28 Be stronger
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My voice fell for a long time before Qiao Yihang finally spoke: "I know you hate me in your heart, but I only have this choice, we are doomed to be impossible, you hate me, hate me, but I really never wanted to hurt you." ”
Qiao Yihang's words made me suddenly want to laugh, he actually said that he never wanted to hurt me, but since I returned to China, he has done things that hurt me more than one another, and I used to be heartbroken because I liked him, I asked for it, but now, I have repeatedly stated that I will not pester him anymore, I just want to keep this child, why does he even want to deprive me of this hope, he said that he doesn't want to hurt me, but the only person who can hurt me is only him.
But that was before, and from now on, I will never give him a chance to hurt me again, and the last trace of softness in my heart has been worn away by his coldness!
"Are you finished?" I asked coldly.
Qiao Yihang seemed stunned for a moment, then frowned and nodded.
"Let's go out when I'm done, I want to stay alone, as for grandma, I think you should have already thought of an excuse, don't worry about me, right?"
Qiao Yihang's gaze kept changing, but he kept staring at me closely, and finally nodded.
I laughed a little and said coldly, "Let's get out!" ”
After Qiao Yihang left, I was the only one left in the ward, and the emotions that had been suppressed since I woke up could no longer be suppressed, and finally broke out, I cried until I was about to suffocate, and I didn't know how long I cried, until I couldn't cry anymore.
I put my hand on my stomach, since I knew about his existence, for more than a month, I have endured every day of morning sickness, as well as all kinds of physical discomfort, but now, I still lost this child.
After I cried, I took my phone from the bedside and called Lu Man, I really don't know who else I can find at this time except her.
"Manman, my child is gone..."After the phone was connected, I heard Lu Man's voice, and the tears that I could not stop welled up again, I told Lu Man the address of the hospital and hung up the phone.
I was lying on the bed in a daze when she arrived, I heard the door open, he hadn't appeared since I kicked Qiao Yihang out of the ward, only the doctor came to check on me, and the rest of the time the ward was quiet.
Manman walked to my bed with a distressed face, hugged me without saying a word, since the child was beaten, I don't know how long I cried, but now I can't even shed tears.
"It's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid!" Lu Man patted me on the back and said soothingly.
She stayed with me in the hospital for the next few days, but on the third day I insisted on being discharged, and every night I would lie in this bed and I would dream that the child was standing in front of me with blood and asking me why I didn't protect him.
After three days, I became more and more emaciated, and I couldn't eat at all, and I began to reject the hospital from the bottom of my heart.
When she heard me say that I was going to be discharged, she was silent for a while, and without asking me why, she went to the doctor, went through the discharge procedures, and then took me back to her home.
This is the first time I came to her new home, she married Leng Chen after her divorce from Zhang Shaoyang, I was surprised when I heard the news, but it seemed to have been expected, because Leng Chen I have met a few times, he has a good relationship with Qiao Yihang, but it is a completely different type, although the man looks indifferent on the surface, but from the things he did, it can be seen that his heart is warm.
Manman settled me in the room next to her, and accompanied me every day, I knew that she was worried about me, and after dinner in the evening, I returned to the room, we were lying on the bed, I turned my head to look at Lu Man, there was a question I actually wanted to ask all along, and I asked it at this moment: "Have you ever regretted marrying Leng Chen?" ”
Leng Chen has helped Lu Man many times, including the time she was kidnapped and rescued by Leng Chen, maybe this is also the reason why Lu Man married him, in fact, I can feel from Lu Man's statement that she is attracted to Leng Chen.
Lu Man thought for a while, shook his head and said: "No, Mr. Leng is very good to me, after marrying him, I found out that I was really stupid before, and I have been entangled in the marriage with Zhang Shaoyang, but no matter how hard I try, he still doesn't have me in his heart, even if I love him, but I live a very tired life and am not happy at all, but now it is different, since I married Leng Chen, my whole person has been a lot easier, and I don't have the pressure before..."
Lu Man said a lot in one breath, I can feel from her tone and expression that she is really good now, she once loved Zhang Shaoyang for more than ten years, but now she has begun to let go, and Manman finally said tentatively: "What are your plans in the future, about him, you..."
