169 Selfishness
"Three years ago," I muttered these words, my eyes sank, and I looked at Qiao Yihangdao: "So you suddenly proposed to break up and then get married, all because of grandma's arrangement?" ”
When I said this, my heart felt as if it was being torn apart, and it hurt, because the person I have always respected the most is the culprit who caused all my pain!
"So you chose to divorce on the second day of your wedding, which caused a sensation in Beicheng, and at that time I had already gone abroad, disappointed and sad with you, and I didn't have the heart to think about anything else!"
My eyes condensed on Qiao Yihang's face, his attitude changed too quickly back then, and I had doubted it, but he set the wedding date in such a short period of time, and it also let me know his determination, after all, my relationship with him is different, so I didn't ask again, but went abroad on the day he got married!
I kept looking at Qiao Yihang, and finally saw him nod slowly, I closed my eyes and suppressed the sourness in my eyes, this is the truth about our breakup three years ago!
"I wonder how the hell Grandma died?" I tried to calm down before I asked again.
Every time I mention this issue, Qiao Yihang is silent, and his silence also makes me more suspicious and eager to know the truth!
Seeing that Qiao Yihang didn't speak, I walked to the side of the bed, looked at him with lowered eyes, and said coldly: "Qiao Yihang, what do you want to hide so far?" Do you have to make me hate you? I hate you so much that I want to kill you with my own hands! ”
Qiao Yihang's face changed for a moment, his gaze was opposite mine, and it was a long time before I saw him open his mouth and heard his voice ringing in my ears, he said, "She rolled down the stairs and died of serious injuries." ”
"Well, why did grandma fall down the stairs?"
Qiao Yihang's face sank, his eyes looked out the window, I looked at his side face, and after a while, I heard him say: "Her body can't last long, the pain is too uncomfortable, and" Qiao Yihang paused, turned his head to look at me, and said in a deep voice: "She was ashamed, so she committed suicide!" ”
Suicide? My heart sank, I never thought that my grandmother would kill herself! My first reaction was that Qiao Yihang was lying, but looking at his expression, his eyes fell on his chest, he almost lost his life in order to save me, all the speculation and suspicion, no one's reaction at that time was real!
But how could a grandmother commit suicide? She was still in a good mood to send me to marry that morning, why did she commit suicide at night?
"Guilty? What is ashamed? My palms clenched, and Qiao Yihang's words overturned all my previous cognitions.
"You've been investigating this all this time, so you should know the cause of my parents' deaths, right? She felt that the illness at that time was a kind of retribution, so she didn't want to continue to suffer, and it was better to end her life early than to live in such a painful life! ”
"You're lying!" After Qiao Yihang's words fell, I immediately retorted in a cold voice: "Grandma was fine during the day that day, she didn't show any intention of committing suicide at all, how could she suddenly be unable to think about it at night, or roll down the stairs in such a painful way!" ”
"If you don't believe me, why do you come to ask me?" Qiao Yihang didn't argue with me, but just replied lightly, his face was very calm, and this calmness made me more and more panicked.
Could Grandma really be a suicide? Because of the guilt that Qiao Yihang said? If it is really like Qiao Yihang said, then back then, it was really she who killed Qiao Yihang's parents?
Thinking of my grandmother's kind face, I really can't believe that under such a kind face, there would be such cruel means to kill people for the sake of profit!
Seeing that I was silent, Qiao Yihang said again: "There are some things, it's better not to know than to know, at least you can live a little easier, your character is too stubborn, you have to find out the truth about everything, but in this world, it's not black and white!" ”
"It may be painful to live clearly, but it is better than to be kept in the dark, not knowing anything, and living like a fool!" I replied in a deep voice, Qiao Yihang looked at me, but didn't say anything.
The ward was quiet, and it took me a while before I spoke again: "Even if grandma committed suicide, Qiao Yihang, you are not clean!" ”
He didn't refute, but nodded in agreement and replied, "I never said how clean I was!" ”
His attitude made me even more confused, I thought about it for a while, and asked him: "Is the will your hands and feet?" Why didn't it go directly to your name, but gave it to Qiao Chenlu? ”
After her grandmother died, Qiao Chenlu was cautious every time she saw Qiao Yihang, very afraid of him, and judging from the conversation between the two of them that day, Qiao Chenlu knew a lot of things, but how did she know? But since Qiao Chenlu knew Qiao Yihang's secret, why was she afraid of Qiao Yihang?
"If I say that I have not touched that will, will you believe it?"
