Chapter 424: The Secret Marriage (8) Ends
Chapter 424: The Secret Marriage (8) Ends
When he was crying, he directly wrapped Lu Jing with yin qi, making her calm and fall asleep again.
Lu Tingnan looked at the scene in front of him, he didn't know what Shen Fei wanted to do, but he soon understood that Shen Fei didn't want to hurt Lu Jing, nor did he want to dominate her or anything, he seemed to be resealing the memories in her mind.
"Why is this happening?" When Shen Fei changed his sealed memory, he asked Lu Tingnan.
Lu Tingnan didn't know how to answer for a while, but he suddenly remembered that he also had a different memory in his mind, thought for a while, and said, "Maybe it's unacceptable." ”
"Why is it unacceptable?" Shen Fei turned his head, his face full of incomprehension.
Lu Tingnan said: "You think, if there is an inexplicable memory in your mind that does not belong to you, even if this memory does belong to your past life or some moments. But these memories are full of painful existence, do you think you will accept it? ”
Shen Fei was thoughtful.
Lu Tingnan continued: "Lu Jing, she will become like this after she recovers her memory, in fact, a large part of the reason is because of you. ”
"Because of me?"
"Well, if you hadn't appeared in front of her before, but just let her recover her memories, her reaction might not be so strong, and she would probably only treat these memories as a dream, and then at most feel sad for the characters in the dream. But from the very beginning, you showed up by her side to harass her and make her feel scared, so when she recovers her memories, she will probably feel that these memories are actually not real, they were all given to her by you and deliberately made her miserable, so she became as crazy as she was just now. ”
Shen Fei smiled bitterly, "Is that so?" ”
"Otherwise, what could have made her like this? Recovering the memory of her past life is an unacceptable thing for ordinary people, not to mention that her previous life was so miserable, do you think she will be willing to accept such a reality? Lu Tingnan said, "Everyone will yearn for a better life, everyone is the same, even if they look forward to their past life, they want to know what kind of existence their past life is, but everyone's past life will be more or less painful." ”
"And this pain happens to be the most unforgettable existence in their hearts."
Shen Fei said unwillingly: "However, Xiao Jing and I also have a lot of happy times. ”
Lu Tingnan asked: "You may be right, you do have a lot of happy times with her, but do you think about what is the purpose of your existence in this world?" Isn't it because your life was too painful at the beginning? Maybe you were very happy in the first half of your life, and you didn't suffer any major setbacks since you were a child, but what really made you like this? It's your pain, those beasts give you painful memories, and because of this, you want to kill, and you want to start over with Lu Jing, and these pains keep you. Would you stay without these pains? ”
Shen Fei looked at Lu Tingnan in disbelief and felt that he was incredible, "Why do you know so much about this kind of thing?" ”
Lu Tingnan smiled bitterly, "Don't think about it, I don't have any memories of my previous life, I'm just watching too much." ”
For another memory in his mind, Lu Tingnan actually can't forget it, especially the scene where his sister died after being resurrected, whenever he goes to bed at night, he will think about it, and he will always feel incredible, even if he understands that those things are just another memory, and it has never happened to his current self.
However, this does not prevent these memories from causing him pain and sadness.
Because of this, when he saw Lu Jing going crazy, he felt a little empathy.
"So at the end of the day, it's me doing it wrong." Shen Fei looked at Lu Tingnan and asked.
"Well, you did something wrong in this matter, if you really want her to be happy and want her to be happy, you can silently bless her, after all, she has a new life of her own, and she has completely said goodbye to the self in her previous life. And you want to integrate everything from her past life into her current life, is that possible? Completely impossible. ”
When Lu Tingnan finished saying this, Shen Fei in front of him stopped moving, and he said: "The memory of Xiao Jing's previous life has been completely sealed by me, but I am really unwilling to pass like this, we obviously love each other so much, and we have said that we will live for a lifetime." ”
Lu Tingnan said: "It's not about talking about a lifetime, don't forget that you are a dead person now, and he is a living person, even if you really stay by her side for a lifetime, what's the point?" It is not a good thing for you to dwell on the pain of the past and stay in the world. ”
"Then what do I think I should do now?" Shen Fei had already understood at this moment that his original purpose was not to bring pain to Lu Jing, he just wanted Lu Jing to remember himself and let him live happily together again. But when she saw that Lu Jing had become like this after recovering her memory, he had given up completely.
"Go and reincarnate, you stay in this world, it is not good for yourself. You are still able to maintain your sanity because of your own suffering, but if you have no faith, the yin energy in your body will completely swallow you, and you will not be able to do it even if you want to be reincarnated. ”
"Reincarnation? Then won't I never see Xiao Jing in the future? ”
"The past is gone, it's time to let go, besides, reincarnation doesn't necessarily mean that you won't be able to see her, maybe in the next life, you will be able to see her again? The rules of this world are not clear, in case, after you are reincarnated, you may be able to guard her side in another capacity. ”
"Yes...... Is that so? Shen Fei was a little confused, but his belief had begun to waver.
Lu Tingnan's heart was very tired, his mouth was a little dry, and he said so much just to shake Shen Fei's beliefs, if he still kept his original thoughts, Lu Tingnan would have no way to solve this matter.
"That's true."
Shen Fei looked at Lu Tingnan, "Okay, tell me, what should I do?" ”
"First of all, you have to get rid of the yin qi from your body first." Lu Tingnan said.
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
……
Guo Yan returned to the office half an hour later, he saw the chaotic state in the office and Lu Jing lying on the sofa, and wondered: "How is it, are you all right?" ”()
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