"I'm dead!" Lu Man's words were interrupted by me before he could finish speaking, and I said: "Manman, this time I really gave up, you know that in the process of that child leaving my body, the despair that has accumulated in my heart little by little, I will not be able to do it with him anymore!" "I didn't hesitate to say these words, after Qiao Yihang did such a thing to me, how humble should I be to continue to think about him? From the moment that child leaves my body, there will never be a possibility between us again!
Lu Man didn't speak, just hugged me, I stayed here with Lu Man for three days, and on the third day, I received a call from Qiao Yihang, the content of the call was very concise, he just told my grandmother to ask me this morning.
I knew he asked me to go back, I disappeared for a week, I don't know what kind of excuse he used, probably it would be a company trip, I sorted out my things, and then said hello to Lu Man, and she drove me back to Qiao's house.
She was not at ease, she originally wanted to accompany me in, but I refused, after all, this is my home, I have nothing to worry about now, and there is nothing to lose anymore, so what are you afraid of?
At this time, Qiao Chenlu and they all went to the company, only grandma was at home, and when I went back, my grandma was still resting in the room, I said hello to Sister-in-law Wu, went back to the room first, took a bath, and changed clothes, I looked at my pale face in the mirror, and dark circles under my eyes, it was only a week, I really lost a lot of weight, and I became so haggard.
I didn't want my grandma to worry too much, so I put on another layer of foundation, covered up some of the dark circles, put on light makeup, and then went downstairs to my grandmother's room. My grandmother was still asleep when I passed, and I just asked my personal doctor that my grandmother has not been doing well lately and is sleeping more and more every day.
Not long after I entered, my grandmother woke up, and when I saw that I was there, my grandmother had a smile on her face, and I helped her sit up, and my grandmother's eyes fell on my face, and she said distressedly: "Why did you lose so much weight?" Is it too hard to work? You guess just go to the company, just get used to it slowly, don't work too hard, take care of your body more! ”
I held my grandmother's hand and shook my head: "It's okay, lose weight and be healthy, and I'm your granddaughter, how can I embarrass you, I must work hard to make my grandmother feel proud every time she mentions me." ”
Grandma nodded with satisfaction, "You have grown up and become sensible, and you have always been grandma's pride." ”
I smiled, indeed, if I hadn't grown up after going through so many things and didn't work hard to make myself stronger, then I would have suffered all the pain I had in vain! If I was strong enough, that kid wouldn't have been beaten by Qiao Yihang, so in the end, I'm too useless!
I chatted with my grandmother for a while, and then accompanied her to the garden to bask in the sun for a while, until she was a little tired, I sent her back to the room to rest, I left my grandmother's room, went to the kitchen, and saw Sister-in-law Wu was preparing dinner, I stood at the kitchen door for a while, and then went back to the room.
I didn't go downstairs again until dinner, and just ran into Qiao Yihang as soon as I got out of the room, his eyes fell on me, since I kicked him out of the ward that day, this was the first time we met, I heard Manman mention, she had met Qiao Yihang a few times in the corridor outside the ward, but I didn't pay attention to it at the time, I didn't want to know the reason why he was there, whether it was guilt or regret, I didn't want to know, because my child was gone, and I experienced a despair in him, I won't let myself go through it a second time!
"Uncle!" I was the first to speak, in a detached tone.
"Body..."Qiao Yihang looked at me complicatedly, and was about to speak, but was interrupted by me, "Uncle, grandma, they are still waiting downstairs, I'll go down first!" ”
After speaking, I passed by Qiao Yihang's side, my back was straight, without the slightest hesitation, every step was very firm, I would come out of the shadow that Qiao Yihang gave me, and I would not let anyone have the opportunity to hurt me, no matter who it was!
Qiao Yihang sat opposite me during the meal, but I have always been very calm, after experiencing those things, I saw him again, and there was no other emotion in my heart except hatred, it turned out that it was so easy not to love someone, but this process was really painful.
The next day I went to work as usual, this time my state was different from before, I was fully committed to work, just like I said to my grandmother, I will work hard, because no one can always protect me, so I can only make myself stronger, I will not be afraid of those calculations, and I will protect what I want to protect!
While waiting for the elevator, I met Shen Yue, her eyes first looked at me, and finally said, "It's only been a week, why have you lost so much weight?" ”
I turned my head to look at her, I haven't been to the company for a week, she is my boss, and Qiao Yihang has that kind of relationship, I think she should know very well what happened to me!
( Love Misfortune )