"Don't believe it!" I said directly: "I found a voice recorder under my grandmother's bed, which is a conversation between my grandmother and the lawyer, the content is the will, the ten percent of the shares were originally in my name, but after my grandmother died, there was no my name on the will, I don't believe that I haven't done anything!" ”
Qiao Yihang didn't refute it, but said: "The will was indeed modified, but not after her death, but before that!" ”
Qiao Yihang's words made me look at him in shock: "Impossible, grandma spoiled me so much before, how could she change the will!" ”
Qiao Yihang looked at me and didn't speak, a lot of pictures flashed in my mind, all of them were bits and pieces of getting along with my grandmother before, how could it be, what did my grandmother do this for?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Qiao Yihang didn't bother me, I carefully recalled what had happened since I returned to China, and still couldn't figure it out, why did grandma do that? What's wrong?
"So you didn't kill Grandma?" It was a moment before I heard my own voice sound.
Qiao Yihang looked at me for a while, and said loudly: "It can't be said that it has nothing to do with me!" He was referring to the fact that his grandmother committed suicide because of guilt.
"You beat my child and grandma mean it? In such a cruel way! ”
Qiao Yihang nodded this time.
"What about Qiao Chenlu? What kind of deal do you have with her? ”
Qiao Yihang was silent for a while before he spoke: "There is no deal!" ”
"I don't believe it!" I always felt as if something was hidden between Qiao Chenlu and Qiao Yihang, I still believed Qiao Yihang's previous words, but if he had nothing to do with Qiao Chenlu, I would never believe it!
"Believe it or not is your business, and I never expected you to believe it." Qiao Yihang's tone was very light, and his voice was a little hoarse.
I looked at him with deep eyes, his face was calm now, but it was as if there were turbulent waves rolling in my heart.
"Qiao Yihang" I called his name again, he looked at me, and I asked, "Why have you been hiding these things from me, knowing that I will hate you, why?" ”
Qiao Yihang pursed his lips and said after a while: "Grandma is the only thought you have left in the Qiao family, you have been the closest person except me since you were a child, and the moment I knew that it was the Qiao family who killed my parents, it was already doomed between me and you." ”
I looked at him, my eyes suddenly turned cold, and I said in a deep voice: "So you are self-righteous and forced me to leave in a way that you think is good for me?" ”
Qiao Yihang didn't speak, that is, he acquiesced, I suddenly wanted to laugh, and I really laughed, he looked at me and frowned, I bent down to him, stared at him with my eyes, and said: "Qiao Yihang, do you think I should be grateful to you?" Because you think so much about me, and don't even care about being misunderstood, it's really great! ”
I raised my hand and slowly placed it on his chest, and with a very light movement, I asked, "Is the wound here?" Does it hurt? ”
Qiao Yihang looked at me with heavy eyes, didn't answer, my hand was slightly forced, seeing his pale face and a layer of cold sweat on his forehead, I withdrew my hand and said, "It seems to be very painful, after all, this knife almost killed you!" ”
Qiao Yihang frowned, I stood up straight, and said coldly: "Qiao Yihang, originally you blocked this knife for me, I am still somewhat grateful to you in my heart, but this knife is what you are willing to block, I have not forced you, just like you forced me to leave at the beginning, it is also your self-righteousness, you have never asked me what I think, I have never asked what I want!" You've been imposing your ideas on me all along, do you think I'm going to be grateful to you? ”
I shook my head, and my voice was a little colder: "No! Instead of not, you think it's ridiculous, you think you're the savior? Can control the fate of others? Qiao Yihang, you are actually nothing! I believe what you said, but I won't forgive you, do you think that in the Qiao family, grandma is my only thought, and the relationship between you and me is destined to be unpleasant, so do you choose to use this way to fulfill me? Since you have chosen to fulfill me, why do you still show remorse and want me to return to your affectionate appearance? Qiao Yihang, aren't you contradicting yourself? ”
I took the tissue on the bedside, wiped my hands, and threw it into the trash, looking at the bandage in front of him faintly showing blood, I looked at his face again, this face, I have seen it for almost twenty years, but it is still so unfamiliar, I said coldly: "Qiao Yihang, although we grew up together, you have never understood me!" Like you said, you know that there is no possibility between me and you, so why do you repeatedly appear in front of me to be an eyesore? In fact, you are not as great as you think, you are selfish, you can't see me getting close to Wang Ziqian, and you can't bear my feelings for Wang Ziqian, so you only hinted at me three times and twice, didn't you? "I want to talk about "Love Disaster" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "Youyue Literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~